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Noone giving me an explanation here. Sad... My original question was how can there be seperate disconnected Gods when reality is One?

Hello everyone. My objective is to transform to a completely different person over the next years. I am talking about a deep fundamental change. Not petty surface-level stuff. I am tired of all the BS and now at 30 years old with all the experience and learning i've had i am ready to go to the next level. I have finally accepted the Call of the Hero's Journey and i am living the best period of my life the last 1 month. It's really incredible how much better life can get. My objective spiritually is to become as conscious as humanly possible. My objective work wise is to become a world class programmer and eventually start my own business which improves peoples health & well-being. I am already implementing some major changes in my life like daily walking, daily reviewing my top 10 values, daily watching high-quality videos, daily programming work & daily reading. Problem is that i push too hard and i get ego backlashes but now i pace myself better. Anyways the purpose of this post, is to get some serious advice from other people who have gone through this transformation process. I am all ears. Keep in mind that i want to focus more on Stage Orange stuff in this period of my life. I need more success in my life.

Coming from my past experience as a dedicated gym-goer and kickboxer during my teenage years, I like to see how Stage Orange shows up in sports. A good example is bodybuilding. Some people get caught up in pushing their bodies to extremes just to become an IFBB Pro, as if it's a significant achievement. An IFBB Pro is a professional bodybuilder who's earned this title by winning a competition sanctioned by the International Federation of Bodybuilding & Fitness (IFBB). Some individuals spend a crazy amount of money on drugs, food, and more, all to chase this man-made title. It's pretty crazy. What makes it interesting is that very few people actually make a living from bodybuilding, unlike other sports. Yet, they place so much value on these man-made constructs. From a broader perspective, all of this may appear nonsensical. I don't intend to sound superior to others, as an alien or someone at a stage of thinking beyond conventional norms like Stage Yellow might consider me foolish. Many individuals are unwittingly pursuing endeavors that don't truly bring about genuine happiness or enduring fulfillment. Even achieving the title of a world champion in sports may not resolve all your life's challenges. In reality, it might not hold as much significance as it seems. I've observed numerous individuals who've reached the pinnacle of their sport, such as MMA, and it's often not enough for them. They tend to continue chasing endeavors that may seem trivial until they lose their championship, their status, and even their health. However, it's challenging to blame them because competing in these sports can indeed be incredibly rewarding.

Today i was tripping on LSA capsules (which contain hawain baby woodrose). The dose i took was an ordinary dose i have taken many many times before. Because i was sleep deprived i was feeling like crap so I decided to go for a walk. While walking i was feeling the effects of the trip. I was experiencing a mild increase in my Consciousness, nausea and some other weird stuff. The weird stuff was: i didn't have much energy to do stuff i normally would. Best way i can describe it, is that the hawain baby woodrose plant was trying to kill me or make me unable to do stuff. After a while while walking, i felt a mild sensation of electrocution coursing through my entire body that lasted for 1 second. It wasn't anything too dramatic. But it has made me quite fearful now, and caused me much psychological pain. I've never experienced this before. Maybe it was also because i was sleep deprived and the stress was too much. I have no clue what it was. If anyone can provide me some additional information what this was, i would be very happy.

Hawain baby woodrose seeds are perfectly legal in my country. I can go buy them anytime in a store here in Athens. I've tried them only once ,years ago when i was in my early 20s and the experience was quite deep and profound. I really was tripping quite hard. And the trip was nothing else i ever experienced before. Only way i can describe the trip, is that i was going through multiple scenes or chapters of different stuff at a rapid speed. It was insane!! Only negatives was the nausea (although it was tolerable) and also that the trip wasn't that ''clear'' as magic mushrooms are. (Magic mushrooms produce what i would call a ''sober high'' for me in moderate dose, no crazy wonky stuff, just pure pure consciousness). I am really thinking of trying these seeds again but i'm just afraid of potential toxicity from impurities or whatever. Although you can remove the seed coat from what i know. I don't know how much that helps. I can also take capsules (which i've taken many times before) which contain hawain baby woodrose but the downside is that they are very weak and the trip is not the same as the seeds. The trip from the capsules is very clear with no wonky stuff compared to the seeds. But the problem is that even if i take multiple capsules i usually don't go too deep in my trip. With the seeds i know that you can go very deep. If anyone is knowledgeable about hawain baby woodrose seeds, let me know if they are worth the risk.

@Danioover9000 Being less intelligent isn't necessarily a bad thing if you look at it differently. Imagine the smartest, most aware person on Earth. When compared to an incredibly advanced alien, he might seem much less intelligent. Think of 'Stage Orange' as doing things that seem foolish, like chasing materialistic goals that often lead to big disappointments. Bodybuilding is centered around competition and winning, just like 'Stage Orange' values excessively winning too. Becoming a professional athlete and reaching 'Stage Yellow' or higher consciousness levels might be difficult or even impossible. To care deeply about achieving these superficial goals, you may need to be at a lower consciousness stage.

@bmcnicho Have you tripped on hawain baby woodrose seeds? If yes, how was your experience?

@LSD-Rumi What is the difference between morning glory seeds and hawain baby woodrose? Also why they should be kept in fridge before ingestion?

@bmcnicho I have taken LSA capsules while in good states. I experience a nice increase in my Consciousness but i always feel sedated. Kinda energetically paralyzed. I actually do believe these plants are intelligent and they have defense mechanisms. I don't feel that the hawain baby woodrose is toxic though. I have always felt good after taking. But it feels like it's trying to diminish the energy of anyone eating it , maybe for its own survival. This is all just speculation.

@Davino @Davino I think you are being overdramatic. Why is that though? I have taken various substances before while sleep deprived with no consequences whatsoever. These substances were alchohol, marijuana, caffeine, antihistamines & anti-anxiety medication. I don't know about that. Apparently every moment you are awake your brain is losing brain cells lol. I know people who are sleep deprived for decades and are still relatively healthy in their 60s. It's not ideal. But people can indeed survive without perfect sleep.

Leo says: I really don't understand this. I don't get it. Why am i biased against being tortured by some Mexican drug cartel for hours? Because it automatically feels awful, terrible. It's something beyond a mere preference. It's biology. Something feels terrible just because it feels terrible. And therefore you automatically don't want it, don't like it, don't prefer it. That is the bottom line, in my opinion. Why am i biased towards a certain temperature? Because it automatically feels good and pleasant. Something feels good just because it feels good. Certain biases can be more fluid and changeable. But other biases are more concrete and just a part of reality, part of biology.

@manuel bon Kala esy? From what i know, even without the coat , the nausea is unavoidable. It just lessens.

Leo says that: Also he defines this as what Love is... But If there is no reason between anything, then why does Leo create a 2 hour long video talking about the importance of Truth and how avoiding Truth will lead to a miserable life? This doesn't make much sense to me when all of Leo's work is devoted to help people reach higher levels of joy, happiness, success, truth & etc. It's basically all about creating the good life. This quote sounds nice in theory but in my direct experience there is a huge difference between a lot of stuff.

@Leo Gura Why is that the case though? I don't understand. You say that from an absolute POV feeling terrible is no better or worse than feeling good. I guess when you use the term ''better'' or ''worse'' you are talking about desirability.

@nhoktinvt Why is that? 1 is 1. Infinity is everything. They are not the same.

@itsadistraction This makes no sense and goes contrary to my direct experience of life. Why there is no difference between things?

There is an obese greek mother who has 3 children and uploads content on YouTube. I stumbled on her content few months ago, and I was watching it mainly for curiosity/understanding & entertainment reasons. For example, it was interesting to watch her reactions, when other people negatively criticized her for feeding her children a lot of junk food.. One of her responses was that the children will eventually get bored of this junk food as they grow older........ & also she doesn't want her children to be jealous of other kids at school who are eating junk food............ Anyways today I saw that she was live streaming and I entered the stream. I asked her 2 simple questions and I got two extremely low consciousness responses... 1st question was if she believed in God. Her response was "what kind of question is this?? Of course yes".... 2nd question was what did she believe happens when people die. Her response was "what kinda of question is this? they die. " .......... These two extremely bad responses made me realize more how underdeveloped most people are. My problem is that I expect everyone to be as developed as myself (I do not claim to be super developed either, I guess I am the high end of conventional stage). Many people do not seem to care at all about metaphysical questions... And they react badly when you ask them such questions.. They are super quick to dismiss you for some reason.. I got annoyed by these stupid replies and I don't understand why she replied with this manner. Maybe someone can enlighten me.

@Bobby_2021 I don't agree. Her mind probably didn't even go that far to conclude that she doesn't know. She dismissed the question and gave a quick nonsensical response. She didn't even think for 1 second what I asked her. That would take too much effort for her. You can definitely tell someones development by the responses he/she gives you.

@Bobby_2021 Her response about death was bs. She didn't even respond to my question.

@Juan Yes i agree. I try to be compassionate and understanding as much as possible. But I think it is inevitable that we are gonna get hurt emotionally to some degree by the stupidity of others. It bothers me mainly because I do not understand why some people behave the way they do..

@Leo Gura Lol ? Yes I find this to be more and more true every day. Why do some people are quick to dismiss you when you ask them some metaphysical questions?

Leo, you're an intelligent man who ingests various chemicals and sometimes unknown chemicals to most people. This all seems like an oxymoron to me.. I'm not personally judging you. Quite the opposite. I kinda admire this fearlessness about you (I know you're probably super careful too). I am genuinely trying to understand your thought process regarding ingesting various compounds. You could have played it really safe and only took the traditional well-known psychedelics and never messed with the newer stuff. I have tried only mushrooms, Lsa, LSD, & dmt. But I really want to explore other psychedelic compounds as well. Fear is holding me back from trying other psychedelics.

Read carefully my story so the same pattern does not happen to you. A month ago I experienced an unexpected drastic shift in Consciousness. This lead to drastic changes in my life. The changes were too much I think for my system, because I could not sleep more than 2-3 hours per day.(Physically I was feeling fine though). This made me seek professional help. A group of psychiatrists (3 of them) prescribed me Olanzopine & Lorazepam. One of the doctors told me that you'll sleep very well with these medications. Problem is that he didn't warn me about the side effects. I've had experience with Lorazepam but I had no clue about Olanzopine. And I made the mistake of not researching enough of the drug. Maybe because I knew I wasn't willing to take the medication more than a month.. Anyways.. After 1-2 weeks I began noticing my weight increasing. After 3 weeks I had incredible uncontrollable urges to overeat carbohydrates and I noticed that even when I was eating like 10 egg whites & including other protein sources I was not getting full no matter what... This was so frustrating and caused me enormous misery.... Finally after doing my research I found that Olanzopine is a drug notoriously known to cause incredible weight gain. Like 40-80 pounds weight gain. Serious serious stuff.. This drug blocks histamine receptors in your brain and thus blocking your satiety signal. Moreover I've found that while on this drug, my Consciousness was lowered and I was less intelligent. These anti psychotic medications lower your Consciousness while on them. Now I've discontinued the medications and I feel much sharper. I take 100% responsibility because I was too fearful/stupid to research the potential side effects. But these psychiatrists didn't warn me about this. This is very distressing.....

@undeather Judson Brewer talks about the number needed to treat which according to him is 1 in 5. You can watch videos about him on YouTube. I really don't know the full details. But the videos below are really mind boggling.

@undeather Psychiatric drugs work on average for 1 to 5 people according to Judson Brewer. Another reason they prescribe these drugs is because that's their only solution under the materialist paradigm. It's really sad when you see people zombiefied and all messed up because of this line of treatment. I'm not against these medications. But it shouldn't be the only tool used.