allislove

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  1. Whatever happens with you it's gonna be alright. Just deep breath, smile, do what feels good, enjoy every moment. That's why you are here, to ❤️
  2. Continue reading the "LSD and the Mind of the Universe" book, beautiful words: My nature was Consciousness and my work was Creation. All for joy. The lesson here was to remember. Remember what I am. Remember what we are doing. Remember what our true nature is. And watch what we can do when we begin to create consciously instead of unconsciously. The essence of this lesson was to learn what could be accomplished when creation becomes a conscious process. We will be able to create anything we wish on Earth. Sometimes I get the insights that everything which is around me created by me. Just one small example. I wanted the new plates for kitchen, chair, mini guitar, table, sofa and it's all manifested from nowhere. I've got all of this in the way I wanted paying literally zero. One day I found that somebody left the mini guitar near to trash bins. Another day my neighbor was throwing a sofa because he bought a smaller one and I wanted the sofa. He even helped me to move it to my apartment lol. Another day my wife found a computer chair on the street near to trash bins, like new! Other day, my mother brought beautiful plates from... then table manifested for free... No, I have money to buy all of this stuff, but if it's coming to me for free in a way I want, why not. ?
  3. https://www.actualized.org/insights/the-9-stages-of-ego-development
  4. Imagine you are in prison. And in one week you will be executed. What would you do? It's definitely easier said than done but I may think only one way about it. Relax, surrender, enjoy every breath, smile, realize that you are not only a prisoner in this game but you are the Game itself.
  5. 1.5g of B+ were so much more gentle than 125ug of LSD for me. Agree with Leo, 1g is also a good starting point.
  6. Congratulation for the conscious creation! You can meditate (or do anything to relax) before the trip. You can write your intention for the trip on the paper before the trip. Then, listen any music you like first 30-60 minutes. Then, you can just sit in meditation pose or lie on the couch in silence and relax on the peak of the experience.
  7. @Psychonaut originally, this is from Rumi: You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean in a drop.
  8. @Raptorsin7 appreciate the encouragement. You are not a breadcrumb in the bread. You are the entire bread in a breadcrumb. ?❤️
  9. To align with the Source, to allow the Source flow through you - do not resist. Less of planning, more of doings off the cuff. Choose a good feeling thought in every moment. Play to win, not to lose. Give love.
  10. I finally made my dream board 2.0. Do not write on the board: "I want blah" rather write "I have blah". I remember, this insight described in details in 'Conversations with God' book Do not write in negative: "I have no blah" rather write "I have (and the opposite word of blah)" If you don't know what you want. Write on paper what you don't want, then invert it and put on the board. Don't forget to burn the paper with "what you don't want", but be careful
  11. "You are complete" "Flying bug" "You are the whole world" "The way Home" "Fractal of Nature" "Still breathing, still alive"
  12. Beginning of "Moving Water" poem from Rumi: "When you do things from your soul, you feel a river moving in you, a joy. When actions come from another section, the feeling disappears. Don't let others lead you. They may be blind or, worse, vultures. Reach for the rope of God." Beautiful
  13. It's mind-blowing how human mind accustomed to focus on what it doesn't want. But this skill may be used for a great good! You can understand what you want by contemplating what you don't want. When you wrote on a piece of paper what you don't want, it feels like you unloaded it from your head, good feeling.
  14. What you REALLY want is to feel love. Because you are Love. Love is paradoxical. You think the best way to feel love is to get it from somebody, your parents, partner, friends. The only reliable way to feel love is to become it. How you become Love? By giving it, by radiating it. The object to which you give love may be anything. By giving love, no matter what, you become higher and higher until you are Love.
  15. What's true? I am. Something exists and this is me. My bubble of the personal experience. I can hear in this bubble, see and feel. There are my body, bubble, ways of experience this bubble in my walking state. Thoughts always arise like from nowhere. Feelings always present. Something is happening. When I look to some object, immediately thoughts appear, my interpretation of this object. I often confuse a thought about object and the object itself. Thoughts "execute" only one in a time. I have attention, I can focus on something or relax the focus. Something happens with a feeling that I am doing it. Something happens with a feeling that "it just happens", like breathing. Everything perfectly coordinated. Everything happens by itself. I can only "choose" a thought. The good indicator for choosing a thought is feelings. When I choose a thought, reality plays by itself. I have a feeling that it's not me who moves in the ever changing content, but a content inside me. I have a feeling that I stay in one place for eternity, but content changes. I have a feeling that I am alone, that the foundation of everything is love. That I am love... I have a feeling that the bubble has own rules. For example, the law of attraction. If you feel yourself good then you will get just more of the goodies. I have a feeling that I have a control only for changing my attitude to living experience, but not the experience itself. I have a feeling that I am everything.
  16. Any relationship in life is not accidental. Ultimately, to have a good relationship, you just need to be aware what you want from the connection, what the other party wants. If you both have a wanting to be together, just be, celebrate the divine creation of life. While starting relationship it's important to have a proper intention. The proper intention should come not from the place of lack but from the place of abundance. If you think you need that person to complete you, that's the wrong intention, then, you are not ready for relationship. First, teach yourself to love yourself, to feel complete no matter what. Then, from the place of abundance, start a relationship. Everything is working out for you.
  17. Agree with @Zigzag Idiot. Amazing video, thanks for creation ❤️
  18. I am grateful for my body. I am grateful for my life. I am grateful for cup of coffee in the morning. I am grateful for playing with kid. I am grateful for talking to wife. I am grateful for drinking water. I am grateful for breathing. I am grateful for psychedelics. I am grateful for dream board. I am grateful for my job. I am grateful for gym near to job. I am grateful for my relatives. I am grateful for having this age. I am grateful for living in this era. I am grateful for having food. I am grateful for having shower. I am grateful for listening music. I am grateful for every experience which I have in my memory. I am grateful for this experience. I am grateful for EVERYTHING. I love You.
  19. > When "I" realized what just happened, I just started laughing and saying "OMG". That's what @zeroISinfinity says all the time.
  20. @Dobi 1 trip a week is too often for me (but I am only one year on this path and we are all unique). My only suggestion is to put your attention on breath if you ever afraid of something, this should help for grounding in Now.
  21. Thanks for sharing. > “unconditional love”, some kind of a “orgasmic feeling” in the whole body. I can relate to this. That was mind-blowing, I was so grateful when ego "returned back". Like: I am still alive, wooohooo. > I looked at my girlfriend an I saw myself in here. I had similar experience on my first acid. I was peeing into toilet and it felt like I am peeing into myself, like toilet just sucks from my body. Like: what a fuck, it's all me. > This time I totally felt the meaningless of everything, On my second or third acid I had a glimpse of Oneness for a few minutes but with that came Freedom. Like: I am one here, so I can do whatever fuck I want, nobody cares, because it's all me. Can it be you are going too fast? What about making longer breaks between psychedelic sessions? Do what feels good for you. "There is nothing to fear but fear itself." If you feel bad, try to deep breath, ground yourself in the current moment, zoom out, observe your thoughts, feel your feelings, relax.
  22. @Raptorsin7 just trying to do what feels good for me. At first, I was having a lot of words to post, it felt heavy to me, so I decided to draw something from it. @Nahm hahaha ❤️ @zeroISinfinity true, thanks.
  23. The Compass of Life ?❤️