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I still haven't read the book but i want to in the near future. From the videos i've watched about The Law of One it definitely has a lot of truth and wisdom in it. Very good content overall. A lot better than i ever expected. Aaron Abke talks a lot about the Law of One. I like his content. He is a cool dude with Pure Intentions overall.

A post infused with tons of passion. I like that

A friend of mine believes that God creates with randomness. Imagine God like an infinitely intelligent painter who just throws a bunch of colors randomly and creates this way. Personally i don't buy this. But i don't know for sure either. This is a good question actually. @Leo Gura What do you think about this?

@iboughtleosbooklist Nice post! It made me feel better :-) Despite all the difficulties my life has been pretty good so far i can say. I like this quote from Srikumar Rao ''I am ok, i have always been ok, and i'll always be ok''.

@mp22 I don't believe these experienced are caused by preparing yourself or somehow brainwashing yourself. I know for a fact that i have become Infinite. I have become infinity. This was a direct experience. As real as whatever i'm experiencing right now.

I deal with the confusion part also. I guess it's part of the process.

@Flyboy Yes you made some good points. I try to avoid projecting myself into the future. But still the understanding/knowing that you are God can be frightening at times. It can be a hard pill to shallow.

@mp22 Mostly yes. I've had some awakenings sober too.

@mp22 Yes but Leo being wrong about this flies out of the window when i am having the non-dual mystical awakenings.

@Flyboy Maybe it is not suffering for God but sure it is for me.

@Nahm Yes but that still doesn't escape me from experiencing Everything and all those gore videos i've watched. Non duality is not a conjecture.

@Nahm Why you say that it can't be inevitable?

@nistake Yes but Leo says ''You will Experience EVERYTHING.''

@Nahm Me not wanting to experience many gruesome things i've seen and the inevitability of it is a tough pill to shallow.

@Seraphim I am the Self so i AM all those scary things.

@Roy Yeah..i can relate. I remember back when i was an Atheist, i would visit a gore site, and watch very gore content out of curiosity. But..back then i was just a lil creature in the universe, separated by anybody else and when i would die then i would smply not exist. So there was nothing to worry. I was perfectly safe. I had nothing to do with those people on the videos. So you can imagine the shock you can experience if one day you realise that you were all that terrifying sh*t you've watched. It's an overwhelming surprise for the ego.. Nowadays i also avoid watching gore content because i find that it somewhat traumatizes me. It kinda leaves you with a very mild form of PTSD for a few days afterwards , at least. You never forget the gruesome stuff you've watched. It gets imprinted in your mind for good.

@OneHandClap The imaginary terrible/excruciating sensation of it.

@Leo Gura Daaamn....!!

I have been watching Martin Ball. Sometimes i get the sense that he is too dogmatic. It seems to me like he rejects all psychedelic visions as some sort of inferior egoic BS. What is your take on that? Do you agree with him?

@Strangeloop In the past, I've fallen into this trap of viewing psychedelics as some sort of magic pill solution and i would do them unconsciously. But what i've learned is that psychedelics are just a tool that can help you IF you use other tools aswell (like meditation, contemplation etc). If your only tool is psychedelics then good luck. It won't do much for you. So nowadays i am more hesitant to take psychedelics when i am not doing any spiritual work on the side. It is a good thing that you are unsure about using psychedelics. This might help you find your true motives behind wanting to trip. If your motives are 'good' and you believe you are doing the right thing then do it. Otherwise it's better to wait and be more strategic about it. Last time i tripped it was a very positive experience for me and it lead to some serious changes in my life. But i was more deliberate and intelligent about it , this last time. Also i have experience with ecstasy also. It is the best feeling in the world but i will never use that substance again in my life. Not worth it to use it many times in your lifetime. Shroom tea on the other hand never gives me problems the following days. Shrooms is definetely my favourite drug and also it is very easy on my body.

Is it right to call God Infinitely Intelligent when we have nothing to compare it to? A friend of mine suggested that we could call God infinitely stupid and it would make no difference since there is no comparison. He claims the only significance the label ''intelligence'' has is if you contrast it with ''non-intelligence''. I would agree that it might be tricky what pointers you choose to call God names with BUT still the Actuality , The BEING of God would not change despite whatever labels. I told him that there is only Intelligence and nothing else. I used the metaphor of height. All people have some height. You can say that there is lack of height relatively but height always exists no matter what. It is a constant. So there is only height and non-height doesn't exist. He didn't agree with me on this one. What do you guys think? Is it appropriate to call God Infinitely Intelligent? Is there any lack of intelligence in the Universe?

@OneHandClap Yes. I think Intelligence is all that there is. There is only intelligence and relatively different levels of intelligence.

@Leo Gura ahahahahahaha

@Nahm Hmm... good metaphor.

Personally i trust God because of its infinite intelligence and how seamlessly everything works. If Reality was just a random mechanical accident i would not have any trust in life to be honest. What i mean by 'trusting' God is this intuitive knowing that things will always be 'good' in the big picture even if suffer or experience lots of pain. I have been throught a lot but i always see the Wisdom behind everything. How all fits together. This soothes me sometimes when i get scared. I find that people who have faith in the way Reality works have better peace of mind. Some other people don't share the same opinion as me. Any thoughts?