Arman

Have taken on no-fap for the new year. Used to focus on it a lot years ago. Never fails to blow my mind how much it changes me every time. Day 7: I have already saved over $300 worth of kleenex

Seeing all the music you've been posting in various threads, I have never met anyone who's music tastes resonated so closely to mine. It's kinda blowing my mind. Thanks for exposing me to a bunch of new stuff too.

I'm unconvinced that high reputation on a user or a post signifies quality. Mostly I think it signifies agree-ability. Am I going to upvote someone I disagree with? Seems unlikely. Does that mean their post is any less quality? If I'm being honest with myself I probably upvote more often when someone is saying something I personally agree and I'm just reinforcing myself. When someone says something truly challenging that will help me grow it's probably going to irritate me before it'll make me upvote them. If _everyone_ agrees with what you're saying, chances are you're probably not saying anything new or interesting. If Jesus posted here he'd probably have a shitty rep-ratio. upvote if u agree thx

Must... resist... sarcastic... response!

It makes me happy that you mentioned the potential you feel for yourself in your first post. For someone experiencing a lot of darkness, you seem have a lot of brightness to give, as is evident by your response to shin. I know it can be painful to think that there is no cure and no way out. Strangely, sometimes it is less painful to choose to believe that there no cure, rather than to believe that happiness and well-being are possible. Why is this? Is it because if we really opened ourselves to the potential of happiness that we're afraid that we'd discover that it's not true and that we are actually powerless? It is an unfortunate and self fulfilling paradox that we choose the illusion/belief of powerlessness because it feels safer than really looking to see if we have power at all. Maybe there will be profound and radical catalyst for your transformation, or maybe there will be a more gentle opening into well-being that starts to happen in your life over time. Either way I believe it can happen if you are even just 1% open to the possibility. It's not always about herculean efforts or radical answers. If on some days you can sit and open it up to 2%, that's even more powerful. Life will fan that ember for you.

The most practical advice I can give you is to cut out processed foods for the days up until tripping and to drink lots of water. I've found that generally any time I try to plan out my trip or I have certain questions I want to figure out, typically the experience ends up having little or nothing to do with that. You can set your intention as 'growth' and that will be good I think.

Hmm... I don't know... sounds wacky

Do you want to respect him or do you really just want him to like you?

Change the 'your' to 'my' and it'll be great

The phrase 'I didn't did my regularly at a row for 1 week' doesn't make any sense in english, friend. You may need to rephrase it. Do you mean that you went a week without doing your regular practices? PS. Writing the entire post in bold italics really strains the eyes to read (at least for me.)

oh my sweet summer child

Asking if something is real is opening up a can of worms on this forum lol. A better question is: is it a useful model for growth; and I would say the answer to that is a very definite maybe.

I've heard the tape you're referring too. He does indeed say that From memory, he doesn't mean it as if to say that that God is regretful or that humanity was a mistake. It is not a 'sorryness' in that sense More a sympathy, a yearning, an excitement for our seperation and returning to union. He is sorry that we have become seamingly seperate from him, but there is no error, and no blame. It is the same way that you are very, very sorry to see your child start his first day of school. He is crying, you are crying, but it's all perfect, all is well. You are sorry to see him go, but he will be home soon, bright-eyed and bushy-tailed.

Biology of Belief by Bruce Lipton you'd like it

so is fire: but it's probably best not to walk right into it

Hmm.. weird. Might be a regional thing~

This is a good post. I was using the Windows 10 version of Onenote (OneNote version 17) which is designed for touch interfaced, but OneNote 2016 is definitely superior in layout, options and ability to save on cloud and local. Only thing is I'm pretty sure OneNote 2016 is free. It's a part of the Office suite but you don't need to buy it. I just downloaded it and installed it from the site.

No, you don't have to. You have the freedom to make your own decisions. Just be aware that these decisions will impact you and likely your relationship with your mother. Sometimes in life we have to disappoint others in order to meet our own needs. In any case, try being more honest and open with her about how you feel.

Nahm's on a Pocahontas kick

probably looking for an escape from suffering more than for enlightenment itself when depression has been overcome and well-being is stabilized I think a more authentic search begins

Hmm... that's exactly the kind of thing artificial intelligence would say.

should have gone for the $60 version, you'd probably have reached full enlightenment by now

Sure, it's an old article, but I guess forever is forver. http://news.softpedia.com/news/Microsoft-Promises-to-Keep-OneNote-Free-Forever-433197.shtml

Try it out and see if you like it. As for transfering: https://www.onenote.com/import-evernote-to-onenote “Forever! We intend to have a free version on all platforms forever. That's the plan. We will have premium features for users who buy an Office 365 subscription or one of the Office suites. For example if you want to use OneNote for business against SharePoint or Office 365, that will be a paid feature, and some other features like version history. But the vast bulk of features will be free."