Yog

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  1. Use kindle. when you mark text you have the option to either highlight it it or create a note embedded in the marked text. My notes are couple of words long and on kindle they are quite easy to revisit and see in which context they were taken. After I finish a book, I tend to extract them and turn them into bullet points for easy revisiting.
  2. @Blackhawk Why do you want these things to be explained by our modern paradigms so much ? Could a medieval person explain a smartphone ? What if someone saw a smartphone and tried to explain it to the other peasants, or even magicians and other educated people in the world ? The best ones they got! A hard cold, slab that emits light, that's would be impossible, for there to be light there has to be fire, or at least be made from the stars or the sun, you held it in your hand and it didn't burn you and on top of that the slab talked. You are literally insane, such thing can not exist, you probably dreamed it up, or saw a heated brick. You will probably get something in those lines. The way I see it, If these beings are around here, you would not be able to explain their technology nor their behavior by using any of these modern paradigms, just as medieval people would not be able to explain the technology of today by using a medieval paradigm. Seeing actual aliens or their crafts around here, would have to break many of our understandings of reality, that's how you know its much more advanced, by not understanding it.
  3. I had a similar experience back in 2012 in MI. All of them looked just as any star would, but they would move fast in one straight line, than stop, do a sudden 180, a sudden 160 than a curved move, most were extremity weird movements with impossible stops, as if there were no inertia at all.
  4. You are saying this because anytime you engage in imagination, it gets online by only few %. If you tried hard for 10 mins, you would barely get it above 10%. Do not confuse this day-to-day imagination with full blown imagination. if you go on and engage it to 100ish % than you will be fully immersed and be totally in it, just like you are now. This is what we call a lucid dream. A thing you might notice while getting there is that at first, you were building the scene, you imagined the lion, the props, walls ect, details were fuzzy and blurry, you were thinking about your day to day activities and what not. But after a while the scene will start to become alive, continue building itself and take a life on its own, you will also stop perceiving this content as images somewhere in your head-space and start seeing them right in-front of you, as you were using your eyes to see them. So this imaginary lion, will kill you "there", just as it will "here".
  5. Take into context the story of Cain and Abel that he mentions afterwards. My take on it would be: If you sacrifice what is the most precious to you, than you will be with god. (Abel-His best lamb). If you sacrifice the least precious, play it safe, have a misaligned perception on what actually is the most precious to you/god, than you will not make the worthy sacrifice and therefore be left without god. (Cain-His worst grains). So Cain makes an unworthy sacrifice and is left without god (himself, the world ), so he suffers and in his lows gets resentful against god (himself, the world), and blames god for it, which pulls him even further away. Cainian sees the wrongs in the world as a result, his mind is settled on the wrongs, fueled by deep burred resentment that goes to the level of resenting being itself. But thats deep inside, on the surface in modern days it may look like blaming Jews, the patriarchy, white people, black people, gays, global warming, animal-farm industry, communism, capitalism, you name it, and believe me, they could easily stack up. In that sense, a modern Cainian would be someone who would blame a lot of things, if not most things. The one that doesn't see the beauty and the perfection in god (himself, the world), He is resists it and fights against it, in its wake malevolence rises. So at the end of the day it ends up being more of a pure destructive force and less of a creative one. If one is detached from god and sees the world as something that is against him, as something that needs to be modified to match ones will, than you can easily see how one can get radicalized, end up shooting up schools, be all hyped up about tearing something down, just for the true motivational reason of tearing it down, regardless of what the facade might look like. Note: You can take this on the most psychedelic level, or just on some simple and practical one. Its a mythological story about a pattern that scales across things. That is how it looks to me. Its like an archetypal pathway, that you carve out by making choices. You may end up on the path of Abel, or the path of Cain, depending on how chose to do you sacrifices (intertwined with choices). Its just one Archetype on-top of which others are layered. Imo, JP believes these are the true, probably not yet acknowledged motivations on groups such as antifa, or the more, turbulent leftist activists. As I said and he also knows it, its a pattern that is universal among humans. So this could be applied to most toxic groups or individuals. Its quite an underrated story I think.
  6. Even better, if you haven seen human pussy, goat pussy might be the best one you got
  7. As I understood, bans are still in the game, they would just be timed instead of permanent. At least that is what they are discussing right now. We'll see.
  8. Got to admit, few good points were raised. Too bad they get clouded by all the density in there. Still would love to see them talk it out on JREs. This talking and bashing from distance is not helping.
  9. Damn is this so hard to watch. I feel like energetically TYT is the left wing version of Paul Joseph Watson, nothing but aggressive drainage there.
  10. There could be some truth. My first trip ever was a DMT breakthrough. Weed just was weirdly different and much more potent after the dmt trip. After my first acid trip it probably doubled again. Idk if something happened during my early trips, or if I am just generally very intolerant. 150-200ug, acid is mind blowing for me, 250 is unbelievable, I never need more than 2g of shrooms. DMT, regardless of the method, even with the worst pipe, I always need just one shot for breakthrough.
  11. Medical grade materials, durable, simple. Can vape pretty much any herbs in it. Well known brand with excellent reputation. Not sure how good it is for crystals, But I guess you can always turn them into changa. https://vaporgenie.com/product/classic-wooden/ There are also these: https://vaporgenie.com/product/glass-bat/ https://vaporgenie.com/product/glass-sherlock/ Same principle, just glass. I've smoked once in a glass Sherlock, the vape is smoother and more cooled down than in the wooden version. But personally i liked the pricing, size and the sturdiness of the classic wooden ones. So thats what I own.
  12. Try that, see how it goes. You can still tell the truth, but be less harmful. What you got now is the realization that the rawest truth is is, the more truthful it is and you just want to roll with it, see where it takes you, which is quite fine when dealing with self, but it can get rusty when dealing with people, entities that are quite unlike you. What will be the use of telling your truth in its rawest form, when it can not be received by these different people. You may be doing more needless harm, or confusion that way. What if adapting your truth for the recipient is a better, or at least another way. Also if you are conveying the message that you mean no harm (being nice), than the likelihood of the message being received is even greater. The greatest con is that a part of the raw truth, as it came to you, will be lost in this language game of adaptation. Its up to you how you do it and to what degree and in what style. You can be very truthful, but still do this. Look at gurus, they throw jokes, metaphors, let questions come in ect all the time and yet manage to convey truth. I am not biased against any of the approaches, in fact I have the same dilemma. Cant see where the devil has his fingers in more.
  13. Not much point in that. You can block the acc from visiting it, but the user can log off and visit it logged out. You can block the IP from visiting, but there is VPN. Btw it looks like a good move to me. These threads around here can get.... quite dense.
  14. What is up with you guys. Comparison is not equating. Things can be 1% alike and you can still make the comparison. A comparison between a fork and a sun is just as legit as a comparison between a black person and a handicapped person. It is what it is, a comparison based on sameness/difference. I don't get why everything has to match as close as 1:1 to make comparisons valid.
  15. Well, integration in the assimilative sense is opposite to multiculturalism. Its trying to create a mono-culture. If one culture sees lets say women as someone that should be subservient to men and the other sees them as free people that can chose what can they do, than both can not exist in the same place without serious conflict. One culture will have to prevail, so in the end you will get more of a mono culture, which is what integration and assimilation does, it pushed foreign cultures towards the parent culture. Now that is just one example, imagine more beliefs and more cultures in the mix. In this sense it seems to me that despite the convoluted and low conscious ways right wingers can see things, their intuition about multiculturalism is more right than something that a more left leaning person might intuit. They see it as such and while holding the common "will to power" mindset, will push and fight for their culture to win this conflict. In order to screw a screw into a screw hole you need a screwable bolt that matches the hole and not a hammer-able nail, so they won't try to do that at all even if they were not reacting ideologically and emotionally on this issue. Categories are more static with right wingers and they will always try to find the screw that is needed for that hole and will never try to fit a nail. Ofc you can try to fit a nail and you might succeed to a certain degree, but it would be better to convert the nails into screwable bolts, that's also a no-no with right wingers, you are reaching cross categories there
  16. Yes ofc me too. Western countries are far more developed in various of ways. If I had to pick where to live it would probably be somewhere there, lets say Scandinavia. Its most of all the covert deception behind military actions, creating economic dependence, or lets say the recent total media brainwash take over that bugs me both in regards to internal and external politics. But in terms of living, yea, the west is no brainer. I am doubting the capability of Russia to pull it off too, given their situation. But I am afraid they might try anyway, I hope they won't pull something mega-stupid out of their sleeve. Also it will probably piss off China, only to what degree, we'll see I guess.
  17. I am basing my opinion on first hand experience of seeing a literal dog pushed in the corner. Psychology of survival scales from individual wezels to human collectives. What they got may be poop, but there ain't no ice cream the other way. Though certainly you'll be told there is and given one. Semi creative advert : New tasty ice cream, new taste, come here, eat, eat, its !NEW!, we promise its !NEW!, its not the same as the last one we had, its NEW, only at our place, the only place that knows how to make proper ice cream in town. It comes out from the back part of the cow, almost like milk does, its brown, almost like chocolate, yes chocolate, mmmm imagine chocolate!! you'll like it, it is after all, tasty ice cream. Never again go over the street, the Russians are scamming you and selling you poop instead of ice cream. Come here, eat! Subscribe and get free ice cream every day, grow to love our new taste by eating it every day. Lets say again! Ice cream, repeat the words, its tasty ice cream!!!, never get scammed again, come to our place. Honestly... I am tired of ice cream...though this may be a cool script, I'll save it. This is what I get 180 degrees opposite of that.
  18. I am no military expert, but this is what Zakharova had stated a month ago: What that means, I don't know. Attack after they got their intel of joining NATO for sure confirmed. Economic, blocade... I really have no clue. But all and all it looks more like an escalation and less like deescalation. I hope I am wrong, but right now this seems like a very bad move if its done. To Russia this will feel like they are closing down on her. Which is something you do not want to do if you really want peace and deescalation. The way it looks to me it will only bring more dead people and not less.
  19. I don't know how turning yourself into a target is somehow a "very good thing" ? I don't get it
  20. Re-reading your initial post. I think you might benefit a lot from Teal Swans - "Shadows before the dawn" book. Its actually a book that is more about learning "self-love", but it really relies on felt intuition as its backbone. As far as I went trough it, Its about asking the question: "if I love myself what would I do now" and than just do the answer that comes without questioning it, it can come in the format of a feeling of alignment, images, words, something else, a combination of them. Its a good practice and exercise, extremely intuitive. If you spam this exercise about everything I have no doubt that you will get to trust your intuition fairly quickly. Especially if you spam the question about everything. Like what to eat, what to buy, what do to next ect. In the end it will be intertwined with your first hand experience opposed to lets say some distant guesswork about the situation in Ukraine.
  21. @Rishabh R Maybe the best way would be to roll with the images and the feeling/hunch behind them and question them after the fact. Make the conclusion without being analytical or reasonable, let yourself be totally irrational for that moment. Your imagination does not need to match the "reality". The key here is to just get comfortable with guessing and learning to trust the unconscious without letting the analytical mind intervene too much in the process. In this case hunch>reason. Maybe you will come up with 5 guesses regarding something and none of them will actually be the case, or maybe just one of them, or maybe you'll hit the mark well. You don't know, that is why you guess, in a way you are trying to map out the unknown.... or the map is already there and you are perceiving it. Just as if you were learning to play basketball, you do not want all your shots being executed perfectly and hitting the target. You probably want to practice some form and just learning to throw the ball towards the basket. Needless to say, some intuitions will be influenced by your biases, shadows ect. But all of that is fine as long as you do not take them seriously and see it more as a play or an experiment.
  22. Get comfortable with guessing and not being attached or serious with your guesses. As a matter of fact you can deliberately guess and try to see what feels most aligned, or true for you. Images will pop into your mind and fill your imagination, just roll with them. Take a topic and guess the shit out of it like a madman. Getting past the resistance to guessing/assuming is crucial for intuition development.