Inliytened1

We are gonna get Emerald back. Yay!

@Emerald don't you concur?

U don't need spirituality but health and wealth yes. U just need to have your shit together. But why need a young woman if 50? What's wrong with a 50 year old ? I can appreciate older woman now. Don't get me wrong. A young one is super nice. And i did land some twenty somethings in my 50s. But they were quick lays. I have money but not that kind. But why would you want it anyway. An older woman is way more valuable as they will be on your intellectual level at least more so.

Have you done self inquiry yet? What type of meditation are you doing? I don't understand this dark side unless you are talking about its surfacing some buried shit. But that's good. Push through it. You need the ego to fully dissolve So that shadow shit won't matter.

@Breakingthewall yeah. You can realize God ever deeper but that is the power of Love. That's what Love is. It is infinite. If you thought you were on your knees before think again. God will make you weep like you never did before.

Breaking the wall.

Getting much better with the English. Wow. You are ions ahead of where you were a year ago. Very nice What do you think about the whole psychedelic topic and degrees of Infinity and this distinction between enlightenment and God realization? Because if think it's bullshit. There is one awakening

Whats the odds of your celly being jewish!! Landed in jail and my cellmate was Jewish and a Leo like me. That's fucked. There is something mystical about that. They get kosher trays even in there. Unreal. Both my neighbor and him got kosher trays in fucking jail.

But when duality cuts through it becomes a series of chapters. Like scenes in a play. It's just scenes

There are no moments it is one.

Throw the book.

So what's the big deal about this guy anyway? Sounds like a womanizer

Who wants to recall the bad stuff. No one. But they know it's there. They can brush it under the rug which it appears he is saying we do when we grieve. But I don't think so.

Two minutes in and he's wrong. They do grieve the bad things too. You cannot wipe that from your mind. So they must embrace all of you.

Ok if you say so.

There's no healing. That is a scar that will always be with her

Yeah but isn't that just a way to make peace with yourself? There's no telling whether she would be at this same place without being raped. Its a survival mechanism. A defense mechanism Nothing wrong with that we all must do that. But see it clearly.

Yeah and that's out for a guy like him. 5000 . And you're concerned about his family sticking by him. I guess i can't judge hehe

I don't think gratitude is the right word. Forgiveness ok. And you're still pushing it.

Heh. Right. Can you alter the devil.

Yeah that's crazy dude. Liberator? I guess that shows the damage done. That she has to make peace with it like that.

I guess they call it programming. he's gonna have to do a lot of classes and programming in order to get out. He's gonna have to humble himself. But those programs are good. Anyone who takes advantage of a women vulnerable should be held accountable

He's a champ. Good dude. You see him on Joe Rogan? He did himself some DMT

Wow he did? Yeah that's a pretty big feat. I think his family sticking by him will be key to his survival. Remember Aaron Hernandez. Just a fall from grace and he killed himself. He couldn't handle the shame. But he was facing life too.

Well we know that Joseph.