Arhattobe

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  1. He also freestyled most of his poetry iirc After shams death he freestyled some really good stuff supposedly. His students tried to write them down but who told them these are just words, they matter not. Paraphrasing a bit lol but that was the message
  2. @outlandish 22mg and you weren’t knocked out? Weird. Both those trips lol cool though
  3. @zambize Yes. Numerous times. I’ve even “gained karma” by looking at pictures and videos of people for a while. People that were messed up. Sadhguru is the only teacher I have heard that talks about this phenomenon. He says gaining karma happens when you are in Deep and intense sadhana. Therefor you should isolate yourself. It was a pretty horrible. The reason such phenomenon happen are a due to a combination of factors eg extreme mystical states, extreme fears releasing and amplifying all that is negative in your experience, system opening up and allowing more and more information in, and one’s blockages conscious and subconscious.
  4. @Toby Jan was my teacher for a bit. Met the dude a couple times. Pretty sure your kundalini is awakenjng by his definition iirc. He did make a distinction between awakening kundalini & a complete kundalini awakenine/awakened kundalini though. Maybe that’s what your referring to? Where the snake goes up into the ventricles? That doesn’t happen to all have kundalini. Never happened to ramaji for example. All kundalini is different. In function and purpose, so that shouldn’t be a judge of anything. I experienced that myself a year + ago and haven’t had kundalini since, but again all kundalini is different. My advice to you would be surrender to the kundalini. Read up on and gather info that seems relevant to you, but realise no other persons kundalini can teach you anything about yours.
  5. Is it always active? Then awakening. Is it not? Then arousal.
  6. 10 5 meo trips or 10 trips altogether?
  7. Maybe dream of supplying something the public would demand or in a way they would. After making sure you have grown enough yourself. Just dreaming by itself doesn’t lead to anything. “I dream of world peace” ”how will you achieve it?” ”idk” doesnt work
  8. You are fine man. Just aim for growth, and maybe next time reflect on where you are coming from emotionally and otherwise when you do such things. If it’s not bad. Your fine.
  9. How many bad trips have you guys had on 5 meo? Curious
  10. Pretty sure our deepest fear is that there is something wrong with us, existence or both. We fear both, see both as wrong and unworthy.
  11. I has some mushrooms yesterday. Ate so much there wasn’t mush room for anything else in my stomach after that.
  12. @solr Absolutely. With excuses, justifications, a sense of superiority that will inevitably develop in our quest for liberation. Couple that with extreme mystical experiences, not having any sort of “stable” reality because your reality is crumbling + extreme fears and other emotional trauma being released (conscious and unconscious) & well. Let’s just say extremely unhealthy attitudes, behaviours and relationships. I for one alienated people, grossly devalued their “reality” at times and as a consequence became unable to see them, acknowledge them, and etc. I genuinely hurt many I wished to help due to the everything I mentioned. & as a result Alienated friends, family, and students I once had. Please don’t make the mistakes I made. Don’t seclude yourself in extreme states, mystical or emotional. Let your humanity and those you love ground you.
  13. @Rilles They are phenomenon of mind, but so is everything. “The physical reality” as well.
  14. An adult is not better than a child. In value, in anything. An adult would not look at a child and look down on them. An adult wouldn’t make a post about why children are less than him. Even if the children in question can be horrid in their behaviour. A sign of true progress and development, and “adulthood” is just that. If you can not love them and remain unjedgemental in emotion, maybe not thought regarding these co workers. You have much work to do. So instead of looking down on them. Pull yourself up to a level where you can no longer do so.
  15. The symmetrical thing only applies when 5 meo or a few other psychedelic energies are the cause. If it’s natural or kundalini induced. Being symmetrical has no affect and might be bad because the energy release might require asymmetrical movements. So forget about symmetry (unless you do a lot of 5 meo or if it’s psychedelic in nature) Do surrender though. Ive has both symmetrical 5 meo induced releases and kundalini releases. So trust me gl
  16. Activating your energetic system via an energetic awakening. There is no 101 on how to do this. But the presence and transmission of an enlightened teacher in a high non dual state helps. Meditation helps. Kundalini yoga can help. Let me know where you are located (Europe or the states) and I’ll recommend some teachers
  17. Entities are not a part of your shadow. Nor are they your inner demons.