Azrael

Oh sure you do, my friend. You wear the mask of "no mask". That's a phase (that I personally put on from time to time) but that will pass. Just go on, don't cling to it. Remember that when you say life is a game that it is still a concept. It's a pretty evolved one to be honest - that I use myself a lot to describe things, but it's still a concept. So don't cling to it, question it. Go deeper. Sit by yourself and peel off any belief you have about reality and just curiously watch. When something starts to make sense, let it go and watch again. The most amazing things follow...

For example with a lab report. Of course you can always be trapped and fooled, so maybe just get a testing kit and test for yourself.

If the seller of your MeO doesn't reveal its purity, he is probably not serious. I would not take chemicals from not serious folks. You are putting these in your head and you should go for the highest quality because of that.

No, it's not safe. It's stupid. Do the others first and learn how to handle such shifts in consciousness. And even then you won't be ready to do MeO. But what you are wanting to do is trying to fly with light speed through the universe which no one can tell you how to do, but you are refusing to take a regular flying session. Go the whole way. MeO can potentially harm you if you do it wrong or misinterpret it.

Sounds like the same thing. I've also read about a lot of people having natural "God"-moments and when they describe it, it always sounds completely like 5-MO-DMT. I'm starting to have these experiences also when I'm not on 5-MeO (I will write about that in the next post I guess) and it's basically your awareness going through the rooftop.

One word: HoloSync. I'm deeply in love with it.

Quote Azrael: "When you make a statement about the nature of reality that contains no paradox, you are still concerned with making one side of reality win over the other."

It's a pleasure to share this with you guys. Thanks for the appreciation. I'm living alone in Berlin. So I do it here in my apartment if I do it for spiritual exploration and integration work. In the summer I sometimes drop acid outside with friends to enjoy nature or be at a music festival and have fun. It's tremendously satisfying to do something like acid with good friends. You'll really grow together with these trips because they are so intimate and deep.

Yes, I think so indeed. Probably it will be unnecessary in a few more trips. Also the dosage I will have to take to reach infinity will probably go down. Because as more resistance gets released, it's easier to get there. Nope, I'm not telling you this. Read more closely.

Hey, I take 2 grams of the powder, mix it with a little bit of water and then just drink it. Then I wait 10-15 minutes and do the MeO. I elaborated in my second post a little bit on what it does. Basically it brings your attention in your body, makes a smile on your face and motivates you. So it brings up good feelings and makes it easier to surrender. For me, it does the trick. When I do MeO with Kola Nut I have a completely nice trip. No existential terror, just surrendering and pure bliss.

@Martin123 I meditate now for 1.5 years. You'll go through most of the strange things at some point in your practice.

You'll come across many very strange things in meditation, just go with it. Just to mention a few things that I came across so far: Intense hallucinations, seeing literally objects appearing and disappearing in front of my eyes, dream states, out of body states, Kundalini-like experiences, no-self/enlightenment experiences, being moved by something that is not in ones own control, hearing strange voices / bumming sounds, getting bored / sleepy ...

I see no reason why I should do it in a dark room. If you are infinite it doesn't matter anyways. Doing it in a pool just provokes that if you get unconscious you'll drown. So no, see that MeO is not like doing shrooms or something similar.

@cetus56 Sounds great

Look up Taoism and Zen. I'm following their way now for some time and it's been extraordinary. Maaan, beautifully worded. That's one of the most crazy realizations I had so far. To see it in the moment just blows everything away. Even when you come back to an egoic state.. one picture of this infinite state brings you to tears.

If you see infinity and get back to your normal ego state it's natural that your head will try to conceptualize it and make sense out of it. And every time you do this you create a new religion. That's I guess how every religion started. Someone saw the infinite and tried to get others to understand it, too. And then the whole chain started

Technically suicide will solve all of your humanely problems.

@Meta Morphoses Instead of taking two mirrors, take two lines of gold, sniff 'em into your nostrils and wait for about 15 minutes. Then you know that your mirror thing wasn't quite infinite.

Get your ass up. Don't use a gun to cure a headache. Weed will be a waste of time. Start with low dosages of shrooms.

Exactly, I felt like a needy bitch having to write about it. I actually had to wait for quite some time to be able to. But eventually I got it down and I think it helps.

Oh, I will definitely come back on this one. I will definitely visit the States in the next 5 years.

Yeah, be careful. Do the research. Before I tried MeO I did one year in which I experimented with all sorts of other psychedelics in varied dosages. Also, I'm meditating and integrating it a lot. I think very carefully how much, when and in what context I do these things. That's why it needed 3 posts and lots of trial and error until I adjusted it in such away that I now know how much I need to breakthrough and don't damage myself. I also investigated how the last dosages changed me. But what I can tell is that it basically cleans you up (at least in my case). It's just pure awareness that's pumped in your head. But that is the plan now for a few years. MeO just motivated me even harder to do it that way. I plan pretty strategically and long term. I started planning moving to Berlin when I was 11 years old.

Thanks, 20 years old. I started actualizing when I was 13. I don't know, I'm a little different in that respect then most people. I had my first online business with 14, did pickup from 15-19, read a lot about psychology, marketing, NLP, hypnosis all that stuff in that time span and then for the last 1.5 years I'm mainly focusing on enlightenment and my life purpose. I always loved that stuff.

One thing that surprised me is how much understanding I had for the ego. I wasn't mad at it at all that it holds me back or is afraid. It's the very nature of this construction to act in such a way. And also I've lost any doubt that I will not reach the highest levels of consciousness in this life. I have the means to do it and the will to go beyond. The way will reveal itself naturally. It's funny how much we learned not to trust ourselves and resist what is. That's all a far out game you play with yourself. Just drop it. I guess my ideal lifestyle will be that when I move to Vancouver, Canada - after finishing my studies - that I buy a house in the periphery, do some programming projects, meditate in hyperspace for most time and share my experiences in books so that more people get to know about it. Nothing else really makes sense. Of course you can still leave some of the normal life in place to keep you grounded and in contact with the other folks, but 98% of it is a far out game to punish yourself and fuck you up for no particular reason. And I found more interesting things to do with my time. It's by far the most exciting thing I can think of. Way more exciting then any earthly life purpose you could have. I mean your life purpose has its place in life and that's good and important, but being in hyperspace is killing the character and being infinite. Nothing earthly compares. *hi-five*, brother! I probably thanked you for this enough times personally but I cannot put in words how grateful I am to know about this stuff. I'm very thankful for that, Leo. Thanks for the information and guidance. You know I make good use of what you're saying. I do have discovered true religion. I found out what I wanted to find out in this life. If I die today, I die as a happy man and I die in peace and surrender. But this is just the beginning. I tell you man, 5 years from now we will sit down in meditation, close our eyes and go beyond any experience that we even had with 5-MeO. Just think about it. Think about 10 years from now, or 20. We'll have an exciting time to say the least. And nothing is required then yourself sitting down and being relaxed.

@all, I would just encourage you to really do some research, if you wanna get involved in it. This can be quite fun because you learn some new skills on how to live in the 21th century in which everything seems possible. Of course if you wanna restrict yourself and take normal routes of administration, you'll probably not find it very soon. 5-MeO-DMT is something very exotic and not well-distributed. If you read my posts on it I give a lot of very direct pointers in which direction to look. Be thankful for that information and act on it if you want. But of course you gotta do some good research. And don't contact me on this issue. I sometimes get several people asking me PER DAY on how to get 5-MeO. And I won't help you simply because you should really contemplate whether you are ready for this. And if you are, you will have the will to do the research and find it. And that in my opinion is needed, so that the newbies just don't get hold of it and fuck their brains out. If 5-MeO can be used to permanently enlighten you and change your body/mind it surely can fuck you up if you don't use it correctly. Be aware of this. This is not some acid or shrooms that'll give you some fun experience but this will permanently alter your awareness.