Ayla

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  1. I kinda see it as a celebration and a surrender of "worldly life". No person can kiss the feet of another person without either feeling degraded or sexual . When those are transcended, it is a sure sign of a "loss of personhood" taking place. On the "other side", the celebration is in the acknowledged "duality" of the "two persons" living here this now, one as teacher, the other as follower.. Yin&Yang... forming a perfect sphere Hope that makes some sense.
  2. Mind is trying. You will know when / if you need to move on.
  3. @Isle of View Midwifin' ? That's how that is felt here
  4. "I" LOVE "YOU"
  5. There's no forgetting. Mind is tricking you
  6. Video for penduling after being awakened (the true awakening, not the woowoo) Once you have awakened to the truth of who you are, there will be a bit of a penduling between person and REAL you. Use this video to get you to the center.
  7. After the initial "seeing", there's always some kind of a penduling back and forth, like a baby starting to walk. This too has to be seen as coming and going and discarded as it not being you. You're on the right track. These are just fears and trauma coming up. It is not you. Also, no external changes are necessary now. Just keep with what comes. That is also Grace, nothing is ever out of it.
  8. Concepts are seen. Chose other concepts to deal with that concept. BUT you need to become VERY clear of who (the heck :P) is the chooser !
  9. GOOD ! Look at that meditation I posted... It'll help with stabilizing the little bit of the penduling in the beginning. That too will come and go
  10. Can an illusion be impacted in anyway when it has been seen as only an illusion ?
  11. There might be some kind of a catharsis happening right about now - like laughing or crying uncontrollably - let it be coming and going
  12. What person ? Do YOU see any person there?
  13. Look from there and see if there are any questions possible there. If that there now has any questioning in it
  14. Well.... Here... there. this. that. Any questions ?
  15. Is there any fear coming up?
  16. I was merely pointing that on one side it CAN BE a mirror, on the other side it is an expression....a flow with.... a dance... a mingling and a melting
  17. Art in general is a very powerful trigger for people (positive or negative). When there's no triggering left and no person for that matter, it's kinda logical that there's no mirroring of it either. It can of course still be enjoyed. ********************** I used to use music to trigger stuck negative emotions that I could feel were there but too stubborn to come out (completely). Now, I'm kinda like a surfer on its waves..
  18. This is what it says it is: A THOUGHT Don't identify with any thought. See them for what they are: THOUGHTS, let them go. Don't even put yourself down for having thoughts...just see, let go. see, let go.
  19. And that you watching, who is that one? Again, lay back into it as opposed to push forth