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Your "self" is simply habits repeated over time. Change the habits and you'll change yourself. Easier said then done tho.

This and lucid dreaming I think would be a great addition

The first image (and commentary) is rather profound

I prefer to be fully present when watching his videos. Any music (to me) will just be distracting to some degree

I realized as Leo did that everything is imaginary. Including LOA. LOA is a efficient formula by which you can direct your imagination to get what you want. This appeared to me as mostly a visual "play" if you will (during afterglow) . It's pretty hard to describe what I saw but I gleaned that insight from it.

I was watching a video the other day that said that the reason why monks go celibate, is because through (semon retention) allows for kundalini energy to move up the spine. Whereas if you (masturbate) you basically inhibit this flow from occurring, thereby limiting your potential to reach enlightenment.

Saw one of my friends post this a few weeks back :: https://www.getholistichealth.com/78498/cilantro-chlorella-mercury/?fbclid=IwAR0Jq0X2L2YjcOVG7T1ch6TOQPZ7LluMI-R4au0IpjKBXe1_89fmIspr3fc

Amiina is great. They do all the strings on my favorite album of all time. Takk, by Sigur Ros :: (playlist)

Haha fair enough ! With all the research I did on a LOT of scales, included the AWS that everyone loves here had a >0.005 discrepancy. This is why I said fuck it and just bought a laboratory scale, with no discrepancies. Also, I found that 1mg makes a big difference, and the only way to correctly weigh that is with a scale. So just got the absolute best one I could find. (And got a deal on it.. bonus !) I understand how not everyone will be able to afford a laboratory scale. It was just too good a deal (talked the guy down from the $250 he was offering for) to pass up. So I went for it. And I'm happy with that investment. I'll have it for all psychedelics moving forward. But again, since that's not a option for everyone , I can see how you suggest scoops. That also makes sense. Scales aside... @Leo Gura After your non duality breakthrough (imagination edition) has your opinion on the "law of attraction" changed? I found with this trip "I" was able to go "into" the godhead more, with more intention, using only "my" imagination. And in afterglow confirmed the power of the law of attraction. At least, that was "my" experience.

Further expanded list of nootropics from video WITH effects :: NGF = Nerve Growth Factor Also, while writing my notes, I shortened words. Like "impr" means "improved" / "cog" means "cognition" / "mem" means "memory" there also might be other spelling errors. But you should be able to understand it. Suggested to take a bannana with noots in the morning --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Modafinil - super wakeful , alert, aware , calm and hyper creative , fluidity of thought, Easier to do intellectual work, contemplate, meditate, self inquiry, consciousness work, great mood lions main mushrooms NGF - (up tp500) neuro genesis - mem, cog, foc , alert, brain fog, depre, anx - My own notes on Lions Mane. It should be noted you only get NGF with alchohol extracted Lions mane. Not all brands have that. Look for "dual extraction" L Theanine - NGF - 200-400 - relaxant, reduces blood pressure and heartrate, promotes alpha and theta brainwaves, increases focus and awareness, neuro protective function, boosts mood, improves cognition, also increases neural transmitters (gabba dopamine and serotonin) reduces stress, improves memory and improves sleep - personal notes - AMAZING for meditation. Puts it on steroid's. Also good for going to sleep (if you need to rewire your sleeping schedule, ect) Huperzine - A dreams NGF (50 - 200) - a boost in short term memory , impr cog & long term brain health, improves brain cell mitochondria, serves as a brain anti oxidant Alpha GPC- NGF - improve mem, mood, boost dopeamine, mental energy, cognative preformance PTEROSTILBENE 50mg - incr neur-genisis, nuro-plasticity, nuro protectent , impr cog, learning, mem, impr mood, boost dopeamine, reverses effects of ageing, reduces anxiety 5 - HTP - 200mg - improves anx, depre, reduce strss, (precursor to serotonin) SULBUTIAMINE - cycle on and off (200-400) attention span, focus, motivation, brain fog, mood, improves fatigue , red cronic fatigue, increase sociability Vinpocetene - 10mgs - blood flow to brain, cog, alert, concentration memory, mood, brain fog, mental fatigue, neuro protectant, neru plasticity & anti-inflammatory NALT - N-ACEtyl-tryosine - 300-500 - (cycle) - impr cog, mem, impr mental stress, boosts mood, neuro transmitters, good for ADHD phosphatidyl serine 300 - reduces beta (monkey mind) - impr brain health, promotes growth of neurons, impr cog preformance, improves memory, focus, reduces adhd, bacopa extract - 200-400 45% bacasides - "natural aderral" reduces adhd, impr cog performance, impr learning mem and focus, red anx N-A-C > 600 - (up to 3 times a day) - immune system, neuro protectant, relieving depression, impro brain health, impr cog proformance, repairs brain injury , reduces flu like symptoms P-Q-Q - 20 (up to a month to kick in) - promotes growth of new mitochondria (gives you energy) , NGF, neuro protectant, repairs damage caused by stroke, helps grow new neurons, improves mem & cog. Synergistic with coQ10 (available at cambrian drug mart) / phosphatidyl serine stack CoQ10 300-400 - provides energy for mitochondria, (better for older folks) - protects brain cells, boosts brain energy, red depr & fatigue increases mental clarity and anti ageing ,+ positive for cardiac system URIDINE 150-300 - boosts release of dopamine and impr mood, anti depressing effects (when paired with fish oil) boosts cog, neuro protectent , improves memory (good stack with Alpha GPC, Fish Oil and SULBUTIAMINE) Ginkgo - 120 (several weeks continued use before effects) - incr blood circulation in the brain, impr mem cog, learning & awareness , neuro protectent functions, boosts mood, red stress & helps repair brain cells fish or cril oil 500- 1000 Vitimin d3 3000 - 10 000 - (3, 6 , 12 months) recommended to get vit d test, AVOID adrafinal - no good for liver racetams - (any) feels dirty antidepressants - just nope stimulants and amphetamines - avoid caffine - addictive - high tolerance avoid weed - addictive

Different substances have different molecular weight/per volume . For example DPT will be a different weight than 5 MEO per volume. Freebase will have a different weight than HCL per same volume. But hey, if it works for you it works for you! I found scoops for like $50 on amazon (you Americans get everything cheaper lol) So just wanted to invest in a good quality scale, as I'll also be building my own nootropic stacks. Which will also have different weight per (nootropic) compared to MEO. I think it was a damn good investment. But again, if scoops work for you, that's great too.

Trip # 9 , smoked. 14 mgs freebase Insights: > What is. That was the first english words that came to mind after breaking through to non duality. Even in afterglow, I could close my eyes and connect to the source of it all. As everything is imagined. But holy smokes. Each trip DOES build on the last. Just when you think you've gone beyond infinity, you go farther. It is complete freedom. Complete bliss. Beforehand: Lots of fear at even the thought of plugging MEO. Decided I would smoke it again, and fear was still there. Decided to smoke it and face my fear anyways. Brushed my teeth. Showered. Wanted to "be clean" entering gods house. Also last week I bought a $620 laboratory scale on Kijiji (similar site to Craigslist up here in Canada) for $200. Quite the fine investment knowing my dose (and all future doses of whatever substance) is/will be accurate. Meditated before hand and contemplated love. It's day 113 of mediation. (The number 13 and 24 are significant to me) 13 = 6+7 (devil + god) and 24 is a cycle. So the "numbers" lined up. Even tho non of it matters, as per usual Right before the hoot (sandwiched in mullein leaves) contemplated love some more and repeated "whatever happens will happen, I surrender, show me what I need to see"

Sounds like you want someone to worship. Leo consistently warns AGAINST that. He also consistently tells you to verify everything for yourself. It sounds like you just want more silver spoons and silver platters. Just go out there and do the work already.

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@okulele @Enlightenment you can convert freebase to "acetate" to plug it This process is outlined by @Ellenier here:

Yeah that's fair. But only to a certain extent. Regarding the absolute, anytime I've been blasted into infinity with MEO I only know "I'm" back because I can "think" in English again lol Non duality cannot be described perfectly with language, because of its dualistic nature. It can only be "pointed too"

@mandyjw You most likely had a profound experience watching it because there was lots of talking and explaining. 5 - MEO in the state on non duality there is literally no words. (This is how you know you've broken through) @okulele Also, in regards to being the the presence of masters and obtaining enlightenment, this cannot be transmitted via video. I've read some cases of "sober people" getting "high" on LSD who were around people on LSD. But even that is rare. You have to be really energetically in tune to be able to do so. And the most important factor, is you have to physically BE THERE for osmosis to occur. Knowledge (information) can be transferred via video, but EXPERIENCE cannot be. It would be much easier to just do it and view/become the infinite for yourself.

No I smoke it in a regular glass pipe sandwiched with mullein leaves. Works perfectly fine to achieve breakthrough I agree with the blog idea. But really, don't need to see it if you have already achieved breakthrough yourself

Man 24 hours would be nuts. But as Martin Ball has proven, it's possible to achieve this as a permanent state. Haven't read "Being Human" yet, maybe he says how many trips he took before non duality was permanent for him Another thing to consider safety wise besides doses and mixing with 5 MEO is setting. I saw this vice doc where these dudes smoked 5 MEO and then rolled around in this creek bed. How fucking irresponsible. From what I've read, 2 reported deaths were with a MAOI. But two of the other reported deaths were people doing it in the bath. (Then presumably drowning) . There was another death, which I would assume was just a straight up overdose. So yeah... Setting is important too.

@Leo Gura Yes my smoking trips are only 2 or 3 minutes of mind fuckery. Then 45 mins of afterglow mindfuckery lol. Definitely want to get in on the plugging train ! By comparison.... smoking (2 or 3 mins) < 60 mins non duality ... That's pretty much 20-30 times the amount of time ! No way that that much immersion wouldn't be good. Just reached day 100 today with meditation today. Today and yesterday "broke through" to just pure white light. First time that's ever happened. Was trippy as hell. I can see how the consistency of it is what matters. Just like with 5 MEO... I can see how all of this starts to "crack the cosmic egg" with repeated practice and use over time.

Oh I completely agree ! It just seems that plugging takes more substance than smoking to achieve breakthrough. So I figure 17mgs would be a good place to start as the effects are probably equal or less than the 14mgs that I smoke. It doesn't make sense to me to plug less than I usually smoke, again cause from what I gather, it takes more (generally speaking) to achieve breakthrough with plugging. That, and... The syringe is already ready to go with 17 in it.

Some great testing you've done @Leo Gura ! I prepared a syringe with 17 mg's freebase , dissolved in 2 drops of 24% acetic vinegar. Was all ready to go, then got a negative email from a coaching client. So didn't want to take that negativity into the trip. Also, before I recall you suggested I try 20mg's plugging. Now it looks like you've scaled back your doses. I guess everyone gets more sensitive the more they do I guess. My current number is 8 (trips). With a lot more to go. I'll probably still do the 17 mgs plugged that was prepared , as I seem to hit breakthrough pretty consistently smoking 14 mgs. After that I'll test 20 mgs (plugged) if the 17 only achieves borderline.

@JustinS @Leo Gura Most certainly. Quickly realized this.

We should add acetate to the list to test of potency. (Freebase converted with 24, 25% acetic vinegar)

@john23 Buffo is definitely different in potency due to the fact that its not 100% pure 5 MEO in their venom. There is other stuff in there too. The stuff made in labs are usually 98% purity. So you would need a lot less, comparatively. It would also be interesting to try ALL the different types of administration. (Plugging / Smoking / Snorting , ect) and figure which one is more preferable for you. I've only smoked it. But I have the materials to plug it (Converting Freebase to acetate using 24% acetic vinegar) . So that will be one of the next routes that I try.