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Read very carefully. This is so simple and straightforward that it will probably fly over your head. The importance of it, however, cannot be stressed enough. YOU cannot ever be GOD. There is no space for YOU in GOD. If there is YOU, there is no GOD. If there is GOD, there is no YOU. If there is you, there is also I. There is them too. There is this and there is that. There is here and there is over there. Can you see how none of that can be GOD? Only GOD can be GOD. And is. GOD is not an identity. Not an entity. Not a place in time. Not an activity or an appearance. It is Pure Being. Pure Isness. Pure Consciousness. Nothing more or less. It cannot be pointed towards, because the finger that's doing the pointing is also it. There is nothing but it in existence. YOU cannot be it, because YOU are a defined, limited, finite construct. And GOD is undefined, limitless and infinite. YOU cannot be GOD because the finite cannot be the infinite. What you can do, is realize that the deeper you're willing to let go of yourself, of this YOU character... the more of GOD there will be.

The time has finally come people! You can now all give me your money! My new EP is now fully available on Bandcamp for only 7€ (or more)! Single for only 2€ (or more)! Go tell a friend and go nuts! https://ivankiss.bandcamp.com/album/naked-and-transparent

Apparently, I'm on a bus, heading towards Amsterdam.

Thanks! Ljubljana - > Milan - > Amsterdam Looking great btw! Glad you reached out. I'm not really active here, doing my journaling at some other place... But I'm sure we'll keep in touch. I'll check things out here every now and then. All the best to you!

@Applegarden8 Of course you can! Keep rocking brother!

Well that was wild. I think I had enough for a while.

Go out or make music in the lounge? Fine. I'll go out.

Hear temptation, take the sky for all to see Sheer elation, to write in history

I'm neither angel nor a demon spawn Though some will call me God Gravity is just a law I've wrought

She may or may not come to me at some point... But I'm pretty sure I'm not going back. There's nothing for me there anymore.

I could get someone to share my hotel room with in a blink of an eye, yes, but I am still way too in love with her.

Yes self no self it's all the same to me! The ace of spades! The ace of spades!

Don't worry. I'm not actually a douchebag, I'm just pretending to be one, for your amusement. Because I'm curious how many of you still believe in a self.

If I believed in duality I would say that Amsterdam is a very high vibe place, but it is clearly me who is high vibe.

Tell you what though... It's a trip to smoke a joint next to a police car.

Silently walking alone The power of being unknown Silently soothing my soul The hiding has taken its toll Silently walking alone

Might land a job in a coffee shop. Spoke to a super kind and chill dude. Got all the info I needed. Good day.

I don't believe in identity or borders. Unless I just moved to an unknown city to become a wannabe rockstar.

It takes 7 severely depressed solipsists to collectively hallucinate an alien squirrel into existence. That's common knowledge. But did you know that it would take at least twice as many to create such an epic piece of music as my new EP? Not to mention that it would take them at least three times as long.

If you think there is no one here, you're not wrong, just a nondual parrot.

Or you know... Meditation. Conscious breathing. That can also work.

In case one is unable to chill the fuck out due to an overly inflated nervous system, the correct way to go about it, is to run in circles for 37 minutes straight, then do a double backflip and yell KIA three times as loud as possible.

It is said that one must rest at least twice as hard as they entertain imaginary worst case scenarios.

Tonight I rest. Tomorrow I explore.

Of course I know no one here. That's how it's supposed to be done. That's how you truly turn the page.