Ayla

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  1. That's OK, I'm at a point in my journey where I don't get offended any longer because the I that I know myself to be.. is forever in peace I just did not understood what @CirclesofMastery wanted to ask So yeah Mooji Is a Real Person !
  2. hahahahaa that's so funny !!!
  3. Hello Ray, You might benefit by watching Teal Swan's videos on youtube
  4. Nina, I have been in both your friends shoes and yours over time. You need to watch Leo's video on how to use people. Basically, she is just mirroring some deeper issues you need to deal with in your own journey. As for what you should do, it is for you to decide and it does not need to be a definitive decision. Take it step by step while dealing with people like this. Just know that you cannot help a drowning man while you are drowning yourself. What I mean is that as long as you are not stable yourself in your own journey, you are not helping her at all. You only maintain a situation that is equally dis-empowering for both of you. If talking face to face to her will bring more drama, write an email to her and let her know how you feel about this situation, clearly stating your own needs. If/when she answers, give yourself at least one day to decide about your next step.
  5. Is enlightenment is like hunger or thirst for you, it is time and you will know it. If that is not the case - you will know it too - as it will seem like huge work without the results. Listen to your own heart.
  6. Yes. It comes from God/Source/Emptiness/Nothingness... Once you've unloaded everything standing in Its way, it'll flow through you
  7. This particular post is dedicated to panic attacks. Healing trauma is another subject altogether. It would be cool to have it referenced under another (separate) topic if you feel like doing that @art
  8. This is a very sensitive post and I thank you for having the balls to write it down In fact, you are experiencing a clearing out which scared you. That is all. What were you expecting to be coming out in meditation? Unicorns? Angels? Keep at it. Let them thoughts come and go. Look into channeling sexual energy into healing or artistic endeavors aside your meditation practice. When fear appears, ask yourself - WHO?WHAT is that which experiences this fear? Is it you? Who is that YOU? Keep asking. Leo's videos about enlightenment are quite appropriate to watch for you to understand a bit of whom you are not!
  9. Oh but you ARE picking up your parents... It's just a matter of being conscious enough to realize it
  10. Hello Please make sure you read: Thank you
  11. Until you really experience yourself as God, you pray that you do
  12. Mind is not Real. I just dropped it. Entirely. Completely. That made A LOT of room for Grace to flow
  13. What this tells me is that happened to you..a lot. So this is the only way you can perceive it. Sit with that. Inquire it.
  14. Michael Brown (The Presence Process) talks a lot about it..
  15. Who is that one doing the "viewing"? Emptiness is a very tricky concept Ego uses to get/keep one down as it sounds like death and lethargy. Also from this category are: "meaningless", "nothingness", etc. People that claim "enlightenment" by DOING or NOT DOING... are just trying somehow to explain their experiencing of THAT which they have found. Let Mind do what it needs to do and let That one that witnesses the Mind reveal its truth.
  16. Always start from where you are. Longing and striving only make things worse. Judging yourself wouldn't help either. You know how a mosquito always bites you in the worst place? That's how our personal challenges are. What I mean is that, for each one of us, his/her personal problems are the most demanding. So you see your own challenges. OK Like I said, just start from where you are now and decide what it is you want. Then take one baby step forward. Then the next... Here's some photos for you!
  17. Short answer: YES ! Not only that, but you are ALREADY that! No need to go/do anywhere. You just need to unveil it from under programming/imprinting
  18. yeahhhh... but you are one too Artist that is..
  19. The first and the last step one can make, is to awaken to its true state. The moment we understand who we truly are, nobody would be able to harm anyone and anything else. All the rest is just a side of yet another polarity that can be fought against, mystified, nullified, whateva..
  20. What about this? These things are indeed not important from where you stand! Take the pressure off of them. Put a reminder on your phone or ask one of your house mates to gently give you a nudge to get them done while you're going through this phase. And...just get up and do it. Resolve to stay VERY present as you are doing it - this can be personal development work too. Take it as a form of meditation/mindfulness