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The obsessive part of the story could link to the latter to some degree. But I think the attraction to it had to do more with his intuition that there was something about the 3-6-9 pattern that connects to frequency, light, math of the universe and all that jazz. Can't say its T2 thinking either, but it looks to me more like a non-orange rational and materialistic type of thinking.

Not sure, where to put him developmentally. He was far beyond his time both mentally and cognitively. I would go from early green to mid yellow. World stage wise, yea sure, its early green emerging. But him personally, I find it harder to say. How does it seem like an INTP to you, its quite different than INTJ. What are you measuring ? I find it quite hard to see the neurotic Ti-Fe, (self-tribe, my place in the world) axis, but can quite easily see the neurotic Ni-Se (order-chaos, abstract-concrete) one. Nooo its a mistake. I thought Dr.Strange lol. Prior being slapped by the lady guru. After that its early green I guess. Yea, blue is about right actually. Red, cant quite see it yet. Maybe point me to it, hm. Yea, Nikola. Well I've based this only on his inventions and ways of thinking. So I could very easily be wrong, or at least part wrong. They seem much more systemic and deep than what stage orange type of science would come up with. Entering trance states, saying everything is light, obsessed with the number 3, quite funky. Nedless to say, all of these typings and peggings are very lose for me. I would need to see a lot of raw stuff about their day to day life in order to really conclude anything. You might find him interesting.

Wow... thats a lot of weight. Never listened to Borgir much. But hell yea this ...... this is a fucking maddening riff. Already scrolled trough it 5 times, the chills Than, here is a gift for you too. Somewhat aligned with Leos work, lyrics wise Yea, pretty much from about 10-12 years old. Got into extreme metal when I was about 13-14.

hahahahaha lol. It seems that INTJs tend to overcompensate with their Se delivery. A lot of stabs, bullets, gadgets, meth, or hell yea - MAGNETS!!

I like the overall idea. Especially seeing the same type in different stages. But associating horizontal functions with SD vertical development feels like a bit of a stretch. Anyway, I'll jump in for the fun factor, might add even few fictional characters. INTJs: Red - Varg Vikernes, Walter White in his shadow. Blue - Lenin, Maximus (gladiator), Ragnar Lothbrok, Eisenhower Orange - Dr Who, prior to being slapped. Stephen Hawking, maybe Newton, Ripley (Alien), Jay-Z, Zuckerberg, Clyde (law abiding citizen), Batman, Magneto, Pr. Moriarty Green - Jacques Lacan (or at least his work), David Fincher, Angela Merkel Yellow - Daniel Schmachtenberger, Tesla, Nietzsche (or at least his thinking), Pickard (star trek), The Architect (Matrix). Turquoise - Damien Echols.

Well, YT like many other social media-ish platforms is DESIGNED to be addictive. There is a thing called "cognitive penetration". It means that even if you are aware and willfully resisting the design it will still get to you. Its basically a dopamine hack that works on you on unconscious level. So you want to completely avoid these kinds of features if you are to use it. Else, you'll get addicted to it, sooner or later. YT wise, you'll find such features in the: -Home page -Suggested videos (huge) -Comment section. -End screen cards -Subscriptions (to a lesser degree) So what I've done is installed the "Unhook" plugin. I use it for firefox, but I guess there might be a chrome version for it too. What it does is allow you to block many of these features. What I personally use is: -the notification button (for only very few important channels) -the search function And that is pretty much it. No comments, no suggested videos. Just plain YT video that I find via search. If I happen to need any of the other features I can get them in just one click on the plugin. I also use the "news feed eradicator" plugin to block the home page and replace it with custom quotes. So that's also neat.

If I experience it, than it exists for me.

-Read a lot of the stuff you want to write about. -Write raw , fast and unrefined. Whatever comes out, comes out. Don't even worry about typos or grammatical errors. -This will help you get your drafts fast and get you more inspired to continue. -Refine after, or as ideas come trough. -Ideas are coming to you, you are not creating them. Do not try to create them. -Ideas come easily if there is context and context being whatever you wrote previously. They piggy back each-other. -If you can't write about a certain topic, write about something else that will feel effortless. -If you feel you are stuck at certain place, just drop it and write the next thing. -You should not be trying to forcefully finish any part of it. -Treat it as a whole thing and do passes on it. -The goal is to finish the whole thing as fast as possible in whatever state it is. You can always post refine it. -The goal is to write, not to get it perfect from the get go. Hope these tips help

To me a metal song I like is like a highly zipped package of dense (in many cases) energy. When I am listening to it and fully feeling it, the energy fills me up and makes me feel extremely alive and in touch with life. I get pumped up, energized and feel powerful. It does not even matter much to me if the song is depressive, melancholic, aggressive, gore, intellectual (technical metal) or a love song. I see that more like a wrap of texture around packed dense energy. So both depressive and aggressive songs will lift me up and energize me, just because of the amount of life energy I get connected to. Making a distinction there. I am all in for the texture part I mentioned too. Nowadays I do not listen to metal very often. I am mostly into psy-chill, trance, dnb these days. But at moments when I feel down and disenchanted with life a loved metal song can drastically change my energy and get me up and running back again. So in a way, it works as a prime personal development technique for me

I don't think you can equate gender and sex, nor can you mark both as 100% socially constructed. This is just a common progressive mistake. To focus on this part of the game and therefore think that things are 100% socially constructed, when in fact the construction is partial and is something you tend to layer on top of something else. So there are degrees with it. Everything is socially constructed, but in part. So if gender is mostly socially constructed. Than sex would be partly. (less) You know this because sex pre dates humans and their social constructions. You can project sex onto animals, or not, they would still behave, or have traits of their sex. Even if all humans got extinct and no human were present to observe/project onto it, the rules of sex will still be in the game.

As a video editor myself, there is one thing I can say for sure. This is not a documentary about her. Its a about the directors story, casting her as the protagonist.

Just a few.

Note: This one is pretty heavy, it heavily revolves around death, there is also neat DMT stuff in it. Anyway be prepared to digest it in the next few days.

@Vision The only times I feel lighter in my body and with complete absence of tension is at the times I am completely unhooked from easy dopamine sources. -No social media (all apps deleted) -Limited and deliberate PC time. No mindless usage. -0 gaming. -Limited stimulants in food and drinks. Less or no coffee, nicotine. -No heavy foods, or very limited. If so, combined with pre or post fasting. -Work out. -Exposure to nature. There are probably few more things I could add to the list. But I think the digital exposure was the biggest for me. If I cut just that, all of a sudden in a day or two my mind gets very clear and I start feeling lighter in my body. If I start engaging into the "no" stuff I just listed. Tension and brain fog starts building up again very quickly.

Now I feel like rolling an acid stripe around my dick.

Basking in darkness set. Supa potent.

Weird, I've done only a handful of NN-Dmt trips. All of them took me to a mystical state at their barest minimum and a non-dual one at their best. All of them breakthroughs after just one toke. The state always begins right after i exhale that one toke. Its just impossible to take another one. Barely get any visuals, entities or such. I get more DMT related visuals while practicing OBEs, than while tripping on it.

@Carl-Richard I think "Objective Personality" upgraded the system to a big degree. It also works in a double blind fashion.

You can't make them. In order for that to happen they would have to be willing to buy your package of distinctions. Which they probably wont be, since they got their own and are working overtime to keep them.

On Ni. On Ni-Se Ni & Si savior: On Fi-Te (talking to a Ni-Se host here)

Krav-Maga or Jeet-Kune-Do Both are based solely on practicality and are military grade martial arts. Expect rigorous endurance/cardio, techniques, sparring and street fight simulations. I've only trained JKD, so I can vouch for its effectiveness. Its also probably the best anti rape tool for girls. Clinch and ground fighting, coupled with no-rules. Meaning anything goes, balls, eyes, ears, elbows, knees.

Interesting random find. Sub-blue, reacting to green music.

Good luck with it man. Just remember to let go and surrender to whatever degree you can. Its less like a system update and more like a system uninstall. So, have this in mind.

I was a spider that was radially/symmetrically being stabbed by 6(ish) knifes from the sides. The knifes injected me with small spider hatchlings/eggs that were to be rapidly hatched.