Ayla

BIG Bubble of Love: the moment you cannot leave anyone and anything out of it, you're home!

Okay, so what if you were completely useless? What would happen?

So much love!! So much gratitude for YOU ME US THEM ... pouring love, sharing it, caring for it and cherishing it! The dance of clouds..

@99th_monkey

"I" LOVING "YOU" yes yes you

@Naviy Have you ever been in-love? Have you ever really hated? Take everything in-between and merge with the extremes. Expand that to all there is. To "this me here" ... that is love.

Crying happening out of COMPLETE JOY! The fading memory of a struggling person.... The incomplete loves... The drama, the hate, the suffering... illusions that are fading in the lap of God LORD ! Such a beauty is created by you us me him her this that... how was this hidden for so long? Right here is where it is: in the struggle, in the pain, in the human love and hate, in the butterfly flying at the beach, in the Sun... acceptance of everything there is! Pouring...all over pouring happening of love No key, no way, no going, no searching. Just being. Breathing in human form...

When you hear the word LOVE - it seems like such a small word... but it can have so many facets to it, so many forms and images, memories, projections, drama, joy... they are not separated from love, they are not emerging from love, they are not flowing from love. They all are love. In it, outpouring from it, generating it and results of it. This is who "I" really is. All of it - a happening of love! Nothing outside of love.

@99th_monkey

Identifying...would still need an identity behind it. So enlightened and person don't belong together as terms. I as you know it, is an illusion. I is only a form embraced by other types of forms of manifestation... different textures, colors, essences, still...everything one

Today i had almost no heartbeat, that's how deep i went in meditation.. It was SO PEACEFUL but also things were seen - bad dreams of people - generations of them from the beginning of times - contemplated, seen, integrated, loved! Pain was felt kinda like in a movie - you see a man dying in a movie it kinda scares and hurts you but still you know that it's a movie! I prayed and prayed for a word to arise - what came: "you are not living live you are the happening of life" The "you do not exist" means you are just a happening - its not that you're not real .... you are kinda sorta real but just as a happening, not as a solid thing. I'd say God arising/happening - cause there's all in all such a harmony, it can only come to the human mind as some concept of God - like a piece of puzzle, only the puzzle is not cut........air, sea, mountains, sky, sun, were like completing myself - this is more fit than "we are all one", a bit like my drawings - I use different types of pastels, intertwining into a single drawing! Cant see further than this second any longer! This, what i'm going to say to you - only one month ago sounded CRAZY to me but really - you ARE me, Listening to devotion songs to keep me grounded Mooji is fading into me... i loved this man SO MUCH - now... he is here with me no need to ...nothing at all... no search left. No question. PEACE! Still, suffering is here too - you feel the killing of an ant too it's not bad not good just God today i have seen God "in what way different from yesterday?" - the depth, the completeness, the lack of questions about mysteries... God is kinda like the collaboration of all there is, the harmony between all there is. that "god out there" is an illusion. "God is void" - that sounds negative. God is the harmony in the disharmony - human mind is so fucked up !!!!!! still essential human tool, like the fucking need we have of each other, the struggles, the pain, the love - everything is there - all of it GOD - it is neither beautiful nor ugly it just is there - no kind of a terrain from which this is arising - it is all of it, ALL - all that you imagine "was", all you imagine "will be", all of it!! When we say source - we imagine already we are the children - thus separate - which we aren't - we really are IT ! "air around you is me air around me is you"

Kousmine-Budwig Cream My "breakfast": 1 tps Turmeric 1 Tsp Raw unsweetened Cocoa 1 Tsp Raw Honey 1 Tsp Raw Coconut Oil pinch of cayenne pepper all in 200ml of almond or rice milk. Enjoy

@carlo I think it is a great sign of confidence she is giving you in asking this. She trusts you enough to ask for something that she is desiring to experience. Also, the fact that she turned red, means that she realized that she might have hurt you and then told you to forget about it so that this doesn't hurt you further. These types of subjects demand a great maturity and yes, self-development work. You also need to understand that when you begin self development, everything that appears into your experience is some kind of a healing, and integral part of the whole process. So, there is no need for you to be hurt. Just answer her honestly that you do not feel inclined to participate in something like that, if that is what you feel. Also, if you feel you lost your trust in her, work with trust issues next. See where they come from and why are you so shaken by this story? This should be the next on your self improvement to do list PS: Did you know that this type of threesome is in the top 5 list of male sexual fantasies?

Addictions are developed to cover up core personal wounds. Enlightened persons have transcended those wounds through "losing the persona". So, no personal wound, no addiction. Normally, addictions will just drop off naturally. That being said, there is a lightness of the being that would not partake either or. Addiction to alcohol or against alcohol, has the same energy

How sure you are that it is YOUR body ? Who is that you there thinking it has a body?

One of the most powerful satsangs I ever watched I love you Mooji

This here there I thingy

As I said, in time, it will become natural reaction. No need to stop and force it and do something consciously. It will just be the way you look at it naturally.

Keep doing that. In time, it will gain momentum and will become natural

@WHOAMI Instead of pushing / pulling fear, look at it with curiosity. Like a child looks at a new toy.

@Anna

@Pallero , Thank you for sharing. I see this sharing as a first blow to the madness you seem to be experiencing. Behind both under and overachievers, there is a core wound of worthlessness. There is a belief in you that says that in order to BE enough, you must BECOME enough through actions on yourself. This creates a pull that has now become so strong, it burnt you out. Begin by finding ways in which you are already enough. Sit down and think about it. Laying there in bed, is there anything you can find to be enough about yourself? Anything that you find, keep focusing on that. You need to change your beliefs about this being enough thing, and beliefs, are just thoughts that we keep thinking over and over. That's how they become so overpowering. The only way to dissolve them, is to begin disbelieving them through other thoughts. So focus on how you are already enough. This issue also has behind it an energy of comparing: either with others or with previous/future versions of yourself. Awareness and meditation might help with that. Leo just released a video about comparing. Think about somebody you love. A pet is good for this Transfer all the love you have for that pet onto you. Keep focusing on it. Last point, When you feel the urge to do something, ask yourself: is this really a joy? Why would I do something that is not joyful? Would I do this to a friend? To a child? Keep finding ways of showing love and compassion to yourself. It will shift.

@Abby Skvarce There trouble is.... no PERSON / PEOPLE can get enlightened As long as you think you are a person....there will be no enlightenment. The "no sleep" you are asking about, is a mind trick trying to reassure the person that all is OK and that there is advancement.. Is it OK if there's no sleep coming? Or is there something fighting it?