Ayla
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Ayla replied to vizual's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
No need to suffer. Just need to let go of everything you associate with YOU, until you understand that there's no you, and that all is you. -
"I" guess... there's no real, true way of expressing accurately what and how... Also, feels very funny to talk back to myself that way lol Gosh!! There's still a recognition of words used... still they are being perceived on the screen as concepts, when in fact, they're just concepts. Truth has nothing to do with those...
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OK let's try and go back a step and talk human lol. Keep in mind, this feels VERY inaccurate in the way it is being expressed (words used, especially the I and myself and the you and the want...oh Lord, see?), but the underlying idea is true. "I still want to guide and interact with this forum and I find myself in the impossibility to do so within my current paradigm, because none of the words I can come up with really express what is meant, and I don't want to mislead you"
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Ayla replied to Son of leo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Ouch! -
Feels a bit like that. LOL Only, "God" has facets: all the facets but here it's referred to the knowing, the feeling the understanding that the other dogs WANT to experience and become mathematics, they are longing for it in different shapes and forms. ( put """"""""""" again all over)
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@Sigma """""""ME"""""""""" - was evolving too in the context of this forum (read dis-evolving), until something hit a critical mass and exploded into THAT. That THAT now not only JUST IS, but IT IS ALL of IT.
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Ok let's try this way: how can "I" talk/write when there's no experience of the "I" here left? No matter what is trying to be expressed has so many facets - most of them illusory or interpretable or already wrongly used - that it cannot get out in a way it is truly experienced here?
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Ayla replied to Son of leo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Whomever you're talking to ´ -
There's no me AND no master. There's NO SILENCE opposed to non-silence... There's no more this and that. How can this be conveyed from here... put """"""""""""""""""""""""""" all over the place lol
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@Pinocchio , there seems to be no other way left here, but MY (lol) plead was to find ways to actually express something to "people" here. Not teach anything at all, but guide a bit. Unhinge a bit. No there's no real need but... a sort of a dance needing to take place.
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@Neo - that does not help the problem here. It only explains it somehow... one note to it is that I did not experience anything at all.. "I AM" that while not being at all... all the time @Sigma that's the problem: no me here left The question is how would this help this forum ? (which "I'd" LOL still "want" LOL to "do" LOL)
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@Pinocchio lol that one also disintegrated
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@Aldo Marchand , you are still searching for concepts here to get "you" somewhere. we are not limited or influenced by universe. We ARE the universe. I have no enlightenment path... I do not exist There is no I here to do all those things...or not do, or whateva....
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Ugghhhh @Pinocchio , this video actually managed to bring some sadness
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That is true. Also, one could say that most spiritual seekers want¨to "wake up as a person" lol
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@Liviu , please understand that your wife is a sort of a mirror that shows you where you, yourself are criticizing yourself internally. Byron Katie's "work" on youtube has helpped many people deal with these feelings
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@Frankie , sounds like what you are doing there is not sex, but a form of mutual masturbation... What also come to mind is that it is the man that is "in charge" of the initiation of "good sex". Leo's videos on sexual matters could open you up a bit.... I also think that what you are looking for, is real intimacy which you currently don't have and also fear
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Ayla replied to Progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Sorry, didn't mean to hurt ya -
If you think about it... it is an orgasm that created the person that you (and I and every living animal) are right now here on Earth.
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Ayla replied to Progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The red line is that "you" (whomever you might be) believe that an illusion (the chimp) can give birth to any type of truth whatsoever -
@Pinocchio I'm a fapping moderator!!!!
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@Leo Gura, @Pinocchio, whatya doing in a "ladies only" topic?
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@bazera , what if I told you that all those "cute" attributes you enumerate here about "other people" are in fact the way you see yourself? Take some time to see where and when... Leo's video on how to use people might help you.
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@batfly , Please read our Video Request Guidelines
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@lilacwest , somehow your mind is thinking of the present moment as a stuckness into a (let's call it) position on a linear time (past ----------->>>----future). In your mind, there needs to be time between point A (being at your desk) and point B (going home). This is how brain is setup to function, and you are taking this "rule" to be you. This is one of the hugest traps I've encountered at one point too. The best idea I can associate this with, is that you are already enlightened, but your concept of time is the veil that keeps you from realizing it. With the aid of concept of time, consciousness has produced a "thingie" that you take as being you right now...