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"You are complete" "Flying bug" "You are the whole world" "The way Home" "Fractal of Nature" "Still breathing, still alive"

Beginning of "Moving Water" poem from Rumi: "When you do things from your soul, you feel a river moving in you, a joy. When actions come from another section, the feeling disappears. Don't let others lead you. They may be blind or, worse, vultures. Reach for the rope of God." Beautiful

It's mind-blowing how human mind accustomed to focus on what it doesn't want. But this skill may be used for a great good! You can understand what you want by contemplating what you don't want. When you wrote on a piece of paper what you don't want, it feels like you unloaded it from your head, good feeling.

What you REALLY want is to feel love. Because you are Love. Love is paradoxical. You think the best way to feel love is to get it from somebody, your parents, partner, friends. The only reliable way to feel love is to become it. How you become Love? By giving it, by radiating it. The object to which you give love may be anything. By giving love, no matter what, you become higher and higher until you are Love.

What's true? I am. Something exists and this is me. My bubble of the personal experience. I can hear in this bubble, see and feel. There are my body, bubble, ways of experience this bubble in my walking state. Thoughts always arise like from nowhere. Feelings always present. Something is happening. When I look to some object, immediately thoughts appear, my interpretation of this object. I often confuse a thought about object and the object itself. Thoughts "execute" only one in a time. I have attention, I can focus on something or relax the focus. Something happens with a feeling that I am doing it. Something happens with a feeling that "it just happens", like breathing. Everything perfectly coordinated. Everything happens by itself. I can only "choose" a thought. The good indicator for choosing a thought is feelings. When I choose a thought, reality plays by itself. I have a feeling that it's not me who moves in the ever changing content, but a content inside me. I have a feeling that I stay in one place for eternity, but content changes. I have a feeling that I am alone, that the foundation of everything is love. That I am love... I have a feeling that the bubble has own rules. For example, the law of attraction. If you feel yourself good then you will get just more of the goodies. I have a feeling that I have a control only for changing my attitude to living experience, but not the experience itself. I have a feeling that I am everything.

Any relationship in life is not accidental. Ultimately, to have a good relationship, you just need to be aware what you want from the connection, what the other party wants. If you both have a wanting to be together, just be, celebrate the divine creation of life. While starting relationship it's important to have a proper intention. The proper intention should come not from the place of lack but from the place of abundance. If you think you need that person to complete you, that's the wrong intention, then, you are not ready for relationship. First, teach yourself to love yourself, to feel complete no matter what. Then, from the place of abundance, start a relationship. Everything is working out for you.

Agree with @Zigzag Idiot. Amazing video, thanks for creation ❤️

@Nahm ?♥️

I am grateful for my body. I am grateful for my life. I am grateful for cup of coffee in the morning. I am grateful for playing with kid. I am grateful for talking to wife. I am grateful for drinking water. I am grateful for breathing. I am grateful for psychedelics. I am grateful for dream board. I am grateful for my job. I am grateful for gym near to job. I am grateful for my relatives. I am grateful for having this age. I am grateful for living in this era. I am grateful for having food. I am grateful for having shower. I am grateful for listening music. I am grateful for every experience which I have in my memory. I am grateful for this experience. I am grateful for EVERYTHING. I love You.

> When "I" realized what just happened, I just started laughing and saying "OMG". That's what @zeroISinfinity says all the time.

@Dobi 1 trip a week is too often for me (but I am only one year on this path and we are all unique). My only suggestion is to put your attention on breath if you ever afraid of something, this should help for grounding in Now.

Thanks for sharing. > “unconditional love”, some kind of a “orgasmic feeling” in the whole body. I can relate to this. That was mind-blowing, I was so grateful when ego "returned back". Like: I am still alive, wooohooo. > I looked at my girlfriend an I saw myself in here. I had similar experience on my first acid. I was peeing into toilet and it felt like I am peeing into myself, like toilet just sucks from my body. Like: what a fuck, it's all me. > This time I totally felt the meaningless of everything, On my second or third acid I had a glimpse of Oneness for a few minutes but with that came Freedom. Like: I am one here, so I can do whatever fuck I want, nobody cares, because it's all me. Can it be you are going too fast? What about making longer breaks between psychedelic sessions? Do what feels good for you. "There is nothing to fear but fear itself." If you feel bad, try to deep breath, ground yourself in the current moment, zoom out, observe your thoughts, feel your feelings, relax.

@Raptorsin7 just trying to do what feels good for me. At first, I was having a lot of words to post, it felt heavy to me, so I decided to draw something from it. @Nahm hahaha ❤️ @zeroISinfinity true, thanks.

The Compass of Life ?❤️

How do you know it isn't the case Now?

What if you look into it from a different angle... Ultimate duality for white is not black. Ultimate duality for white is "not white". For example "not white" is green, blue, apple, breath, forum and anything else but not "white". Do you see how duality contains triality and any other magnitude of division?

Captured effortlessly That's the way it was Happened so naturally I did not know it was Love The next thing I felt was You Holding me close What was I gonna do I let myself go You filled my heart with a kiss You gave me freedom You knew I could not resist I needed someone Ain't nobody Loves me better Makes me happy Makes me feel this way Ain't nobody Loves me better than You

Yesterday I have spent 2 hours talking to @Nahm via skype. It felt like 1 minute for me, it felt like I was talking to my old friend who feels me completely, who reads my mind if you will and says exactly what I should to hear. Thanks for explaining so carefully, with examples to test the concept in my direct experience, thank you for amazing analogies, that was really fun. Thank you for giving me a simple tool to concur anger if any. Thank you for clarifying quite a few things related to dream board. Love you, my friend. And looking forward to the next session in the future. Grateful for the experience. ?❤

To be a smart ass: seems like you think that something (for example yoga or meditation) will make you happy. That's a wrong attitude. Nothing can make you happy except you. Notice the beauty of the current moment. Let go of need to do anything. Just enjoy the perfection. Then, start doing yoga, meditation, running or whatever just because you love doing it. From the place of abundance, from the place of love, not from the place of lack, not from the place of fear. Love you, my friend. Thanks for mentioning ashtanga yoga, there is a lot of it in city I live. I will keep it in mind, maybe, I will check out it in the future. You're right about meditation retreat. I've in Vipassana retreat, I also was doing 2 days micro-retreat at home. I see the benefit from doing it. I would do 5meo and kriya yoga as much as possible if the spiritual path would be the most focus of my life. Now, I am happy in my own balance. This forum is super valuable resource to me. I stopped asking deep questions, since any deep question leads to answer like: you have to have a mystical experience, direct experience, think why you are doing it to yourself, you are God. And that's a good pointers! I love them. Just focusing on my direct experience now.

@Inliytened1 ❤️ Yeah, this guy, @Psychonaut is a real troll. @Raptorsin7 I am happy with what I have: short but consistent morning meditation, a little of dream boarding, psychedelics from time to time. I think I have restored my meditation habit only 1.5 month ago (with 0 days miss). Feel free to share your practice and any suggestion.

Thanks for stopping by, Max. I love feeling of loving you. Godspeed. ?❤️

Love, Now Shift focus. Don't try to catch love on yourself. Love is uncatchable. Love just is. If you try to get love on yourself from so called outside world you will fail, that's the trap. Wish to feel love rather than to be loved. That's huge, really. Don't wish somebody to love you, wish to feel love. Because you are you, you are Love. Don't compare yourself to others, you don't know what experiences other have. Focus on your feelings, on feeling love. Doesn't matter what the object of love is, since everything is love. Wish happiness and love to everyone, actually, feel it. Feel how everything is perfect. There is no other way, it is just perfect, it just is. Surrender. Relax. Love.

@Raptorsin7 nothing fancy. 20 minutes, just after putting the foot on the ground in the morning, focusing on some sound or observing thoughts/emotions.

TIL: to see all messages from people I follow: https://www.actualized.org/forum/discover/unread/?&stream_include_comments=1&stream_read=all&stream_follow=followed&stream_followed_types[members]=1 I was thinking what are my 3 favorite books read in 2019. I would say: 1. Conversations with God: An Uncommon Dialogue, Book 1 2. Mistakes Were Made (But Not by Me) 3. Letting Go: The Pathway of Surrender Feel free to share your favorite books.