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Yes. They exist as potential outcomes. Before that they exist in a field of Inifnite possibilities.

Thats fucking weird man.

That's a nice place to be. Now you need some alien pussy

I don't want you looking over my shoulder like a little fucking insect - but yeah - I fucking knew how to do it heck I still do. Problem nowadays is all the fucking diseases. I wasn't scared in my younger years but I kinda am now. So use a rubber.

Yeah. Sitting back and laughing. It is so fucked up. I can tell you this - thank God Trump has checks and balances in place or that mofo would nuke Iran.

I need some cuddle puddles for sure. Won't deny it.

Maybe you are saying that nowadays women hit on men. Heck personally I don't care who is dominant. I want her to dominate me.

Think absolutely outside of the box. This means anything you are about to say, please say the opposite.

Oh yes it is. Girls want you to be yourself but you're too busy trying to be an alien. Get them in bed and show them space there.

No one is aiming anything but yeah. Its nice to be free of our insecurities. Whatever they may be. And we all have some.

Interesting. You and Jim seem to have a lack of mysticism in common. Just note-taking don't mind me

Im sorry i thought you were joking. I like it too. I mean I would have to warm up to it so it seems.

Uhh..k. do you have 3 tits. There is a lot i can tolerate but that..that is where I must draw the line.

So we ain't getting a name today. Damn I thought I was good with the women. I guess I have lost it. Anyways...that's cool. Did you have any sort of peak experience like mystical or did you just realize it one day. Please describe if you wish. Thank you for contributing to the Dave solipsism discussion

Wait..even Jim has a name..come on! 😀😃

Its possible but it ain't pretty.

Exactly. Nothing we can do about it though.

Yeah. We each have our own unique individual experience and that is what i have come to learn. I meant no disrespect.

That's ok with me. I'm Dave. We got Wilhelm and Joseph. And.....mellowmarsh..we need a name to the face! First names are fine.

OK but The devil is in the details 😉

That is silly because true awakening is ego death. It isn't there. It's not that no one controls it. Its completely gone. That's essentially what DPDR or enlightenment is. Shinzen Young calls DPDR enlightenment's evil twin. That you don't even know what it is to me is shocking since you claim enlightenment.

It means complete detachment from the body. The body is moving without a sense of self or a self.

Well for me it was complete and total DPDR. J realized that this disorder is essentially enlightenment but without the enlightenment. If you know what I mean. And then after a week or so I started fading back into the ego state. And I could start functioning again. Being me.

Lots of i's in that statement. I'm not disputing this - that you had an awakening or a realization that the self does not exist. And now it is permanently gone. What i was saying is that you are currently not depersonalized. There is still a sense of self there for you. You just said "I don't read a lot of posts" you wouldn't even be able to do that properly if suffering from depersonalization. And this is actually what occurs on awakening. So please explain your awakening to no self, what it was like and if you had any other awakenings. I would truly be interested in hearing the whole story.

The idea of measuring turds and basing our survival around how big a turd i can spit out seems disturbing. Maybe it's me.