allislove

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  1. I kinda agree and disagree. Nothing can prepare you to 5meo trip. But I think having experience with shrooms or LSD may help in integration part (when 5meo trip is over).
  2. Amazing. I did it via vaporizing, "shaman" was guiding me through the whole process. But anyway, I believe starting from low dose and plugging as Leo suggested is better. Since you can map experience to the environment, like with regular dose of LSD. And I think with plugging you need to teach yourself to let go, with vaporizing on such a big dose you don't have a choice, you let go anyway.
  3. Let me continue this riddle... Most people who've taken 5-MeO-DMT as their first psychedelic haven't taken a huge dose of it for the first time. I took a huge dose of 5-MeO-DMT (around 50mg) as a first try of psychedelics. Looks like my experience is unique in this regard. But yeah, I recommend starting from shrooms or even just micro-dosing of LSD.
  4. I am 30, my relationships are improved drastically from all the tools Leo providing. With LSD I have started from micro-dosing 10ug, then 20ug, then only I did a full 125ug dose (with a sober trip sitter for the first time). I obviously don't know you, but if your psyche is mature enough I see huge benefits from doing psychedelics in proper settings with proper intention. And based on your post you have a great intention to do them. I think for most of the people awakening is not gonna happen from the first use of psychedelics. Also, even if it happens it's temporary in most of the cases. So, don't worry you are not going to turn into monk and go live to cave from the few usage of psychedelics. The ego mind is super strong, you probably underestimate it, it will return back again and again after high states on psychedelics. Just treat these tools responsibly since they are super effective.
  5. I agree. Last week I had a shroom trip and on the peak of the experience I realized who I am. I would call it micro-awakening since it lasted just during the peak. But the thing is - before the trip I was watching a lot of non-dual videos. It's so easy to misinterpret the experience. So, theory is important. But it doesn't mean that practice is not. This is the game of personal balance. It differs from individual to individual and from the phase of life the individual in.
  6. I think: • it's better to know friends intention before considering tripping with them • it's better to do 121 trips rather than group tripping • 30ug is not ideal dose to start. If they want a microdose − give them 10ug, if they want full dose − 100ug • you are super sensitive and they are not, so you will be tripping and they are not? do you think it's a good idea? I would suggest to be sober if you are responsible sitter • I would educate them before the trip (talk to them, or send some Leo's videos)
  7. You probably started to watch Leo when he tried hard to make a girl squirt. Now is completely different story. Imagine these deep heavy "I am God, everything is imaginary" videos put into 13 yo brains..
  8. It's not like black or white. If you blindly believe what Leo says actualized.org is a cult for you. If you use Leo teachings as pointers to discover Truth by yourself - it's not.
  9. Haha, great story. I finished the first season 5 minutes ago. It took me 3 days. And now I'm starting to think out of the... Maybe, Leo is just a machine programmed to tell other machines to realize that they are God, but in reality... something like in these series happen... and all these insights after psychodelics and so on are just programmed... Now Leo should read my message and answer: "doesnt look like anything to me". LoL
  10. > Reality could also not be imaginary? Reality doesn't need any word. It's enough for Reality to just BE.
  11. I hope he will create a new course in the future: "How to transform your life using psychedelics". Now, his courses are good, but they use so basic selp-help techniques. But anyway, the course has helped me to start the road of self-development where I discovered Leo at the end. Grateful for that.
  12. I understand (at least conceptually) that everything is God's dream, that I am God, but still the birth of my character in this dream has happened, the same as death is going to happen at some point. So, it's imaginary from God's perspectives, since God has imagined my character and everything else? Since I identified myself as a character, but I am not only character but everything (God). Does my flow of thoughts look legit?
  13. Yesterday I had 1.5g of B+ and they helped me to have a direct realization of how my birth is imaginary. On the peak of the experience shrooms helped me to put awareness on the ego. I didn't blame the ego, I just loved and observed it. That helped ego to relax, so consciousness sank to the ever present space of everything. I saw the ego as a small piece of the space. Then I realized that "I" is that space and not just the ego. And it was always like that. From that space birth and death is imaginary. Grateful for the experience. Love.
  14. Look into your heart and ask: why I am engaging to analyse someone else but not me first?
  15. > I guess it can be threatening to accept that all of life, light and dark, birth and death, is all part of it. Yes, it can be threatening... But who is threatened? Be aware of the ego. But don't blame it, love it, such a counter-intuitive move. Then, you may see who you are, the space of everything. From that place, death or birth is imaginary. You never die or get born. You always here, just to observe your love.
  16. I can't answer your questions and this is not an answer which you are looking for, I suppose. Whenever I encounter synchronicity in my life I try to be grateful for it. I say to myself something along the lines: "This is my higher self acknowledges that I am on the right path. This reality is magic. I can relax.". Wish you all the best Mandy.
  17. That's a wise of him. He is much better in letting go than both of us. But it's true, we all devils in some sense. And what every devil need? Right - Love.
  18. You can't really grasp where to buy cheap Bluetooth headphones conceptually. Psychedelics is the way to realize
  19. @Inliytened1 I can grasp conceptually that my mother is imaginary when she is not in my direct experience, but to really get the idea that everything is imaginary.. I need some mystical experience. Anyway, thank you man and everyone involved in this thread, my question answered. ❤️
  20. @Inliytened1 so, my mother is object when she is physically near to me and she is a thought when she is not in my direct experience? But what this difference brings to us? How it's helpful for realizing my true nature?