allislove

I really enjoy to have 20km hikes in Nature with a group of people. You can listen people when you want, you can listen Nature when you want, it's amazing. When I am in Nature for a long enough I have psychedelic-like experience, everything becoming one experience of happening. It's probably doesn't make sense to read unless you experience it.

Another small insight which I feel to share and everyone here probably knows it (at least in theory) You can do LITERALLY what you fucking want. You can go to сave and be a sage, you can go fuck any pussy, you can go and enjoy nature. You can play this lifetime with one group of people more, with another group of people less. You can create new people in your life. You can do anything, anything you want. You can enjoy collecting insects if that's what you want. Try to feel, to realize what you really want, so you have it consciously. It's like a game. You will have it in any case, if you realize what you want you will feel like it's a conscious choice ahaha.

I want to describe a little taste of experience which I had in the latest acid trip around a month ago. I had a lot of insights related to LOA... I almost felt insane at the peak of the experience. Deep breathing is the only thing which could help me a little in such a situation... I realized how there is a CHOICE, how I create via FEELING that I have what I want. Let's say I want to be with person Y. At the peak of the experience, I tried to feel that Y is already near to me. It was almost no difference between me wanting it and having it lol. I'll try to describe. I felt it by my heart, I imagined all the details, it was real for me, that I am with Y... At some point, I imagined it so much that it's like − Do you want now this person to come to your room? I can easily do it but that's not what you want. It will make you insane. You want to have it slowly manifesting. − Yes, yes, let's do it slowly... Also, the realization that I am Y almost made me cry...I actually cried quite a lot during the trip, but mostly because of eye openings on personal stuff. Grateful for the experience. I had other insights about I am everything, about Love. I could kinda watch through another person's eyes. I had the insight that I can play this lifetime as I want, I have a choice to do anything. I had the insight that I don't need to give fucking advice to anyone. I had the insight that I need to listen only to my heart. I had insight into how I wanted everything that I have now, even the disease. It was a really really nice but hard trip, grateful for that. I think I did perfect integration of this trip... The whole point of this message is to share that it's important to have a good vibe during the trip if you are deep in the trip, try to imagine things you want, try to feel it then see what happens.

Cool to hear bro. My latest acid trip revealed a lot of things related to LOA. It was so fucking mind-blowing, fuck it!

What would they say, what would they do? Would it be trouble if they knew? I'm trying hard to make you see All that you are is all that I need

I started to enjoy writing small poems. It really helps with letting feeling go. So, the thoughts circle which is kept by the feeling breaks due to poem writing. Because while writing you really go through it, you feel it, so it goes away. But I do it in Russian, since this is the language I know the best.

I am grateful for my mother and grandmother, for helping me to grow as I was kid. I wish them health, clarity and love. I am grateful for my wife, for every little moment we spent together in love. I wish her health, clarity and love. I am grateful for having my body, so I can enjoy what I enjoy. I am grateful for every human interaction in life. I am grateful for healthy kid. I am grateful to finding Leo in 2018. I am grateful for this creation. I love you.

@ivankiss thanks

Nice post, a lot of things resonate with me. ? You are saying: your choice will always be to energetically uplift yourself and those around you. and then That way; you offer those still unable to cultivate higher vibrations a choice to simply match yours. What if there is a choice that those around you don't match your higher vibrations. So, it means you are going to uplift only yourself and people around you may still be low. But the common frequency is going to be shifted into lighter density anyway because of you, right? What I am trying to say is you are not going to uplift everyone around you in all cases.... you can only be sure to uplift yourself... to uplift Yourself ?

I do what whispers my heart. I listen to my intuition. I am authentic. I do what I feel that it's good. I do from the place of love and abundance. I love myself and everything around. I improve everything around, so everything is good. So, everyone feels that there is only Love.

Ahaha, I have created the Instagram account today: allisloveallisyou There, I want to put nature and food cooked by me.

I want to change my sleep habit. I think it's gonna make a huge difference in a long. I want to go to sleep at 9-10pm and wake up at 4-6am. It feels amazing to get up early. You have so much time for everything. Having meditation with no hurry, slowly having a breakfast and everything else. The day feels much longer. I want to live colorful life, so I need time for hobbies, for contemplation, for practices. Hour or two in the morning can make a huge difference in the quality of my life. I love my life, grateful for everything. I am fine with having some exceptions on the days when I only come to home at 10pm or later. I want to have the main vector of my sleep habit oriented towards having a few hours per day just to be with yourself in the morning. And I know what I want to do in the morning. Feels good to live life like that.

I wanna follow where she goes I think about her and she knows it I wanna let her take control 'Cause everytime that she gets close, yeah She pulls me in enough to keep me guessing And maybe I should stop and start confessing Confessing, yeah Oh, I've been shaking I love it when you go crazy You take all my inhibitions Baby, there's nothing holding me back You take me places that tear up my reputation Manipulate my decisions Baby, there's nothing holding me back There's nothing holding me back There's nothing holding me back She says that she's never afraid Just picture everybody naked She really doesn't like to wait Not really into hesitation 'Cause if we lost our minds and we took it way too far I know we'd be alright, I know we would be alright If you were by my side and we stumbled in the dark I know we'd be alright, I know we would be alright

Here I am Know it's been a while I was in denial about my love Here I stand I know I walked away Had to find the person I'd become I was high and I was low Move the mountains, rain and snow But I felt that I was further from the truth On a dark and stormy night Rolling thunder, flashing light Heard a whisper in the night and it said You should go back home Go back home, go back home, go Spend night all alone You should go back home Go back home, go back home, go That's where you belong

You are creating by feeling it. "The rich get richer and the poor get poorer". Listen to your feelings. Unravel what you really want. Feel how good it is. Have faith that it's working, let go of any doubts, any resisting thoughts. Listen, dream, feel, love, experience, be here, deep breath.

Life is a fucking miracle. Don't take anything for granted. Do every action with feeling of love or don't do it at all. Listen to your inner impulses even if you don't understand why you should do it, just feeling that it's good is more than enough. Your every action in the past is inner connected with everything. Everything was leading you to this particular moment to read this message on the forum starting from Big Bang (if it happened) and beyond. So, the only thing to do is to feel appreciation for current experience and doing even more of what feels good. I am grateful for my life, for this forum, for every experience which I created for myself in the past. I love you.

You are here to create. You will create in any case the question is will you create consciously or unconsciously. By consciously I mean from the place of love, from the place of abundance, with understanding it's all game, everything is me, everything is love, I am God. By unconsciously I mean from the place of fear, from the place of lack, thinking that you are lost, that everyone is against you, that you are victim. It doesn't matter what you create and how, but the question is do you want to live happily or you want to suffer a lot. I want to live happily, are you with me? Don't think too much what other people think, listen you inner desire, your inner wisdom, since inner is outer. Don't be afraid to be creative, to do what nobody does, don't listen to anyone while making a choice, nor your parents, nor your spouse, nor your Leo, don't listen to anyone except you. Now, here is a tiny thing to be aware of, before listening to yourself, stop and ask yourself, am I feeling good about it? Is it for a greater good of everyone or is it just because I am afraid and want to survive? If it's the later one, postpone the choice, do what feels really good for you, tiny things or just go to have a nap. Anyway, spiritual practices are for the rescue but don't fall in the trap of it, don't cling to it, don't make it the main identity of yours (only if it's really really resonates with you). I wish you clarity, I wish feeling love, I wish you feeling that you are creator of everything, that you are me and I am you, forever ❤️

There is no one more spirituality developed than you. Leo? Blah, you created this awesome guy (and he is you)! Take responsibility for everything in your life because life is you. There is nothing but you. You are love ❤️