Dumb Enlightened

If you were a scientist inside a dream could you explain something that is outside the dream ? You could understand very well things from the dream, but what about outside the dream ?

of course I could what's the misconception ? Because I can't seen to find this " I ", has anyone found it already ?

I like to sit and be quite, sometimes read and listening to horror stories (creepypasta) I like to drink once in a while

Is not reality that is a deception, the one who is trying to awake that is the deception, There's no external things preventing you from awaken, cause there's no one to awaken anyway

I found a great technique and it's very simple, go in to a room where you'll be comfortable and won't be disturbed, don't bring any electronics, sit there for at least one hour, doing nothing. Don't try to meditate, don't try to relax, don't do anything. All your repressed feelings, emotions and memories will come to the surface, when it happens don't try to suppress them, just feel fully whatever comes, do this everyday for one month

you rather live with or without suffering ? If you rather suffer forget about awakening and enjoy !!!!!

Totally works, it worked for me every single time, But there's better understandings about it nowadays, check the book ' Reality Transurfing'

I've been noticing now that every time that I stop doing stuff, like I just sit and do nothing I immediately start to feel a tingling sensation all over the body, specially on the head and I also start to feel hot like some kind of energy is going through the body. I had felt it before but only when I meditated a lot, now it's happening when I'm not meditating, It started last Saturday after I had another awakening experience, I had a few so far. Has someone experienced this, or know what is this ? I've been researching about but I don't know yet.

I haven't noticed it but I will try doing it

Can you care about what others think of you and not worry and suffer ?

Yeah I thought about it, I've read a few things about the energy body, but I don't have much knowledge about it and the mind wants to understand what's going on but indeed is the goal, to live everyday life like this, now it's happening even while the mind is focused in other activities, like writing this post, but sometimes gets stronger, the feeling, sometimes weaker, but it's always there.

Man, I think you shouldn't marry someone that you don't know very well, usually it takes years in a relationship to know the person, so it would be better to date her for a while before marrying

Understand that you don't feel bad because you have no friends, or solitude, etc... You feel bad because you believe these things to be bad. I am slowly losing touch with all my friends, but it's my choice, and I am feeling better and better each day, I still talk with them once in a while, but I rather be alone and silent, I have to talk to people every day because I am a teacher, but, I don't want connections with anyone. However, when I was a teenager I suffered very much, my situation was exactly like yours, I had very few friends, and didn't have a girlfriend (although I wanted very much), I had depression for years because of that, eventually I managed to make friends, became more sociable, got many girls, but deep down I was feeling worse. In the end I found out that I was suffering because I wanted to be like everybody else. I accept who I was, changed my beliefs about what's good and bad, and today I'm free. I can make friends if a want to, or I can stay home doing nothing, either way I'm alright. I suggest you to go really deep in your feelings and find out what beliefs you have about the world, and life. You probably believe that friends=happiness, so if you don't have friends you must suffer. Change this belief, later you can develop yourself and make some friends, but if you don't deal with this belief first, it won't matter.

So forget about it and go on with your life

I rather focus on the feeling of the ' I ' trying to find it

All the time, while doing any activity, even while replying this thread, Who's typing this ?

And eventually you'll be gone

Yeah it's him, I loved this video, one of the best explanation of self inquiry I've seen

YEAH !! Exactly

Crazy is a mind concept/thought, isn't it ?

Actually they are thoughts, or words , being is a word, nothing else, this word for someone that doesn't speak English means absolutely nothing, and truth is universal, that's why truth can't be spoken about

Because it does not contribute to enlightenment, you can be the best person out there, it won't get you one step closer to enlightenment, quite the opposite actually.

I'll give you a quote and I suggest you to read the whole book, you have a wrong idea about what is enlightenment "In terms of enlightenment it doesn't matter much if she meditates or not, or whether she eats meat or not, or whether she gives to charities or steals from them" SPIRITUAL ENLIGHTENMENT The Damnedest Thing - Jed McKenna