Inliytened1

Fuck yeah!

Absolutely. We walk the tightrope. However God has us. So take heart in that. Whatever our path will be we will always walk it with God. And these days I am just grateful that I can get up in the morning and make my coffee. The little things. And I can gaze out the window at the animals and nature

Haha. I would have liked to see that one.

Ahh. Now it's complete. In all the years here it took a post with your name in it to bring you to the surface 😀

Precisely. Wow. It's so beautiful. That we are being, now. Together. Unified. My mind is one with yours. Let's run the hamster wheel together. I prefer to think of myself as a medicated hamster not a rat..though I've nothing against them. I had an ex-girlfriend who had a pet rat who used to like crawling up and down my arm. I was the only one medicated though.

As we have stated spirituality is not a joke. It will break your mind. Mysticism is no laughing matter. But you do come back and can then integrate. But this is why psychedelics are so dangerous. Meditation is equally so it's just that for most meditation doesn't do anything or bring about a mystical experience. If it did the results would be the same. Self and other collapses. That is to me insanity. There are other definitions. But I went insane on my final awakening when I realized I was completely imagining the universe as God. That i was you. That is not conceptual that becomes actual. How then if it is actual can I be you and me simultaneously, let alone everyone and everything else. That is a job reserved for the Godhead.

When we reflect on our life we realize the idiocy. But unfortunately survival necessities us lowering the playing field to the level of the players. Most would not see the wisdom in your words. But inside we should know who we are. And our level of Consciousness is our own. It is our own because in truth we are alone. We are the only mind that exists.

He wants to say he is in the latter group (using drugs to enhance and not escape) but notice who brought it up and who tried to convince himself of that.

You will go insane when you awake. Everything collapses.

Hah You can always say - I'm just gonna melt the floors. And thats it just to prove it. But then what is next? Making the sky disappear? Before you know it it is all unraveled and you are stuck picking up the pieces.

It doesn't work like that. You exist in certain states of Consciousness. This state is to keep this particular reality intact. If you could melt the floors it would undermine all of the rules put in place by you to make this place appear physically sound and real.

No one has it because you put yourself in a jail cell and threw out the key. It was the ONLY way. All other ways were too easy.

If your dream fell apart you would with it. Heres the question. Do you want the ability to start changing the structure of the dream, if you had that ability it would quickly become meaningless. Look when this is over you can look at the all mechanics you want. But right now you're a player that you placed in your own video game later we can talk about how you get out but you had to lock yourself in totaly otherwise it wouldn't feel real

Is it. Our sanity is dependent on this world and it's rules

Me too but don't worship what is within you now. All of the power and representation of God currently flows through you. I wonder why