Inliytened1

I know i can't smoke weed at all. It gives me immediate panic attacks almost all the time I try it so I don't mess with it at all now.

True you didn't say that but sometimes I need meds for it if it flares up real bad.

Pure OCD.. which is an anxiety based disorder its called the doubt disorder. The ego craves complete certainty. Only awakening was the cure. It has been mostly dormant of late.

Or gift.

Maybe but according to you I wouldn't qualify for a psychedelic retreat because of certain mental disorders. 😀

You cannot but there are certain realizations during awakening. I have had No Self,Infinity, Consciousness, emptinees/Nothingness, .Aloness/Oneness. That last one was the Absolute Solipsism one..there wasnt a realization I was God i just was God. All were best described as full body kundalini awakenings. All meditation. Never touched psychedelics..Very much like Ralston. But Leo's enlightenment videos triggered the awakenings for me. They were all filled wifh Divinity and what i can describe as Infinite bliss - too much for any finite form. All these descriptions fall short..But nothing that said it was love. But it was ineffable for sure. And it did have me in tears. If that ain't love I don't know what is.

Yet no one can describe it. Saying its merely the realization that there is no difference between anything is incomplete in my opinion and lacks nuance. There is no reason to use the word if that's your ontological definition.

You don't wanna take the feeling out either.

That doesn't sound very loving 😕

What i am asking you is Love better described as feeling, a warm feeling of connection and well.love! If that's not the case than what makes it different from raw oneness?

But that's what im asking you. What is the facet of Love to you vis the facet of Oneness. You have said in your videos that Absolute Love is the lack of all distinctions or the realization that there is no difference between anything. That to me is Infinity or oneness, that to me misses the specific facet of Love of which you speak. I want you to tell me the specific facet of Lpve that makes the word different.

Yes exactly.

Well yeah you unify relative things into One (or the Absolute). Take the word Consciousness. Awareness is relative to non,-awareness. Like Mind vs Material. But you can unify Consciousness and infinity as Infinity is everything and nothing. So what are we bringing together with love and Infinity? You can realize "omg its Infinity" or "omg its Love" but really what do these words mean to you? How do you interpret these words? In the end we find that no words can actually capture "IT" ..not even "IT".

In his mind if you needed to use the word Love it would indicate the word Infinity is not all encompassing enough. Which in that case it wouldn't be Infinity.