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How do you know it isn't the case Now?

What if you look into it from a different angle... Ultimate duality for white is not black. Ultimate duality for white is "not white". For example "not white" is green, blue, apple, breath, forum and anything else but not "white". Do you see how duality contains triality and any other magnitude of division?

Captured effortlessly That's the way it was Happened so naturally I did not know it was Love The next thing I felt was You Holding me close What was I gonna do I let myself go You filled my heart with a kiss You gave me freedom You knew I could not resist I needed someone Ain't nobody Loves me better Makes me happy Makes me feel this way Ain't nobody Loves me better than You

Yesterday I have spent 2 hours talking to @Nahm via skype. It felt like 1 minute for me, it felt like I was talking to my old friend who feels me completely, who reads my mind if you will and says exactly what I should to hear. Thanks for explaining so carefully, with examples to test the concept in my direct experience, thank you for amazing analogies, that was really fun. Thank you for giving me a simple tool to concur anger if any. Thank you for clarifying quite a few things related to dream board. Love you, my friend. And looking forward to the next session in the future. Grateful for the experience. ?❤

To be a smart ass: seems like you think that something (for example yoga or meditation) will make you happy. That's a wrong attitude. Nothing can make you happy except you. Notice the beauty of the current moment. Let go of need to do anything. Just enjoy the perfection. Then, start doing yoga, meditation, running or whatever just because you love doing it. From the place of abundance, from the place of love, not from the place of lack, not from the place of fear. Love you, my friend. Thanks for mentioning ashtanga yoga, there is a lot of it in city I live. I will keep it in mind, maybe, I will check out it in the future. You're right about meditation retreat. I've in Vipassana retreat, I also was doing 2 days micro-retreat at home. I see the benefit from doing it. I would do 5meo and kriya yoga as much as possible if the spiritual path would be the most focus of my life. Now, I am happy in my own balance. This forum is super valuable resource to me. I stopped asking deep questions, since any deep question leads to answer like: you have to have a mystical experience, direct experience, think why you are doing it to yourself, you are God. And that's a good pointers! I love them. Just focusing on my direct experience now.

@Inliytened1 ❤️ Yeah, this guy, @Psychonaut is a real troll. @Raptorsin7 I am happy with what I have: short but consistent morning meditation, a little of dream boarding, psychedelics from time to time. I think I have restored my meditation habit only 1.5 month ago (with 0 days miss). Feel free to share your practice and any suggestion.

Thanks for stopping by, Max. I love feeling of loving you. Godspeed. ?❤️

Love, Now Shift focus. Don't try to catch love on yourself. Love is uncatchable. Love just is. If you try to get love on yourself from so called outside world you will fail, that's the trap. Wish to feel love rather than to be loved. That's huge, really. Don't wish somebody to love you, wish to feel love. Because you are you, you are Love. Don't compare yourself to others, you don't know what experiences other have. Focus on your feelings, on feeling love. Doesn't matter what the object of love is, since everything is love. Wish happiness and love to everyone, actually, feel it. Feel how everything is perfect. There is no other way, it is just perfect, it just is. Surrender. Relax. Love.

@Raptorsin7 nothing fancy. 20 minutes, just after putting the foot on the ground in the morning, focusing on some sound or observing thoughts/emotions.

TIL: to see all messages from people I follow: https://www.actualized.org/forum/discover/unread/?&stream_include_comments=1&stream_read=all&stream_follow=followed&stream_followed_types[members]=1 I was thinking what are my 3 favorite books read in 2019. I would say: 1. Conversations with God: An Uncommon Dialogue, Book 1 2. Mistakes Were Made (But Not by Me) 3. Letting Go: The Pathway of Surrender Feel free to share your favorite books.

@Gladius Thanks, would be cool to be focused on self-love. My life is not as shiny as I describe in my journal. I still have problems with health and relationship. But I am on the way of figuring out why I am doing it to myself. I feel the dream board going to help me enormously.

@Nahm It's all fun and games until someone loses an I.

@tsuki thank you. Freshy:

Sunny day, I am re-listening this video again and again. So many insights come while listening. And then I read amazing @Nahm's comment: I also had such realization, that I am not really moving, everything comes and goes, but not me. I am not just a content. I am a structure, the background of everything. Of course, on ultimate level structure and content are the same but enough of non-dual bear for now. Grateful for life. Love You.

I also want to express my opinion I haven't drink coffee for 6 months or more, but then in the super positive day I wanted to drink coffee. I was so grateful for my life, like, what else I can do except just to drink coffee in the best restaurant in town? Nowadays, I drink few cups per day in the morning, all is good. I probably will drop it again after some time, will see. I see disadvantages and advantages of doing it. It seems you are trying to run from underlying problem by drinking coffee. Try to relax, breath, maybe insight will come what the problem it is. I was doing the same with porn for example, or with computer addiction in the past. Have you tried micro-dosing? In such days like yours, use a micro-dose of shrooms or lsd, thank me later. Or just meditate, go walk in nature, make good for you, and there is nothing bad with drinking one cup of coffee. Good luck.

A little of micro-shooting from phone: "Eternal wish to live" "Beauty of lightness"

I want to share my "nofap" journey around 7-10 years ago. I hope I remember properly how it was in my experience. Since I felt guilty from "fap" I decided to stop doing it for a long period of time. I think it lasted around 6 months. Why I stopped? First reason, I didn't like a wet dreams. Another reason, the main reason, if you do "no fap" for too long you look to girls without impulse to make love with them. Say, you talk to beautiful girl and you don't want to fuck her, even in your imagination, because you get used to "nofap". I consider it as a bad thing. So, I see the benefits from "nofap", but you should set your personal balance. The same as with everything else. For me I would say few times per month is completely fine (assuming there is no girlfriend nearby). "nofap" should help to get relationship you want, no other way around.

Let it be. Don't resist, enjoy no matter what. Zoom out and love, because it's you. There is nothing but you, there is nothing but Love. You can relax and see what life brings to you. Because everything is for good, everything is for you. You are you forever. Just be kind for yourself and love it. You are the creator of all of it. The best programmer ever, magician in action, I love you.

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what you'd think And if I'm being honest It might have been a nightmare To anyone who might care I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say As long as I'm here No one can hurt you

I am reading "LSD and the Mind of the Universe: Diamonds from Heaven" book. I have read only 13% but it's already worth the price for me. I've got new ideas how I can improve my psychedelics routine, thanks to this book. I am excited to make Dream Board 2.0 soon. I realized (thanks to Nahm) that my Dream Board was too dry. I just put there something like "Good health". I have to be more specific what I really want. If I have 20 heart-beating points of what good health mean for me rather than just two words "Good health", it should trigger good feelings which is a strong signal to Higher Self to manifest it. A good insight (one more thanks to Nahm): manifesting on the dream board (by writing what you want) has no difference compare to manifesting of the wish itself. In other word, if I can manifest the board, marker, my character and draw what I want, I can manifest whatever I want in the same way lol.

"If you love yourself completely you would have no more problems in your life." − Leo

What a night, grateful for the experience Yesterday I took with my friend around 50ug of acid and went to "disco". Before the event I was feeling a bit guilty for using such a remedy "just for fun". Insights from the experience: • everyone wants to feel love • it's possible to merge body and music Probably, I had a micro mystical experience. While dancing I kinda zoomed out too much and everything kinda freezed. I had a realization in that moment that the guy who is dancing now is not me, I am much larger entity, and everyone around my body is me. That was quite scary, I even wanted to go out from the dance floor but then I am calmed down and continued to dance. Amazing experience, grateful for that.

@Preety_India people tried to shut you up but you handled it so eloquent. Cool. Still having this issue.

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