Inliytened1

Powerful. And I'm sorry that happened. That must have been crushing. But yes. The trick, though. Is the letting go of the self. For me it was a sudden realization that it wasn't real. Via self inquiry. I forgot to mention that and goshdarn that was actually the most paramount meditation technique I used. I realized that who I thought I was was a soul. And image in my mind. But these were thoughts. They cannot be real anywhere. They weren't me. And that's when Awakening dawned.

Guys the whole illusion that God is spinning is that anyone "has" Consciousness. No one has Consciousness. In reality AI is as conscious as your mother is. And as conscious as YOU. You don't possess it either. That's an illusion. As there isn't self or other. There is Being. Within the dream it is derived from the brain. Materialism and the dream go hand in hand. The dream says only biological creatures can possess consciousness. So it would take some kind of recreation of a biological structure but synthetic to derive consciousness. According to the dream. Could this potentially be feasible within the context of the dream? Well..why not? But again. Remember the context. What is Absolute and what is being dreamt up and which should you be concerned about.

Indeed 😀

Interesting. So you think just throwing numbers at it makes it less stressful. This is very interesting. Because this means you are afraid about getting intimate or deep with a girl. You would rather just have high volume and less in depth dialogue because it is less pressure and maybe you'll get lucky anyway. I get it. The only thing I can say is it will get easier to have quality engagements. Just keep pushing yourself outside of your comfort zone. It doesn't matter how many times you strike out.

Probably his longest too.

For me it was not expressable through words because of their finitude. This was Absolute Understanding. It was more like..omg I understand it all. About reality. All at once. It was like I just grasped everything. The distinctions such as a tree or things of that nature no..but more of things as a unity.

I think you speak of maturity more than intellect. Older women have become less picky or hung up on physical appearance and your level of coolness. They're more interested in your mind and who you are as a person. They can more easily see beyond the surface level stuff. Younger women rarely are this way but there are always exceptions. It is mostly because of experience. An older woman has already been through it all. That's also probably why they are more sexually outgoing. They have already established what they like. Again..always exceptions.

@cetus cool to know. How old were you at the time? I was 48. And been through a lot suffering by then. I think suffering is often an overlooked component.

@Manas a lot of it is genetics but if you go back and listen to rhe very first enlightenment videos while meditating something may happen.

Heh. Yeah. Oddly this seems to be the case. But I don't know about the guys who are asses being better lovers. It's kind of a natural talent that can be blessed to even the nicest of guys 😀 But yeah. It does seem like the nuttier chicks are the best in bed but not all the time. Sometimes its the calm, quiet, shy christian girl that becomes a wild animal in bed. And those are the very best.:)

All you have to do is experience omniscience once and you will realize that everything can be grasped directly without all the conceptual layers. Less is indeed more. Overthinking is the bane of the ego.

Two weeks. Do nothing meditation and concentration meditation.

It's not really the age. It is more personality. I've been with women of all ages and I've seen younger ones be more dominant and outgoing..taking initiative, and I've seen older ones who never do..you always have to make the first move. So I think it depends. I love me a wild one though. Problem is they are usually crazy too. It could be just that they are older so they feel like they are the more experienced compared to you. Seems like a nice dynamic 😀

When will the persecution end.

It's good that you realize this. Yet interestingly enough there are some good things you can pluck from religion. Some wisdom within the Bible. But you have to be able to separate the wheat from the chaff.