Inliytened1

Did u retire?

No one believes it. Mind is. Is it not? For you to disagree there must be one to argue the fact. Do not act like there is no one logging into Actualized.org and no one curious about the threads there. Someone is. It may not be a you or an entity, but a presence must exist

I guess no one 😕 love you.

Yes there is no one home We get it. The constant repeating of it is hard to swallow. You're retired military so you should know when a topic gets old.

Excellent i will be here

Don't intimidate though because you have no idea who has the genetics for it. I feel it is more people than we give credit for but unfortunately they fell into existing culture

Awesome

You're not a brain dead retard you don't even exist it's just a Mind. Infinite and undetected. So how you perceive yourself- with a body as an entity - is an illusion. There is only mind.

If people just went through it properly it might dawn. It's not rocket science

You see you gave up as soon as we were getting deep. We were starting to inquire about the field. This your problem. You want to fast track it.

You hold a field of consciousness in your mind as you correct? You're an invisible field. Yes.

Got it. So you believe you are Consciousness. What do you hold consciousness as? What is it? I mean if that's what you are then you should be able to at least pinpoint it

Well let me ask you are you the field of existence or are you the body. We can explore both.

Ok. Good so you are the body. Yet if u cut off your arm does part of you leave? I mean if you are the body it would suggest that

I'm not asking you that. Its quite simple- but the ego mind likes to pile loads of crap on top. I just want you to think for a second and answer me. What are you? If its nothing that's fine but I don't believe you. You believe yourself to be some type of entity so I want you to hone in on that

No no. We are just doing self inquiry now. So focus. What do you believe you are today? What do you hold yourself as. If its an image in your mind that is fine too. Just answer it

That is such crap. All you need is sincere self inquiry.

Try self inquiry. That's what cracked the egg of enlightenment for me. What do you currently believe you are? At your core? What are you? Lets go from there i will walk you through it hell maybe ill awaken someone else along the way too

Fuck yeah!

Absolutely. We walk the tightrope. However God has us. So take heart in that. Whatever our path will be we will always walk it with God. And these days I am just grateful that I can get up in the morning and make my coffee. The little things. And I can gaze out the window at the animals and nature

Haha. I would have liked to see that one.

Ahh. Now it's complete. In all the years here it took a post with your name in it to bring you to the surface 😀

Precisely. Wow. It's so beautiful. That we are being, now. Together. Unified. My mind is one with yours. Let's run the hamster wheel together. I prefer to think of myself as a medicated hamster not a rat..though I've nothing against them. I had an ex-girlfriend who had a pet rat who used to like crawling up and down my arm. I was the only one medicated though.

As we have stated spirituality is not a joke. It will break your mind. Mysticism is no laughing matter. But you do come back and can then integrate. But this is why psychedelics are so dangerous. Meditation is equally so it's just that for most meditation doesn't do anything or bring about a mystical experience. If it did the results would be the same. Self and other collapses. That is to me insanity. There are other definitions. But I went insane on my final awakening when I realized I was completely imagining the universe as God. That i was you. That is not conceptual that becomes actual. How then if it is actual can I be you and me simultaneously, let alone everyone and everything else. That is a job reserved for the Godhead.

When we reflect on our life we realize the idiocy. But unfortunately survival necessities us lowering the playing field to the level of the players. Most would not see the wisdom in your words. But inside we should know who we are. And our level of Consciousness is our own. It is our own because in truth we are alone. We are the only mind that exists.