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@Schizophonia Yes, this seems very true from my experience.. If you take too much LSD, you end up becoming like a drunk person.... The 2 tabs were so much, that at some point, i was finding it impossible to tie my shoes...

Don't take the title too literally. I don't actually hate them but more so despise them. Let me explain. The reason i don't like beautiful women is because a large quantity of those women are kinda narcissistic and full of themselves. They have countless of options for possible mates.. They have insane power and value. A beautiful 18 year old woman with nice tits and butt has value wherever you throw her in the planet. Almost all males will wanna mate with her. I see many of these beautiful women acting arrogant and narcissistic. Sometimes i feel good when i think that in few decades they will age and lose most of their value. I am not redpill or anything. I recognize some of these egotistical narcissistic traits that they have in me too. My intention is to love them more. I don't wanna be a hateful person. Any insights about this are highly appreciated.

The last couple of years, i have been going through Hell. Many people on this forum still don't realize how many degrees of misery,suffering and pain exist. It's terrifying. Things now are better for me. But i feel somewhat, like i've been to a war , seen some brutal mind-boggling stuff and now i am a different person. I am not traumatized, per say. But i just see through the BS of people and i am way less tolerant of it. Everyday when i watch the news , i see people going through Hell worse than mine. It all seems senseless sometimes. I just don't get it. Sometimes i go through the thought experiment.. of a person living through the worst hell possible.. Let's say a prisoner in the middle ages who dies the worst possible death in a sh*tty cell. Why?? What's the point of going through such a sh*tty existence? It makes sense to experience suffering in order to appreciate the happiness and joy.. but in some cases it just seems that this logic doesn't even hold true. I am not sure though. Also, all these idiots who commit all this stupid devilry have n o c h o i c e since there is no free will. And this is something that i have realized deeply. You have no choice whether you become a saint or a Ted Bundy. All this suffering just doesn't make sense to me sometimes. I understand that some degree of suffering is necessary but.. i think it becomes t o o m u c h in many cases.

@Squeekytoy When you say that its pointless, can you please explain why is this the case? How life would be , if it wasn't pointless?

@Soul Flight There are some life situations where all this theory flies out of the window. I don't care how awake you think you are. If i put you in a hellish enough situation with no escape , you will probably end your life. And that's just the reality.

Still i have not received a satisfactory answer, nor do i think i will.

@Parallax Mind My point is not that suffering should not exist. My point is that there are some life situations where the suffering is so great and seems to serve no purpose whatsoever. What if you were a prisoner of war, living through the worst possible hell for years? What if you were captured, and tortured in the wost possible way by some Mexican drug cartel? What if you were in severe chronic pain for years? Pain that doesn't go away. How would you feel then about life and existence?

@Princess Arabia I suffer from underthinking ^_- Thank you for the encouraging words

@Leo Gura Have you found any methods that have significantly altered your Intelligence? Strong sit determination.. is very effective for me.. but it's extremely challenging because of the heavy emotional reactions afterwards.. And the binging on chocolate... This is why i don't do it anymore...

@Inliytened1 Why does your intelligence increases when you take a psychedelic?

I already know that God is running the show. Still my question makes perfect sense and is very practical. Right now, God is asking how to become more intelligent. And your reply is that there is not a doer.

@Razard86 I have watched this video in the past.. I don't believe it answers my questions.

Hello everyone. I've recently found a very good source of LSD and had some profound awakenings that i did not even think were possible. I am really excited about this tool and i want to use it carefully. I've tripped three times thus far. All of my trips except one were not problematic at all , which means that i did not feel physically bad in any way. But my last trip kinda put a strain on my body. Let me explain.. First of all.. i was not well rested at all. And when i tripped, there was a moment where i felt really really terrible in my body.. Thankfully this sensation did not last much beside a few minutes. It was like there were two opposite forces.. one was trying to put me to sleep and the other one was trying to keep me awake. I believe is because if i wasn't tripping at that time ,i would be falling asleep. I did not expect this to be a problem though... Because with coffee for example, you can be sleep deprived, and not have a problem if you drink it.. I don't understand why its different with psychedelics.. Also i noticed that this time i went too deep in the trip, and the Love became so much that i began noticing a mild strain in my heart. This made me stop going any further. I believe that if you take LSD while well-rested then there are no problems.

@Schizophonia I don't experience this. All of my LSD trips thus far (besides one) have been very positive & i was feeling great. What do you mean when you say "feeling like I've snorted a rail of steel powder"? Also i've masturbated a ton on LSD and never i did have an issue...

@Razard86 I have watched this video multiple times. Noone has talked about this issue. It's something i've discovered for myself. And still i have not a fullfilling explanation.

Super interesting & new video.

@Francis777 Thank you for the great advice brother. Much appreciated. You said that psychedelics work on the serotonin receptors and they make you 10x more awake than coffee.. This seems super counter-intuitive.. Can you explain why this is the case?

What happens if you take LSD like two days in a row. Will the 2nd day be less intense like it happens with magic mushrooms?

Just a few hours ago, I underwent an extraordinary and life-altering experience that was entirely unlike anything I've encountered before. Emerging from the trip, I'll do my best to convey the profound revelations I had. The substance I ingested was sold as LSD, and I believe it was indeed authentic. This trip stood out for its remarkable purity and lack of distracting elements. It was all about experiencing pure consciousness, with no frills, nothing more and nothing less. There was a moment that struck me with intense clarity: I realized that, in that very instant, I embodied the essence of divinity, as a literal God. I comprehended the purpose behind creating that precise moment. During this revelation, my friend continuously asked me, "Mike, are you alright?" and kept repeating the question. The sheer weight of this realization was so overwhelming and mind-bending that I found it almost inconsequential to respond to my friend. It was as though my shock had rendered me incapable of reacting adequately to his concern. In that heightened state of awareness, I came to understand that I was not just myself but also my friend, and, astonishingly, I was the entire universe I was perceiving and experiencing. I recognized that, as a god, I was essentially playing a cosmic game with myself. This profound awakening also brought an awareness of the potential loneliness, desolation, and fear that can accompany such an experience. It became clear that, without a sufficiently stable and pure state of mind, one could exhibit strange behavior, and, in extreme cases, even self-destructive tendencies. There were moments during this journey when I found myself questioning the authenticity of my experience. There were moments during the trip that i got terrified that i lost my mind. It's worth acknowledging the immense respect I have for individuals like Leo who delve into this kind of inner work. It's far from an easy endeavor. I became acutely aware of the gravity of this realization of divinity and the incredible potential inherent in altered states of consciousness. At this point, I am genuinely mind-blown and struggling to put my experiences into words. One of the most significant takeaways from this trip is the importance of altering your state to connect with the divine and embracing your present moment as fully as possible because your present moment is, quite literally, your own creation. Lastly, this experience, this realization was so shocking that it felt like my life ended at some point. What was happening to me was literally impossible but yet at the same it was happening. I am left speechless......

@Yimpa I don't understand what you mean. Can you please provide additional information? I strongly believe that God cares for all its being and my Awakenings have showed me the profound Intelligence and Hormony behind everything. This does not mean though that everything will always go my way. But why God/Infinite Intelligence wouldn't care for all of its being to live a happy life? Can you explain?

@Francis777 Great advice. Thank you! What do you mean when you say that LSD can be draining? You mean psychologically? I have used substances such as coffee, modafinil & weed while sleep-deprived and never once did i have an issue.... But with psychedelics.. it's different. Two times i have tripped while sleep-deprived and i felt terrible for a few moments. I don't understand why it's different with psychedelics and i have never heard anyone else talking about this before. This experience has kinda scared me & i won't repeat the same mistake again. All the other times i've taken psychedelics (while well-rested), i never experienced anything bad physically.. Only thing i've noticed, is that i sleep a lot after a deep trip with LSD. Maybe it's because the trip exhausts your energy.

Hello everyone. I have very little experience with LSD, only having taken it 3 times thus far. The last couple of weeks, i bought twice what was sold to me as LSD from a the same dealer. Both tabs i purchased looked identical. 1st trip went very smoothly and i had no issues whatsoever. I did not experience anything negative physically. And i felt great the next day. Note that i do not remember experiencing my jaw locking up in this 1st trip. The 2nd trip was just a few days later. And the ''negative'' i experienced was my jaw locking up. I don't think my jaw was clenching as it happens with cocaine .. but i just was feeling my jaw like i had been doing a serious workout with it and was feeling sore afterwards. It wasn't too serious or too intense and if you looked at me, you probably couldn't tell. But i just don't understand why this was happening. And i am curious to find out. And the other negative i experienced was a mild toxic sensation in the right side of my body (i guess it was my liver) that only lasted for couple of seconds. But keep in mind, that i had taken medications the previous couple of weeks. So i am not sure what is going on. The first time i tripped i did not experience anything negative physically. Other than that the 2nd trip went smoothly as well. And i felt good the next days too. I know that testing your substances is the best way to go. But sometimes in life you're stuck in difficult hellish situations where you have not many options available. Karma is real and i am going through it right now. Any advice or insights are highly appreciated.

@Francis777 I don't feel that LSD is that much taxing on your body.. I always feel great after taking it. No hangover, no nothing. Only thing i've observed is that i might sleep a lot the next 1-2 days.

@Francis777 How can you recognize if your tab is Nbome? Can you please provide additional information that i should be aware of? Thanks. Thankfully the tabs i took, did not taste anything chemical. They did not taste anything to be more precise.

@Leo Gura What is weird.. is that i did not feel anything weird in my jaw in my 1st trip.. But in the 2nd trip (which was 4-5 days later) i did feel my jaw kinda locked up. And i am pretty sure it was the same substance because i bought both tabs from the same dealer and they were identical looking. Where did you feel pain? In your teeth?