SQAAD

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  1. @Max8 You don't take it that serious because if you would, it would not be that good for you. If you take 2 tabs of LSD it is no longer a hypothesis and your notion of proof will completely fly out of the window. It won't even cross your mind. You don't need proof for knowing that you exist, right?
  2. @0bserver I disagree. Avoiding the truth of a matter doesn't improve anything in the long-term. I prefer to face it. It really terrifies me but with time i noticed that i am less terrified.
  3. @Mason Riggle My biggest pleasure was when i was high on mdma. Damn i still miss it. The high was just incredible. I have never felt anything come even close to that. It was too good to be true. I didn't expect this level of happiness, not even in my wildest dreams. I know sober that i will never experience that level of euphoria again. But still i enjoy the mundane feelings. I don't put them below or above anything else.
  4. @The0Self Yes i agree with you on that. People are quick to throw out the baby with the bathwater. Meditation really works but it takes time. I've watched a documentary on Netflix where it basically showed that master meditators get the most benefit out of meditation. It just takes few years to get out of that noobie stage. To me i don't care if i get enlightned while meditating. I just enjoy the peace of mind it brings. One meditator was like 42 and he had the brain of a 33 year old man. That's impressive. And the level of compassion he could generate was astronomically high. Those who are really wise will stick to a meditative practice. And then the psychedelics will be the cherry on top. Psychedelics are a temporary tool. You need a daily tool also if you really want to change your state. It was nice when Leo was promoting meditation more 4 years ago.
  5. @Max8 Observing the breath. But right now i am basically doing nothing in particular. It's more like a being/happening rathert than something i am doing. Thats why i enjoy it now so much. In the beginning it was much a doing and not that fun.
  6. @Nahm Meditation can change many things. Why are you saying that? It even changes the brain. What are the alternatives that will promote change then?
  7. 2 years is nothing in the big picture. The benefits of meditation are seen many years ahead. If it doesn't work for you then ok. But for me , it clicks. I am doing it more because i enjoy it and less because of utilitarian purposes. Find something you enjoy doing.
  8. I wish you were somewhere near where i live
  9. @PurpleTree Adderall doesn't get you from 0 to 1000 in seconds like meth. The route of adminstration with meth is super addictive. It will blast you into seconds. Also you would have to take many tables of adderall to reach a good high. And you can't inject or smoke adderall from what i know. I've seen people take meth on documentaries and it's unreal the high they feel from it. Especially if you were to inject it. For a moment you can't see, you can't hear, the pleasure they feel its unreal. This stuff is the devil. I can comprehend the high they get because i have taken ecstasy. If you are someone who hasn't experience a mdma high or some other party drug then you can't comprehend the level of extreme euphoria.
  10. @Rilles If you try a drug just once. You won't get addicted. Thats what the science basically says. And also my experience. But the problem is if you do it 2nd and 3rd time. Then you can be fked. Event though 80% of people don't become addicts. But having said that, i believe you should never try certain drugs unless you are willing to risk you entire life. Because once that barrier is demolished, its so easy to do a drug a 2nd time. Your mind will say ''oh cmon we've already done it''.
  11. @Mason Riggle I was offered to smoke meth once but declined. Here in Greece it is called sisa I know the high will be too good. And i can't risk that. My mind basically gets stuck into experiences are too good. Then it keeps bothering me to repeat the experience. This creates epic suffering. I've watched countless documentaries on meth. The feeling you get on meth must be the best experience ever. That's whats so dangerous about it. You really like the experience. And after that point nothing comes close to comparison. I understand why people give up their lives over this drug. I really want to try this drug and see what its all about. But not in this incarnation lol.
  12. @Leo Gura I haven't tried 5-meo (nor meth) but i can't imagine it being a better feeling than mdma or meth. Not even close. But i am open-minded. Also there are different types of pleasure. Meth is mostly dopamine high while mdma is more serotonin. The pleasure you get on mdma is not too pleasurable to the point it becomes uncomfortable. It's like you won 10 billion dollars Χ 1000. You are not meant to feel so much pleasure. And you don't want it to end. My opinion is that drugs which produce the most pleasure are the most toxic also. It's like Jack LaLanne said ''if it tastes too good, spit it out''. If a food is too pleasurable , its probably also toxic. Since 5meo doesn't appear to be that toxic, i assume the high you get on it, is not comparable to addictive drugs like meth.
  13. Leo said in his last video that life is a simulator. And the point of the simulator is to show us that if we are selfish then we are gonna suffer for it. This seems like a design from God to turn us into more loving and conscious creatures. My question is that if God is unbiased then why does he punish selfishness? What i mean by punish is that we get terrible consequences by being selfish.. Also isn't a will towards Love a bias? I am not sure.
  14. @Matt23 No it's not the same going to Mars, and asking someone else to tell you how is Mars. This reporter was able to put some skin in the game. Much respect for that. He did it with a purpose in mind. He really wanted to know.
  15. @Leo Gura Ahahahahaha. Meth has intrigued me the most out of all the possible drugs. The high must be unbelievable. This drug is the devil.
  16. @WokeBloke You don't get it. It is impossible precisely because it is happening. And there is no how.
  17. @Max8 So from what i understand it takes you forever to sleep at night and the opposite it happening at daytime. The anxiety can be the root cause. Do you engage in ruminations in your head? If you do then stop those, because they can prevent you from sleeping. Anxiety is mostly from ruminating in your head. I think your brain has associated sunrise with sleep and nightime with wakefullness. Pay attention to what associations you create while going to bed. For example, you want to only associate the bed with sleep and nothing else. If you are staying in bed too long ruminating , then get up. And try to sleep later. Because you don't wanna associate ruminating with bed. Otherwise everytime you go to bed, you will feel anxiety. This is part of CBTI. Check this guy. He has helped me tremendously understand how sleep works. Also learn more about associations. They are a game-changer. He really helped me resolve my insomnia issues. Now i sleep like a bird.
  18. @Adrian325 I haven't found anyone on Youtube going in-depth about the consequences of oneness. They don't go into details because it's not good for business. The ego doesn't want to hear these things.
  19. I don't consider mdma a psychedelic if you take it in moderate dosages. It alters your perception though and makes you love others and also tricks you into believing that everybody else also loves you also, lol. And it makes you fall in love with everything around you. If you are looking for psychedelics , stay away from mdma. If you are looking for the best feeling in the entire universe or maybe some trauma-healing, then yes it could be worth it. But generally i am against this drug. Because it can be dangerous and toxic. It just takes your happiness into a godlike level which you were never supposed to experience as a petty lil human. I would generally advise people to never touch it unless its a very serious condition they are dealing with. Other psychedelics are much safer and less toxic. Also mdma can be super addictive psychologically. You will really really like the experience. Best feeling in the world.
  20. I meditate every day . Just watching my breath. It has become effortless now. I really enjoy it. That's the key i think. To find something you really enjoy and become profficient at it. After few years my state has changed. I am no longer absorded by thoughts like i used to. I recognize that i am not the thoughts. It's a very good state. And i feel very grateful for starting meditating 4 years ago. Leo planted that seed of meditation in my head. By far meditation, is the best thing i've ever done for myself. I strongly believe one should have a meditation practice or other spiritual practice as his base. And on top of that base you can add psychedelics. Meditation is very important. And very underrated.
  21. @Nahm I define myself as my limited human body and others as separate bodies than mine. My ultimate goal though is to define my body as that of the entire Universe. But i am not still there.
  22. The problem is that you are completely free to justify whatever bullsh*t your mind wants. And it's very relative. But for me i hold evil as something absolutely bad in many cases. Because if i torture someone, he will not enjoy it. So i see it as an absolute, more than something relative. 99.99% of people would NOT enjoy it if i was to torture them so it's bad. I don't want to cause uneccesary suffering to other people. Because i wouldn't enjoy it if someone did the same thing to me. If someone was about to torture me, i wouldn't say ''oh thats not absolutely bad'' lol. All that philosophy would simply fly out of the window. And you would say to yourself how terrible and bad your situation is. So lets not fool ourselves.