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I dont think it was the Truth that killed him i think he was never comfortable in his own skin.

Damn man I'm glad you are doing good now.

What's saddest to me is that he had some legit awakenings and then wanted to share this with others and awaken his family and friends, but was only shot down and met with rejection. That he was crazy. I think the rejection he felt as a child just never left him. But thats the reality about the deepest awakenings and enlightenmenton in general in today's world. You have to really keep it to yourself when it comes to the general public, family, and friends. But he did have some legitimate mental illnesss that was probably never treated correctly as well. Otherwise he would have been able to handle it and properly integrate. Sad all the way around because he was such an intelligent, thoughtful and emotionally sensitive guy.

Maybe its better to "not know" 🤔

@r0ckyreed a confident Dad bod beats a socially anxious Greek God every time. Classic.

The guy's channel i posted is pretty reputable in the bodybuilding community as well. And he found an official article from Thailand on the incident. So it seems legit at this point. Heck maybe Tupac is still alive as well..hanging with Elvis.

It made a pretty big bodybuilding news channel I like to listen to. Apparently he's not the first fitness influencer to die in Thailand......

I doubt it he was on the forum only a very short time. And Leo tried to help him.

Holy shit. That's really sad. I had thought he had gotten back on track.

You got it. One of the craziest realizations I have ever had is that Infinity doesn't require a mechanism. All mechanisms were created by it. That is a mindfuck. Magic makes no logical sense. But yes one cannot grasp Infinity one must become it. Or rather you have always been Infinite you just have been in a different state. Its all states of Consciousness. There are finite states and Infinite states

Is that you?

But thats what Infinity is. It makes everything possible.

This is silly because you would have to find a cause for the physical universe.

You wanna excuse it away to conditioning but this is how mental illness has been swept under the rug for so long. What he is describing is clearly mental illness. If you're suffering because the bed isn't made or there are drops of food on the ground then there is something wrong mentally. It shouldn't phase you.

Yeah I say when you wanna discover Absolute Love go Mexican.