phllip103

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  1. its 3 am now i can't even move at all. I want to go to bed
  2. its my desire like watching some useless broadcast or suffer like anger or sadness. But the point is i am too tired to dive into it and i fall back to my old self that didn't serve my life any good at all
  3. even if i know it it still got me thought. it so strong bro
  4. In daylight i can hold it and "flush toilet it" but in the evening its so hard cause i so tired i fall in zombie entertaint mod till late night
  5. the urge too strong i can't hold it. especially in evening when i death tired.
  6. Hmm people manipulating all the time ?
  7. I feel like a kid now
  8. dude only 1 hour meditation. diapers will effect my financial in long run
  9. I was a kid back then. But i am a kid now
  10. multiple time during the session. Mediation make me pee more than i normally do
  11. before this i got shaking problem but it go away. maybe it will be the same with peeing i guess ?
  12. No one have this problem ?
  13. Seriously i can't hold it thought. I have to meditate in the toilet now ?
  14. how do you sleep
  15. I was about to fall asleep but all a sudden i become conscious of the fact that i was sleeping
  16. lucky bastard
  17. i sit there and its just come up forever when it end ?
  18. what burger you're talking about
  19. no its a layer between you and your emotional + thoughts
  20. what burger you talking about
  21. its like keto in cancer treatment
  22. Mindfullness techinique
  23. I try to be still. can't breath try to breath. can be still my stomach was shivering
  24. i have to hold my breath to able to let go of present moment