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I do Talabya Kriya wrongly. I can’t make suction thing to glue tongue to the top of mouth. I have small cracks on my tongue the whole life maybe that’s why, I do not know. Any suggestions? Should I drop Kriya?

Inspired by our leader I am planning to have my first 2-days solo retreat next weekend. Basically, do "do nothing" meditation, mindfulness through labeling, concentration, some kind of self-inquiry. No internet, computer, phone, writing, reading − just be for 2 days. I am planning to do intermittent fasting and cook for this period on Friday. Also, I am thinking about going to walk for an hour or so in a forest every day. How does it sound? Does it make sense to do such a short retreat? Any advice? PS: I am planning to go to Vipassana retreat in April. Maybe, it will help to prepare.

@moon777light not many.. apart from the realization of how hard to be in Now for me.. I also realized my deep sexual desires. After micro-retreat I went to center and walked in a main street. It was so beautiful. I saw a lot of details, that was hidden for me before. It was easier to look into people eyes and smile.

I started to meditate only 3 weeks ago. 2 minutes of concentration and then 20-40 minutes of "do nothing". Now I started to experience for a few seconds some interesting stuff. It's hard to describe but I'll try. It feels like energy goes from my bottom body to head and up and my mind frequency is going up. It's a little weird and scary feeling, so after a few seconds, the mind tries to return to a regular state and everything goes back to normal. On the other hand, the experience is pleasant. Also, at the beginning of meditation if I look into some particular point everything starts to move in waves a little bit, but then mind tries to rationalize it and waves disappear. Just wanted to share my experience. Maybe I need to create a journal instead.

Thank you. @noselfnofun yes. Now I am not afraid to go to Vipassana retreat, start Kriya yoga.

@ajasatya did it! It's not that scary as I was thinking. Friday (starting from 19.00): • 1 hour − pen-hand actuality • 30 mins − walking meditation in forest • 30 mins − mindfulness noting • 1 hour − do nothing Saturday: • 30 mins − hand actuality • 90 mins − do nothing • 45 mins − walking in forest • 30 mins − do nothing under the tree • 45 mins − walking in forest • 30 mins − mindfulness noting • 10 mins − concentration on object • 2 hours − do nothing • 30 mins − mindfulness noting • 30 mins − self-inquiry • 30 mins − pen-hand actuality • 10 mins − concentration on object • 1 hour − do nothing Sunday (till 19.00): • 1 hour − do nothing • 30 mins − mindfulness noting • 1 hour − do nothing • 45 mins − walking in forest • 1 hour − do nothing • 1 hour − do nothing • 1 hour − do nothing • 30 mins − self-inquiry I realised that 99,9% of the time I am in dreamland in the past or in the future, or just thinking about something. It's so difficult to be in Now. I want to rise awareness, so I can put it on my dreamland to return back to Now.

Haha, after 2 days solo-retreat I realized that the "interesting stuff" was no more than self-deception. I tried to increase pressure in eyeballs which generates a feeling of pleasure. Now I am more aware of eyeballs during meditation and try to relax them as much as possible.

@Jordan94 I do not know, going to my first Vipassana retreat in one month I suppose that all such techniques are quite similar: be aware of emotion, ..., let it go.

I am wondering how this letting go technique is different from the Sedona method?

To read a lot is also a trap. Measure reading not in a time or amount of pages read, but in actions which you took after reading. I.e. 1 book read and 100 actions taken is better than 100 books read and 1 action taken. That's why I often stop while reading and ask myself: "How this information will change my behavior?" I took this question from Leo's episode: The quality of what you read is also important, I really suggest to buy Leo's book list if you haven't. PS: I read a lot since I live quite far from the job and use a bus to commute.

@Anton_Pierre Leo is on 30-days retreat, watch his "Life Is A Dream" episode if I may suggest.

@Hellspeed is there resource on the Internet where I can read about the dried meat phenomena?

Dried Bufo alvarius toad...

@Wisebaxter Yes, but I am a complete newbie in psychedelics area, tried only once, but it's enough for now: Completely agree about the importance of standard practices. Good luck, man. PS: I am also planning to try LSD microdoses.

I tried armodafinil, maybe 3-4 tablets at total. I liked the effect but when it's over (after 10 hours) I've got more depressed feeling than usual, so I stopped taking armodafinil. Of course, nootropics is nothing compared to a big dose of 5meo, but I like this stuff. Recently, I started to take l-theanine, I feel so relaxed and focused, love this stuff, going to stick to it for a while.

Thank you.

> to remain in nonduality for significantly longer compared to 5meo dmt. There is no time in nonduality, isn't it? Just kidding. Thank you for the information.

When I am thinking I've read some useful stuff, I stop reading and ask: "How this information will change my behavior?".

Start from "Do lying" 20 minutes per day. It's important to make it a habit, watch Leo's episode on "How To Lie".

@Amun Is @Wisebaxter's Girlfriend Really an Illusion?

I stopped drinking coffee approx. 8 months ago. I remember I was reading "The Slight Edge" book in that time which brought motivation for me. Was doing Tony Robins visualization exercise to associate the drinking coffee to something bad. I remember I was doing "1 month" without coffee before deciding to drop it completely. I also dropped drinking alcohol and smoking weed a few months before dropping coffee. So, I didn't have a craving to coffee at all compare to weed. Good luck.

It feels like you are lacking a mastery path. So, maybe you want to start working through the "Life Purpose" course?

Thank you for sharing the meditation-instructions. I found the article about it: https://tricycle.org/magazine/tilopas-six-nails