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Yeah. It's time to go. Be back soon.

Not closing on the American chick either tonight. Why? Because I have two much bigger investments in the game, and they're both just around the corner. It would be a shame to mess that up. Also, started feeling a bit dirty entertaining this many girls these days. Even though I barely touched any of them.

Last minute hug and chitchat with the Slovenian receptionist before she went to bed. Took her number. The vibe iz crazy between us! Looking forward to seeing her very, very soon.

We really should at least cuddle. It's the perfect setting.

She's persistent. 3rd night in the row she's sitting right next to me. Tonight I finally made a move.

And now an American chick. OK.

Ohhh I get it now! I'm planting seeds! Is what I'm doing!

And just when I thought it couldn't get any better... Another Slavic brother entered the picture!

Why am I not closing on any of these girls?! Why am I being such a tease?! The fuck is going on?! I should be having shower sex every night and every morning!

Noooo waaaay! The super hot receptionist turned out to be Slovenian! Holy fuck! Those tits! And she's 20! Had a mind blowingly smooth and cool 20min conversation with her just now, on the couch, in the TV room. She was practically begging me to stay for another week. Fuck fuck fuck! What do I do?!

Lovely week at Dutchies. Definitely one of the best hostels in the city. Had a lot of fun, but also, a short little retreat. Made me jump back from this latest little incident, in record speed. I feel fully recovered. And better. However, I think it's time to move on now. Checking out tomorrow morning. 99% sure.

This girl is the most serious one out of the total 5 or 6 that I have interacted with during my stay here. She's also the one with the biggest tits and juiciest ass. Super nice vibes. Very calm and easy going. Italian. Her English is not that good, but she wants to improve. She is here to stay. At least 12 green flags so far.

'I need to talk to you'...she said. It was lovely. Finally exchanged numbers. This one's burning slow...

Steve was right. You really have no other choice (but to suffer) until you realize that you do have a choice. And you can only ever realize it now.

Haha I'm not inflated I'm empowered!

I am so kind and gentle it's obvious you don't fuck with me.

Be glad I don't walk around playing, tricking and manipulating the fuck out of everyone. Because I'd be rocking at it. Too bad I'm too conscious and heart centered. I am wired to be real.

It's true, yes. They want you more when you barely even notice them.

Too many girls were showing interest this week, and I did absolutely nothing about it.

There is not a single thing that I have to worry about now. But there is a nasty habit of having to worry about something, all the time. Shaking it all off, slowly but surely. All is fucking well.

Switching companies. Because why wouldn't I work less for more money. Should have done it 3 months ago already, but I did not have the balls, or the will.

Fuck. This. Weather. Btw.

Last night I was led to one of my all time favorite classical pieces: Requiem K. 626 by Mozart. It's just too beautiful played on a guitar. Makes me wanna jump out of my skin from all those feels. Just the perfect first piece to learn on this new journey. Not too difficult, not too easy. Should not take more than a few days to make it mine.

It's been at least 13 centuries since I have last attempted to learn another musician's song. I've been hyper focused on writing and playing my own shit exclusively, since I can remember. However, in the light of this very important transition from an electric to a classical guitar, I am now again willing to play the role of a student, for a very short little while. I feel quite inspired and excited, even, to learn a few classical pieces from well known giants such as Tarrega, Bach and Chopin. It already hurts my imaginary brain. And fingers.

What a wonderful day off.