kag101

Very interesting video!

He's really overrated IMO. His workshops look like an evangelical service...

I used to never cry. It wasn't good. Psychedelics have helped me with that. But... answering your question: • Getting emotional and letting one tear drop? Maybe once a week. • Crying my heart out? 3-5 times a year.

No! You're going through deep pain, and you're asking for help. My advice is for you to stop your meditation practice. It is clearly doing you harm. Some questions: • Have you ever been to a psychiatrist? • Are you searching for a new therapist? • Does your family know about your situation?

i like to share my experience with others. i used to be in a very dark place, and i've got out of it about 1 year. so i'm just giving my 2 cents to people who are struggling. nice topic, btw

Good luck with trying to do that lol

I think you should turn on the notifications.

How many experiences you've had with men?

don't underestimate how powerful the human brain is. your "little brain" has about one hundred billion neurons, and they're connected by trillions of connections.

how many times has this happened?

that's neurotic imo i see is the do nothing technique effective for you? when i try to do it, i simply get lost in monkey mind.

• i've been feeling like I'm on a spur of progress this last month • i'mma go back to college this year. my major will be in psychology. i hope the classes are not overly biologically-oriented. • the freaking microphone of my iphone has stopped working. ugh! i'll think about that tomorrow.

I recommend you do. That is an important topic.

Bingo!

You won't find it.

How does that usually go?

are you able to let yourself go when you're with a girl? or do you get tensed & rigid?

Don't ask. Just move on!

Does your practice feel natural? I think that practicing Metta can quickly become something "inauthentic", especially when I'm picturing someone I don't like...

That does sound like a hypomaniac episode. Because they might not turn out fine. Bipolar is a very serious illness. If you don't take any action (that is, going to a competent psychiatrist), then chances are, your mood swings are only going to get worse over time.

Have a great year!

How long have you been using psychedelics?

Omg, I hadn't got the notification for your reply U_U Why is marriage a top priority for you? That must've been tough... You had never fantasized sexually with a guy before that? I'm glad you realized that this is not healthy. Have a great 2021!!! =)