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hail discordia

respect wamen

This 4 entire albums are dedicated to G o d Swans - We Are Him Swans - White Light From The Mouth Of Infinity Cocteau Twins - Four Calendar Cafe Iasos - (everything from him is about god anyway)

weekly webcam is also nice

maybe because it is dual af

from now on this thread is only about Kanye

the same way we go for a lunch or a water drink, a more organic approach, expecting no results

are you serious

I'll turn 26 this august, and I remember very well the first time it came for good, when I was 20 years old, and since that very moment it has been with me. I prefer call it Tension rather than pain, and even though is not always the same amount of tension, I always have it. It's on the left side of my head, and I can notice that the tension also reaches the left side of my face and in some ocasions my mouth can move involuntarily for the left. In a sense, feels like I've been in some sort of sleep, like I'm still sleeping and I've never been awoke like I was before this tension. Also, I could feel more emotions before... so it's sort of numbness that comes along with it, my emotions gained less quality. It came in a very particular moment (nothing to serious tbh), but that moment triggered something in me that without my control I've turned on some flight-or-fight reaction in my nervous system and the tension never left ever since. And before that I had already anxiety issues and OCD, so I can imagine how everything is co-related and chained. This tension is also the reason why I've gain interest in meditation, magick, and general consciousness work, somehow I had the intuition that this could be the answer. I've came across with Alejandro Jodorowsky psychomagic method to cure diseases, he stated that preety much all disease is created by the mind/ego in some fashion. I also remember Leo stating that the difference between feeling and thought are none (or the same). So if the mind awakes, the disease can be healed, I suppose. I've also had brain scan, and they found nothing, they told me to have some heavy medicine for serotonin stimulation but I refused... I am currently doing meditation practices and breathing exercises, and I can notice that it calms down the tension, but never to the point that it will make it stop... So I wonder, have you already healed yourself in some alternative way?

It's called Psychogenealogy, it's also a great shadow work tool

just fap once a week

all the strategies is just another way to ruin a relationship, the more you try to control it, the worse it gets. just sit back and enjoy, be free, let the others be free

it also connects you

this logic can be an amazing tool for self inquiry

this reminds of a snoop dog song

as a beginner is taking me around 45 minutes, but this is also because I need time to prepare to handle focus

maybe thats why i have ocd... let's say, if I can assure myself that I "understand" myself (and my ocd can play a huge role on that) then I dont care if others dont "understand", i feel safe so yes, i think its totally related, 1 are the same thing. actually i never thought too much about this, its really worth it to contemplate. we could also add the fear of not being loved on the list, everything is all wired in the end

I can see how this must relate with yantras...

This has been crossing my mind lately, is this an accurate representation of pure consciousness ? between 0h35 and 3h20 also amazing that something like this came out in1968...

@Leo Gura during sleep the sense of "I" is not present, and we are nothing during sleep, so It's like being aware of that state? so the only diference between a lamp and a human, is that the human thinks that exists and that it was born, and the lamp doesnt care at all, doesnt even know how it was built because it doesnt have a mind to build a story like humans do?

What if you could understand better the other ego's because you are on the path of studying the functions of your own ego, that would make you better in dealing with other people, and that doesn't mean your are being selfish or egocentric, just means you are becoming more conscious

for me, the 3rd chakrs is like, the less i care, the more he will open im also a beginner, i think that what has been more important is to find the right balance between asasa, breathing and ego surrender. before every seat, I practice 8 minutes normal breathing, and then more 8 on darth vader, and more 8 with vischnu mudra with eyes opened, so I dedicate around 25 minutes breathing, along with some stretches and basic yoga poses just to make the body less tense. and only after all that ill be ready to just sit. try to focus your attention in the ajna, the same way you would do for the left or right feet, you will end up feeling something . and i guess that as long your back is straight and you dont fall asleep should be ok try to make it simple

I already had the same thought, mostly comparing myself with others and thinking "they seem to have more fun than me, and I'm losing my time doing nothing " but then I go deeper and realize that this work doesn't need to be in conflict with whatever we might think, it's a tool to live by, not like we need cease to take care of ourselves or being nice to our family or dating. And for me is also like, "Am I become just a boring person" but that's just another dualistic thought puting me on a bad spot. Ajust your "down to earth goals" with consciousness work, instead of thinking that everything is pointless and in the end what really mattters is to be one with god, because we still need to eat and sleep at the end of day...

karma to waste

@Leo Gura I guess I am just to intellectual to let myself go on my current stage. Even when I smoke a simple hash sold by some teen kids, my intellect just goes on fire and cool insights arise, even though I'm practicing meditation, seems like the experience is always coming for the intellect sake and nothing else.