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Audio Podcast Ideas: What are the most fundamental things I wanna talk about? I must say, I want to talk about mudane things that everyone can relate to, regular things that happen to me and others will feel related. I have already an Intro sound for each Audio Podcast topic. Mainly, each podcast will be heard with the opening, and then I will talk openly as long as it takes. The creative process of the audio podcasts will be very natural, I will not plan them, I will just grab my phone, take same walks, and speak whatever it cames to my mind effortlessly, just going with the flow. This is also a useful exercise for my meditation practices, just being able to breath with the flow and to not make my thoughts interfere with the breathing process. It's all connected. What may seem a very cliché and shallow thing to make, might be exactly what I need right now for my life.

I'm feeling moving towards my most ideal self-expression creative method - Audio Podcasts, I can't wait to start spit fire. I've always wanted to make people laugh, to make my voice being noticed for what it says, rather than how I look. I feel such a relief in being this comfortable to make this happen, I don't fear judgment anymore, I'll just do it. At first, I will mainly create mini podcasts for instagram story's to see how it goes, I just feel a rush of adrenaline to just think about it!! I definitely want to create, I definitely want to make laugh, I definitely want to share. It's my pleasure to be sharing in my journal how this creative process will unfold and evolve from time to time. No more excuses.

Disintegration

I've been living waiting for something, waiting for something, it will never come. Accept this.

Beautiful movie. It's also about how we are locked-in to play the same ficitonal role on daily-basis, and being afraid of taking risks.

fluidity

hard to swallow pill: no matter how self-developed we are, we are always going to be rejected by someone else's self-bias and own belliefs. I've been living in so much fear. I admit that, I've been losing a lot because of my fears, but my fears also give me the right guidance to choose what is the best for me, I'm not complaining either. But with so much shit outside of this world, we are better most of times in our own bubbles. I've never intended to prove anything to anyone, I just want to be genuine and authentic without being affected by external negative influences, I want to choose and to live within my own psycochosm.

in a sense, is the ego trying to control the plot that was originally assigned by the universe? but what if the ego has better options than something so tragic as an accident, so what's the point of surrender for the true will @Leo Gura

- "We are like the dreamer who dreams, and then lives inside the dream." - "But who is the dreamer?"

@Preety_India We are made to believe. "It’s december 13 and today we are celebrating Lucia in Sweden." Illustration by Helge Artelius, Swedish, 1895-1989.

Friday the 13th I made some promisses, I want to keep them.

It could be also "What is Reality"

A 10 Day retreat Vipassana can help you with this. 10 days just thiking by yourself without anyone to contradict you, you'll notice that your mind will make explanations for everything without any support of others.

@Deanna if you feel misunderstood talk with him about that. expose your own insecuritys that might surpass your communication conflicts with him. but also don't judge his own beliefs about the "stuff" you know, remember that this is all intelect after all, true spirituality is beyond concepts and meanings. if you say reality is "ABC" and he says "DEF" you are both right

@wesyasz do you worry about not finding someone like her again? One of the things that make it harder, at least for me in this kind of scenarios, is the belief that "no other women will get my shit just like this one did".

I know some women who would have said Yes without judgement. But maybe the kind of friendship was not that intimate, maybe just at superficial level. Is not just the question itself, is also the context, something out of context and personal like sex is a danger move.

a relationship is based on mutual respect, common sense right? also make sure to not take "spirituality" as merely entertainment and "stuff to talk about", we can get too self absorbed with so much intelect and think that the other's are wrong and we know better. I say this because I used to push spiritual and esoteric talk with people that simply don't care, and that's ok for me, I don't care if others don't care. at the end of the spectrum this is all about your own mental health, strive for that

nothing loves everything, only nothing can love everything, something only loves something

balance is key

because he wants followers, not independent intelectuals

@modmyth Also beautiful poems.

what I want is not what I need what I want is not what I need what I want is not what I need what I want is not what I need what I want is not what I need