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@Yarco good to know ? I never tried it. What the spiritual journey taught me is to be skeptical to anything until you personally do your experimental research.

https://www.rasatransmissioninternational.com/what-is-rasa

@Double Helix very nice, very inspirational.

@Demeter I smoke 5-MeO freebase using oil pipe and torch light. I have started from around 5mg (my one measurement spoon). 10mg is already a breakthrough for me. So, I enjoy to trip on the edge of breakthrough - 5-10mg.

Uff, this latest episode by Leo is really good ☺️ To realise that every perspective is relatively true is the same as realising that there is only absolute truth. Self-realisation work helps to be more open minded to other perspectives, more loving, yourself.

Feel you bro and wish you all the best ? I think making something good for no reason is really good idea. Start small. What if you make a present to somebody, with no idea to get anything in return? Or just hug somebody you was making boundaries with? Or just say appreciation to somebody with no expectations? And know, you are loved as you are.

If a regular meditation is not enough maybe try psychedelics? Personally, I released a lot of 'misunderstanding' using LSD and a low dose of 5-MeO.

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Yeah, I also was amazed by clarity of explanation ☺️

@Raptorsin7 Psy is not for everyone. At some point psy's user should drop neediness to it. Enjoyment/fun/joy is the guidance to which tool is best for you now. Godspeed ?❤️

@Raptorsin7 I agree with you that psy is one of the best tools for spiritual grows.

It's like saying get rid of the bike and walk by legs in the forest. Then, tell me how is your physical activity going. No, I want to use bike, I love it ☺️?

@Raptorsin7 @Raptorsin7 Sorry bro, I don't want ? I want to use psy and everything else what I enjoy ?

@Raptorsin7 You don't need psy means there is no neediness to it. You can do it or not, whatever. You do it not because you want to fix something - just for celebration of the current moment. I do psy nowadays with the same feeling as I do cappuccino, Wim Hof breathing, morning meditation, cold shower, riding bike in the forest, etc ?

@Raptorsin7 I cried few times during psy trips but not that much. Sometimes I just laugh spontaneously during the day: something like "What a dream, what a joke" ? Breakthrough is non-event. Nothing happens.

@Raptorsin7 Small clarification on the previous post: by "I don't need psy" I mean there is a clear understanding that I don't need anything, including psy. Since anything is me, I am complete. By "collapse duality between psy state and normal state" I mean before I was chasing the psy state. Now, I do psy only for enjoyment of it, just for deepening the realization that this is all it is.

@Raptorsin7 I started psy journey few months after I found Leo on internet. The first psy trip dated on 10 January 2019. It's not that long ago, but usually I progress 2-3X faster than anybody else if I am into something ? Now, I am in the point where I don't need psy at all, thanks to @Nahm, he helped a lot to collapse duality between trip state and normal state ? I did a low dose of 5-MeO just a few days ago. Just because it's so much fun, I enjoy it. The whole trip takes like 10 minutes and you can continue with the day, just amazing, so grateful ?

Wow, so clearly explained ?

@peanutspathtotruth Agree, nice pointer. Sometimes people think that they sleep at night, but they don't ? Everything is imaginary that's why we can call it 'real'. Nothing is everything, everything is nothing.

Exactly, start small, do some small things which you enjoy, small step by small step... relax, don't be hard on yourself, take it easy, it's all good now. Give love.

@Cyrene just start a dreamboard and focus on what you want ?

@billiesimon These beliefs of lacking something stem from the belief "I am separate". Due to believing that you are just a human you think "you need XXX" or in other words you lack of something. This is a lie. Make sure you enjoy your meditation practice, fruits from meditating come when you are fully relaxed. Rather than complaining and putting your attention on the "lie" way more productive in creating life you really want would be putting focus on what you want. Start a dreamboard ?

@Cyrene yes, this is your dream what you want to create now?

Do you see the wavy patterns in your post? good-bad-good-bad-not-sure-not-sure Let go the beliefs which don't serve you (bad and not-sure parts). Meditation is a good tool for that, dreamboard for being more clear on what you want.

Spiritual practices.