allislove

Ahaha, I have created the Instagram account today: allisloveallisyou There, I want to put nature and food cooked by me.

I want to change my sleep habit. I think it's gonna make a huge difference in a long. I want to go to sleep at 9-10pm and wake up at 4-6am. It feels amazing to get up early. You have so much time for everything. Having meditation with no hurry, slowly having a breakfast and everything else. The day feels much longer. I want to live colorful life, so I need time for hobbies, for contemplation, for practices. Hour or two in the morning can make a huge difference in the quality of my life. I love my life, grateful for everything. I am fine with having some exceptions on the days when I only come to home at 10pm or later. I want to have the main vector of my sleep habit oriented towards having a few hours per day just to be with yourself in the morning. And I know what I want to do in the morning. Feels good to live life like that.

I wanna follow where she goes I think about her and she knows it I wanna let her take control 'Cause everytime that she gets close, yeah She pulls me in enough to keep me guessing And maybe I should stop and start confessing Confessing, yeah Oh, I've been shaking I love it when you go crazy You take all my inhibitions Baby, there's nothing holding me back You take me places that tear up my reputation Manipulate my decisions Baby, there's nothing holding me back There's nothing holding me back There's nothing holding me back She says that she's never afraid Just picture everybody naked She really doesn't like to wait Not really into hesitation 'Cause if we lost our minds and we took it way too far I know we'd be alright, I know we would be alright If you were by my side and we stumbled in the dark I know we'd be alright, I know we would be alright

Here I am Know it's been a while I was in denial about my love Here I stand I know I walked away Had to find the person I'd become I was high and I was low Move the mountains, rain and snow But I felt that I was further from the truth On a dark and stormy night Rolling thunder, flashing light Heard a whisper in the night and it said You should go back home Go back home, go back home, go Spend night all alone You should go back home Go back home, go back home, go That's where you belong

You are creating by feeling it. "The rich get richer and the poor get poorer". Listen to your feelings. Unravel what you really want. Feel how good it is. Have faith that it's working, let go of any doubts, any resisting thoughts. Listen, dream, feel, love, experience, be here, deep breath.

Life is a fucking miracle. Don't take anything for granted. Do every action with feeling of love or don't do it at all. Listen to your inner impulses even if you don't understand why you should do it, just feeling that it's good is more than enough. Your every action in the past is inner connected with everything. Everything was leading you to this particular moment to read this message on the forum starting from Big Bang (if it happened) and beyond. So, the only thing to do is to feel appreciation for current experience and doing even more of what feels good. I am grateful for my life, for this forum, for every experience which I created for myself in the past. I love you.

You are here to create. You will create in any case the question is will you create consciously or unconsciously. By consciously I mean from the place of love, from the place of abundance, with understanding it's all game, everything is me, everything is love, I am God. By unconsciously I mean from the place of fear, from the place of lack, thinking that you are lost, that everyone is against you, that you are victim. It doesn't matter what you create and how, but the question is do you want to live happily or you want to suffer a lot. I want to live happily, are you with me? Don't think too much what other people think, listen you inner desire, your inner wisdom, since inner is outer. Don't be afraid to be creative, to do what nobody does, don't listen to anyone while making a choice, nor your parents, nor your spouse, nor your Leo, don't listen to anyone except you. Now, here is a tiny thing to be aware of, before listening to yourself, stop and ask yourself, am I feeling good about it? Is it for a greater good of everyone or is it just because I am afraid and want to survive? If it's the later one, postpone the choice, do what feels really good for you, tiny things or just go to have a nap. Anyway, spiritual practices are for the rescue but don't fall in the trap of it, don't cling to it, don't make it the main identity of yours (only if it's really really resonates with you). I wish you clarity, I wish feeling love, I wish you feeling that you are creator of everything, that you are me and I am you, forever ❤️

There is no one more spirituality developed than you. Leo? Blah, you created this awesome guy (and he is you)! Take responsibility for everything in your life because life is you. There is nothing but you. You are love ❤️

My little spontaneous performance on Ukrainian-Russian language: https://voca.ro/5Gy4QRdf6hh

Feeling my way through the darkness Guided by a beating heart I can't tell where the journey will end But I know where to start ... Life's a game made for everyone And love is a prize

"Give and feel LOVE for my living. This is the last thing I've got to check out before I checkout."

Haven't read forum for a while (except this forum section), look what I found (golden words from Leo): Do you see how many wisdom in these words? Lately I started to respect Leo much more. Not for his youtube videos, but for what he went through. Of course it's pure speculation on my side, but I can imagine what he went through with his psychedelic trips. Respect and hat off.

I had a thought that I need to help people close to me to progress on their path. No, fucking no, help yourself first. Everyone has their own path, don't interfere. I had a thought that I need to find this non dual state. No, fucking no, it's all here it's all Now. Just do what feels good, love environment, love yourself, love everything. "Reach for the robe of God".

So, yesterday I've been in a place where there is a lot of people who do meditation and all this stuff. I have a thought that spirituality is a trap. In the same way religion or science. People do meditation or other practices just for running from the Truth, just to keep their image about themselves. "I do meditation, so I am more developed than that person who don't" or "If I meditate I'll be happier than those guys, what fools they are". Almost nobody wants to see the Truth. Truth that this is all Love, this is all giant Game. I am writing it to not blame this people, but just put light on it. Everyone has their own path, nothing bad to be in trap, just do whatever fuck you want.

Took a large microdose of acid (20+ ug) and went to ecstatic dance. Golden place to be when you are a little high. Danced as I wanted, so much, connected to a few people, danced with one girl by connecting to palms, lost feeling of time a bit ahaha. Grateful for the experience.

By help I mean just asking the questions and be present. It's really that simple. The challenge is to not interfere the conversation by judgments, for that - be present.

Heh, I started to love listening to people. Helping them to switch focus from what they don't want to what they want. Helping them to figure out by themselves what they want, feel through it. It feels good for me too. It's like by helping them I help myself. This is of course true in some sense.

Pay close attention to your feelings. By feelings you create worlds. So, if something bothers you look into it but not touch. What I mean is it's okay to do contemplation using direct experience related to the issue but do not overthink about it, do not push it away. It's enough just to look into problem closely. Just see it as it is without judging, love it, then shift attention to what you really want to have, feel how good it is, then let go, do not think about solution. Just do anything what makes you feel a tiny better. Done. "Awareness alone is curative".

It's you who creates synchronicities because you give some meaning to it. Say, I was seeing 666 a lot because I was thinking that this is my Higher Self shows me some signs that I am on the right track. When I stopped putting my attention to it, giving meaning to it, synchronicities stopped. It's fine to have synchronicity, it's fine to not have it. Do whatever fuck you want, create consciously.

I am grateful for having good work-life balance I am grateful for having enough money for a living I am grateful for having good health so I can do any activity I am grateful for talking to wife yesterday in a positive way I am grateful to live in a beautiful city I am grateful for conversation with Nahm I am grateful for having few grams of shrooms ?

I actually happy with my current work situation. I have enough money for everything I want (even 5$ for Leo monthly lol). I have really good life-work balance - it's amazing thing. But having 500 millions $ on my account, so I can be fully fluent with my time feels a little better.

I was playing with 3D printer yesterday till 4am, so I waked up at 10am. After this experience I realised I want to have more money, so I can do whatever fuck I want all the time, no need to go to office. No need to have schedule at all. Everything is spontaneous based on feeling. It feels good to have enough money to not officially work.

Really cool video, happy to have you on the forum. That's the amazing part of this work of self-actualization. You basically listen more and more to your heart, what you really want, rather than to be a people pleaser.