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Check this video. I watch it every time i feel shitty. This video puts things into perspective. And can lessen your suffering in a counter-intuitive way.

@Blackhawk There is tons of help out there & I bet you haven't tried many different things. I experience miserable days too. This is normal part of life. We all feel difficult emotions. But if you feel terrible all the time then that is very problematic... Find the root cause and work on it. I think you need to work on your self-esteem. And learn to love yourself exactly as you are. You don't need other people to love you. Learn to accept yourself with all your flaws. As you grow older you realize that you can't solve all of your problems. But you can outgrow them. We have this unrealistic expectation that we are supposed to be funny, and rich, and tall , and this and that. That's not how reality works. In reality you are gonna have many flaws as a human being. Learn to accept yourself as you are. That's the bottom line. But it takes a lot of work. Maybe if you appreciated yourself more you wouldn't care so much about the approval of others. Also work on your life to impove it as much as you can. But as i said before, as you get older you'll realise more and more that Acceptance is the only long-lasting answer to your problem.... My life is far from perfect. I don't have a gf also for years now. But i don't care about it. Nor do i make a big deal out of it. Everyday i enjoy working on my life purpose. Sometimes we feel pressured from society to fit into these boxes. ''I should have a gf , 10 millions dollars, the six pack abs and etc''. Thats not how reality works. There are people who have nothing but are still happy. I believe a lot of your suffering comes from social conditioning. Your mind seems to be infected with all these ideas of how you should be. This causes suffering for you. I can sense that. If nothing helps you, go visit a professional. I think it is worth it.

I'm in hell also from time to time. Hold on there. You're not alone

I want a few millions of dollars Hey at least i am being honest

@Thought Art It's very weird and kinda scary that 5meo dmt as far as we know is not neurotoxic but similar compounds to it can be neurotoxic.

Apparently there are some psychedelics which are neurotoxic like 5meo dipt https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5047954/ Is there a rule of thumb to avoid psychedelics like that? Especially when dealing with new chemicals..

@Jakuchu What kind of toxic do you mean? Last time i used them without removing the coating i think. But my stomach hurt bad afterwards & It took 2 hours to kick in. Lol. I really enjoyed the trip though. If consumed without the coating, i imagine there are no issues with the stomach, right? The owner of the headshop also told me to soak them in water but for like an hour. And just remove the shell afterwards.

@28 cm unbuffed The problem is lack of understanding. I don't understand how someone can enjoy making other people miserable. I have no experience with this. I am the complete opposite. I like making people happy. I can hurt only those who have hurt me in some way.

@PurpleTree I believe we all have these dark thoughts. It's just a matter of triggering them. I can take the most peaceful person and if i subject him to some experiences he will reach a breaking point where he will be willing to do some nasty things. Basically what i've found is that some parts of the brain are hardwired for violence. For example you feel you get hurt by someone. And you might have thoughts about killing that person. In actuality you would never do it. But these thoughts are present sometimes. A mechanism from thousands of years ago. Someone threatens you, you annihilate them. Thats the ancient program still running. If someone comes to your house, rapes your wife and your kids. You will want to torture and kill this guy. I am sure.

Leo when you were working at SEO , your 1st business. What exactly were you doing? Did you write mostly articles?? I know that writing content is a huge part of SEO. Can you give me some important details? I am asking bc I have created a website for a customer 4 years now. And he is paying me some money for it every year. I have written him some articles to get traffic. But i just get like 1000 visitors per month.

This old man was brilliant.

@Enlightenment I think pure consciousness exists. There are moments in deep meditation where you are not aware of anything in particular. Technically you can say that you are still feeling , sensing stuff but you are no longer absorbed to these things. It's like they don't exist for a while. Also in deep sleep advanced meditators can become aware of pure consciousness.

Many spiritual teachers such as Rupert Spira talk about being aware of being aware. Or being aware of Awareness itself. I have been meditating for years now. And my mind becomes really still. I feel that i am aware of awareness itself. But sometimes i even doubt that Awareness exists by itself. Maybe i am just aware of the absence of sounds.. I am definitely aware but not aware of something in particular. Leo has said in this video that there is not even Consciousness. There is only being. But on another video about Neti Neti he kinda has different positions... Does pure awareness/consciousness without objects exist? I have considered the possibility that only whatever we experience exist (sights, sounds etc) and maybe we don't need any awareness to be aware of these things. Also the problem is that you can never be aware of awareness because it is non-objective.

I don't know if this issue has been discussed here. But apparently this stage Orange devil (stevewilldoit) who has a massive & ridiculous following on YouTube is exploiting his power to influence 13 years old kids to gamble on an offshore shady gamble game company. This is really ridiculous and shows the problems of capitalism and stage Orange mentality. I feel disgusted to the bones right now. Coffeezilla has exposed this fool for good. Check this out. This is insane. The level of corruption these idiots have is without shame. I am really concerned about the kids who will become addicted to these stupid a$$ games..WOW .... Just wow

@Pudgey Hey Thanks for the information!! Can you tell me more about link building? How exactly do you get other websites to link back at you? Money?

@Leo Gura Ok then I'll contact Coffeezilla so he will research your dirty past secrets for me. Lol.

@Leo Gura I think you've said in the past that you was having customers. And you took care of their SEO by getting money in returns.. How were you making in your 1st business then? Sales?

@Leo Gura Ok one last thing. Were you creating new content for your customers also like articles?

@Leo Gura I think if he had access to the kind of teachings you provide, his progress would be exponentially better. He likes to philosophize himself also.

I watched this new interview with Mike Tyson. He smokes 5meo dmt regularly. And he has realized a lot of stuff. After smoking 5meo he lost 100 pounds, he stopped using cocaine. Nowadays he doesn't even kill insects in his house. He has gone through a transformation. He is more wise and intelligent tha people give him credit for. He talks in this video how we are all more animals than humans. Basically many of us we don't do bad shit like raping that young lady walking by bc of social concerns. Because of punishment. He is definitely smarter and more intuitive than Joe Rogan. Mike Tyson recognizes that God exists. When they asked him ''what inspires you?'' He replied ''God''. He many not understand everything about God. But i believe he has made enormous progress compared to the Average Joe. Really impressive. The young dudes in the video don't have a clue what Mike is talking about. They laught at what Mike is telling them. But they don't know whats going on. Lol. Materialistic fools.

@Gili Trawangan Interesting story. It seems like you went through a lot of sh*t and came out the other end a lot stronger. My biggest fear is fear of extreme pain. But not just any kind of pain. I mean pain of getting brutally tortured by some Mexican drug cartel. Lol. That's my worst nightmare ever. It has made non-duality kinda traumatic for me..God is definetely not all rainbows and butterflies. In fact the level of pain/suffering we can experience is ridiculous. I guess this shows how much God is willing to take. It shows how fearless is God. Despite all the extreme pain, i have faith in God's infinite intelligence. I know the pain will eventually end. God is fearless but not stupid.

@Roy I can relate a LOT with what you are saying. I also love going out in Nature away from people as much as possible. The more conscious you become, the more you realize the insanity of modern man. And the absurdity of it all.

@Osaid I get a similar experience to that when meditating. There are moments where i am not aware of anything in particular and there are also zero thoughts. All i know at that point is that i am aware. I can't even say that i am aware of awareness itself. I am just aware. It's very peaceful.

@Leo Gura Why do some teachers put an emphasis on being aware of Consciousness without any objects? Should someone when meditating try to be aware of consciousness itself without any objects and generally ignore objects?

@Moksha There is this distinction created by many gurus between Consciousness and whatever Consciousness is Conscious of. And they are trying to point the student towards consciousness without objects.