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@kieranperez I don't know if there are long term studies nowadays. My point is that when trt will be around for 100 years then we will have 100 years worth of research around it and a better picture. Trt is basically a newborn baby.

@flowboy Incorrect not. He said it himself in one of his videos. I don't keep track of what decisions he is taking every single day. He has quit kratom countess times so far. His reasoning basically was ''let me start trt so i can quit kratom''. That would be 10 times lower. @flowboy Increased risk of detecting subclinical prostate cancer, growth of metastatic prostate cancer, erythrocytosis which can lead to blood clots and complications. Still there are many others that we don't know since trt is very very very new. When you inject testosterone is doesn't have the same affect on your body compared to someone who produces their own testosterone. It may be the same compound but still quite different effects. It messes up your body chemistry. Your body would never produce 100% testosterone all the time for example. It would be higher in the morning and lower towards the day. Yes it a personal choice. I just believe PsychedSubtance made a rush decision about this that he may regret few years from now. He obviously loves muscles & working out. I can understand that. Personally i have used testosterone as well. But i was dumb and stupid. If i knew better i would never touch anything. I would only do so if it was absolutely necessary. In his case , obviously it wasn't necessary. He could resolve the Kratom issue, and see if his testosterone levels return back. His life was still pretty manageable before starting trt.

@Leo Gura Joe Rogan works for Dana White and the UFC. That pretty much explains it all.

@Flowerfaeiry I do.

@AtheisticNonduality Ahahahaha

Very Nice report.

I still haven't read the book but i want to in the near future. From the videos i've watched about The Law of One it definitely has a lot of truth and wisdom in it. Very good content overall. A lot better than i ever expected. Aaron Abke talks a lot about the Law of One. I like his content. He is a cool dude with Pure Intentions overall.

A post infused with tons of passion. I like that

A friend of mine believes that God creates with randomness. Imagine God like an infinitely intelligent painter who just throws a bunch of colors randomly and creates this way. Personally i don't buy this. But i don't know for sure either. This is a good question actually. @Leo Gura What do you think about this?

@iboughtleosbooklist Nice post! It made me feel better :-) Despite all the difficulties my life has been pretty good so far i can say. I like this quote from Srikumar Rao ''I am ok, i have always been ok, and i'll always be ok''.

@mp22 I don't believe these experienced are caused by preparing yourself or somehow brainwashing yourself. I know for a fact that i have become Infinite. I have become infinity. This was a direct experience. As real as whatever i'm experiencing right now.

I deal with the confusion part also. I guess it's part of the process.

@Flyboy Yes you made some good points. I try to avoid projecting myself into the future. But still the understanding/knowing that you are God can be frightening at times. It can be a hard pill to shallow.

@mp22 Mostly yes. I've had some awakenings sober too.

@mp22 Yes but Leo being wrong about this flies out of the window when i am having the non-dual mystical awakenings.

@Flyboy Maybe it is not suffering for God but sure it is for me.

@Nahm Yes but that still doesn't escape me from experiencing Everything and all those gore videos i've watched. Non duality is not a conjecture.

@Nahm Why you say that it can't be inevitable?

@nistake Yes but Leo says ''You will Experience EVERYTHING.''

@Nahm Me not wanting to experience many gruesome things i've seen and the inevitability of it is a tough pill to shallow.

@Seraphim I am the Self so i AM all those scary things.

@Roy Yeah..i can relate. I remember back when i was an Atheist, i would visit a gore site, and watch very gore content out of curiosity. But..back then i was just a lil creature in the universe, separated by anybody else and when i would die then i would smply not exist. So there was nothing to worry. I was perfectly safe. I had nothing to do with those people on the videos. So you can imagine the shock you can experience if one day you realise that you were all that terrifying sh*t you've watched. It's an overwhelming surprise for the ego.. Nowadays i also avoid watching gore content because i find that it somewhat traumatizes me. It kinda leaves you with a very mild form of PTSD for a few days afterwards , at least. You never forget the gruesome stuff you've watched. It gets imprinted in your mind for good.

@OneHandClap The imaginary terrible/excruciating sensation of it.

@Leo Gura Daaamn....!!

I have been watching Martin Ball. Sometimes i get the sense that he is too dogmatic. It seems to me like he rejects all psychedelic visions as some sort of inferior egoic BS. What is your take on that? Do you agree with him?