Ayla

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  1. Your personality is 100% LEARNT from parents, cultural demands, society. First, you have to find out who you really are, in order for you to see what has been added along your life. A short answer to your question I guess would be: everything can be changed about your personality. The REAL you though, is permanent.
  2. @Naviy, is this a public document? Where is it from? Leo's website?
  3. 5th day on pure water. Difficult day today. Mr Mind and Mrs Body tried to play nasty games with me. The guy I was doing some freelance for, declared bankruptcy, so it is now official, I have no revenue. I laughed at it as I know that this is just something I see...it arises and it will fall, like all other things. BUT Mrs Body decided to put me to the test...and all of the sudden I became hungry. Took me by surprise. I knew immediately it was a trap... Mind telling Body to begin to stock up because famine is coming LOL Relaxed into it. Took me a bit tho... Still perception of body is there then...hummm! Interesting. Forum today was VERY busy and had A LOT of things to do. Site was very slow too.... Body is tired. Mind is tired. But.. I am so grateful! Thank you God! I love you! Thank you!
  4. Polyamory is very different from what you are implying. Poly = more than one Amory = Love My advice is to solve the issues within your marriage by first realizing yourself. Your husband will either follow you on that path, or the relationship will end..
  5. Next step is the actual experiencing of this.
  6. This is only one path that goes to the top of the mountain... along and intersecting many others
  7. @a e l i, The reason you have this reaction is because you associate it with a deep wound within yourself. The voice is reminding you of a very uncomfortable situation from (very) early childhood, which you couldn't express at that moment. The anger you feel is the sign that you need to deal with this as soon as possible. I really recommend you to work deeply with this video (not just listening to it, but actually do what she says);
  8. @Leo Gura... you have your hands full here!
  9. Suffering, Ego, Illusions, Questions, Movies... are all facets of consciousness.
  10. Oh lord... I was afraid to open this topic all day. Now I know why :))))))))))))))))))))))
  11. Now that was the smartest post today from a "newbie" @zenny
  12. Because that who I am, is that who they are. I might just express it in different words that resonate with my current perspective. So how do I know? I am living in the subtle perfume of the happiness of being That.
  13. @RandomPaul , An enlightened human being does not necessarily fit into our notions of "holiness". Not only they have seen and lived truth, but they were/are truth. From that perspective, they have no attachment to "body" or any type of constriction. They just enjoy life as it comes. Now if you want to make a point of attachment to alcohol or any other substance, please also note your own attachment to "no alcohol"
  14. In fact, you CAN help your friends: by first doing it for yourself. When they will see you happy and fulfilled, they will become very curious and eager to follow you.
  15. There's a misunderstanding of terms/concepts here. What you call awareness in this context is actually focus/concentration. What you call "flow" is actually being present. Being aware means that you are flowing . There is no resistance, no push and no pull. There is no judgement and no preference in pure awareness. Hence, everything "flows" Mind will always try and make you believe that "flow" is low-consciousness, because it HATES being put to rest... it's like it is left without a job. So it's only way to get back to you, is to whisper to you that this cannot be right..
  16. @Sigma , I just wanted to point out to you that if it wasn't for "lust', none of us would be here to give you advice, nor will you be here to take it I admire your courage to expose your issue here. I would like to ask you to look inside yourself and understand that you have come here in a male body. Even though you are not your body, it has its needs which will always appear: thirst, hunger, shelter and yes, sex. If you are open to my view, please look on line for the concept of: "invisibility vow". It might speak to you, or not. Also concepts like shame and guilt, self-denial. Also, from actually reading some of your posts, I am sure that one day, a young lady will be VERY lucky to have you, I'm also sure that you will not want to deny her the glory of sexuality between two human beings that love each other
  17. No. But vigilance over the ego's ways will be there for the duration of incarnation.
  18. @Endew , Would you please be more specific? Thank you
  19. @Markus , your question has a very technical sound and a very "curiosity like" feel to me. I am talking about letting yourself relax enough to be able to fall asleep, but be aware enough to be present in that last moment of being awake. That is the difficulty of it - both in doing it and expressing it. @Sigma, intellectually, your questions are very good also, but these things cannot be understood with the same tool that we're trying to kill . Please, do not believe me. Don't believe a word I say! Try it for yourself.
  20. @Julia Mitchel , Please expand your view as to conform to our Video Request Guidelines. Ayla (Moderator)