allislove

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  1. @Don Wei great to hear! Then, just enjoy timing with your classmates. Personally, I was living in a university hostel for 6 years, unforgettable timing
  2. @Don Wei congrats! Netherlands is an amazing country. I would advise focusing on the university to get good grades in the first few years. With a good start in education, you will have more freedom in later years of study.
  3. Imagine, you dream a sweet dream. In this dream, you are Sara living in Paris. Sara goes for the ice-cream. Is it her choice? Does she have free will? It depends. Solely, Sara doesn't have free will since it's you who dreams her going for the ice-cream. But also, Sara is you, and you are free to dream anything.
  4. @OBEler I breakthrough with 10mg freebase via smoking in oil pipe. There is no ego loss, forget about it, my man. The realizations may be radical, but there is nothing to be afraid of. It shouldn't be scary or something. It all depends on YOU. That's a good idea to have a break, enjoy
  5. I was talking with a person via video, was trying to be right about something. Then the realization pops up, in the middle of the conversation, "you are literally this person". Then I couldn't say anything except just laughing. The person asked: "Are you okay?" and I am just looking loving to the person and smiling. Then the conversation changed completely, from who is right, to let's feel good together. There are no people relationships. Everything is the relationship between you (illusory me) with you (Source).
  6. @OBEler I agree with you. 5-MeO is amazing. It's the clearest psychedelic from my experience. The thing is, even on the low dose you can breakthrough, depends on you. It's essential to know how to let go. Meditation, every morning, 1 hour, attention on deep breathing teaches you that. You are the bliss.
  7. @WHO IS There is no person in a dream, there is only this. The person is just a belief, let it go. Wake up!
  8. @OBEler I see a little value in 5-MeO if you don't want to have a breakthrough. Acid or shrooms may be way better in such a case.
  9. @Moon wow, beautiful profile picture, can't concentrate on the content of the forum anymore lol
  10. @OBEler I would suggest from now on using 5-MeO only when you feel yourself amazingly. The purpose of 5-MeO is to help you to realize that you are God, everything is Love, the ego is the illusory concept, death is not real... Let's say there is a serial killer. What does it mean to be the serial killer? It means this person holds a lot of beliefs that are not true. The person holds beliefs so strong, so deep, a life full of fear in other words. Imagine, the serial killer would take a breakthrough dose of 5-MeO. That would be a real nightmare... It's like to give a real gun to a kid... He would just don't know that he's shooting himself. Well, I am sure, you also hold to some beliefs that are not true. 5-MeO just put the light on it. If you're still holding to them, even when there is light so to speak, the light that they are not true... The good news it can't go wrong really. Have you tried smoking 5-MeO? Maybe, explore this road later in life, when you feel good in general and feel like doing 5-MeO again. I can imagine that with smoking you have less choice to not surrender
  11. @Ya know Sounds cool. Just take a low dose of shrooms and enjoy yourself everywhere The point is to be present/relax/deep breath/enjoy/have fun/be loving.
  12. @hikmatshiraliyev If I were in your physical shoes I would start meditating every morning for 1 hour, just putting attention on a deep breath, relaxing. I would start the dream board and express everything I want there. I would shift focus from what I don't want to what I want.
  13. To be part of the universe is just a belief. You are always complete. Past and future is just a belief. You are always now. Female and male is just a belief. You are always everyone and everything, Love
  14. @Himanshu There is no 'me'. You can be, have, experience whatever you want. Authenticity is to live as you truly want, do no resist, be in alignment with yourself, to follow intuition. Some time ago I was mind-blown how 1 hour of morning meditation practice every day and 5-MeO-DMT experience occasionally may help to rise authenticity.
  15. ? @ColeMC01 Imagine it this way. There is a person called Sara. Let's say it's raining outside and she feels sad at this moment. What the next possible scenarios? The first scenario is to push sadness away, try to change it to something else, cling to the judgment of the feeling. So, she tries to run somewhere and find a way to boost the mood. I don't know, she starts to play video games, for example, to eat pizza with a hope that sadness will end. It does, it ends for a short period of time, then the person starts to blame yourself for eating too much pizza and cycle repeats... The second scenario is to let it go, allow sadness to express itself, release the judgment. It's hard to describe how to do it, perhaps because it's non-doing?!? She just feels the emotion, accept it as it is, so the distance between imaginary Sara and the feeling goes to zero. The judgment of the feeling disappears, as the feeling itself. Only one feeling remains, feeling of loving