Ayla

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  1. You can say this, yes. You are disconnecting from "the old you", the "you" you thought you were Keep at it
  2. I come from a VERY orthodox background, where a girl gets married (a virgin) with a man that her parents also like, has a couple of children (or more) and stays with that spouse "until death do them apart" ! Wasn't that idyllic ? But is it still? Do people still dream about that type of relationship? I've lived a polyamory situation 3 years ago. I was really truly deeply in LOVE with two men and they both loved me. One brought me one bundle of satisfaction - professional and sexual level, the other the stability of a family life and a cord to my past. Both new about each other and understood/accepted the situation. Even tho my upbringing was crippling my view of things, the experience itself felt SO right! It was THE best time of our lives! What are your views on this?
  3. Here:
  4. Father These two videos are so Powerful !!! Thank you God! I love you! Thank you!
  5. @Water Soooooo?
  6. I love you Father!
  7. Hope so, cuz that me...is actually you
  8. Both are true. Mooji is basically saying that if truth is omnipresent, it must always be there- thus right now too. Leo is saying that in order to actually be able to live the Truth, you need the determination (and the hours) to get rid of anything that is not "the truth" - your chimphood that is
  9. It is as much "mine" as everything is me. I only said "mine" within the knowing that it's me who keeps going on with it. There were more people in the beginning asking it,but they quickly withdrew from Forum to enjoy their nothingness in bliss I of course got it from my Guru, My father, Moojiji who has completely undone the person and left the me open, spacious and free
  10. Yes, from the moment you posted it in the first place It does have value and it does help people. I see it as a sort of a crutch for a very damaged leg - which can be essential, life saving even. I needed the Truth tho - all the way
  11. @Helge Yet more questions for you : what would be so bad if I looked ugly? what would "being ugly" say about who I am? who/what am I trying to conform with?

  12. The Mommy Struggle

    Ayla replied to Sarah Marie's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @Sarah_Flagg , When you come fully into the understanding of who you really are, you will also be capable to understand that your son is also that. Do what feels right, while leaving room for the "Grace's whisper" to guide you. A book called "Simplicity Parenting" has been recommended to me (never got to read it tho).
  13. Mercifully, fear has left this body/mind

  14. Loa Is A Load Of Bullshit

    Ayla replied to AHappyTeddyBear's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Here's one perspective
  15. @Clay Curl , Ego can only stick to the PERSON, and no PERSON can become enlightened. In order to become enlightened, that person that you think you are, needs to be brushed off. Also, your existence is a mirror of the grievances, sorrows, shame, blame, guilt, fear you hold. When all that - is no more, nor your reality will bring them into your experience. Even if they did, they will be like footsteps in the sand...
  16. It is not a feeling. It is a "beingness". It's not even a knowing. It is being it.
  17. I can see your point here, and I know how frustrating it is not to "get it", as for many months my ego has blinded me to it too.. But I can also see the immeasurable benefits from getting that "I". There is also no need to PM me telling me that my question is not valid, because it will not solve anyone's problem. You need to understand one thing here: I can only give advice about what has gotten ME where I am now. In my own "journey", this is the thing that got me to the Truth, in a context when my life had room for nothing BUT the Truth. I am by no means pulling at anyone towards the "who am I?". I am merely sharing what liberated me instantly, and hope and wish will help others too. I also believe we are all on the path for finding peace. Where we might not agree, is the fact that this path has to always feel "good". Please do not see our perspectives as being divergent - only different. That's all. Nothing wrong with that, is it?
  18. @A way to Actualize I am merely pointing out a big trap I felt into and I've seen people get into quite often, only to come back even more hurt after months and years. I am not keeping anyone here by force. Of course everyone should know their limits, but without transcending those, there is no way of expansion. That is false. The suffering is perceived as a piece of clothing and discarded as such. I never said it was not present in his experience, I said it is something that needs to be transcended one way or another. Even if you blow into a balloon, there still is tension there. To finish, I am merely pointing out things here, but it is for each and everyone to make his/her own decision as I have no power and no will whatsoever to change anything in anyone
  19. @DizIzMikey Please, do not believe anything I share!!!! Look for yourself. Really look with honesty and maturity !
  20. @Pinocchio To ME me me me me lool
  21. Nahhhh! You too @Pinocchio???
  22. @Espen I hear you. I see your pain. It's perfectly OK to feel like you do. Please listen to these videos:
  23. @Pinocchio That's my favorite movie
  24. The only one that can suffer is the person, never who you really are. Again that "I" is swirling around unattended
  25. FINALLY @DizIzMikey ! One point for you today