White Monk

Amen and hallelujah brother

@Fede83 the details are unimportant the feeling is what is most important, like last months big “dreams or desires” were somewhat the same as this months but it all started with the feeling. More and more my desires have been more and more about becoming Absolutely Balanced, and what that looks like to be in perfect tandem is the feeling I get when I look at the Buddha, his eyes and physical expression is absolutely blissed, intense, and balanced. Once the desire is juicy for you, the rest of the work will begin to commence. You see you can really feel it. Know your inner intelligence perfectly guides you into situation after situation, new circumstance after new circumstance, to lift you to this new place. It might not look like what you WANT, at first and this part is very important to take note of. Many times it won’t be immediately what you want, it will be what you need in order for you to get out of your own way and realize your perfection. It’s almost like the universe begins to immediately heal any part of you that is not on board with this vision and initially that may be painful. Another important aspect of all of this which I don’t know if it was mentioned yet is that it is all about the process, the process, the process, the process. I sometimes get very result oriented, “it’s not here now “ wtf, but more and more lately I see the love of the process, I see the glory of the process, I see that any moment spent non enjoying and resisting life is a gem that I haven’t had the fortune of truly seeing. Dont miss a thing And don’t over complicate it, trust in your feelings and you will naturally see that old habits fall away, because they no longer suit you, and that you are shedding layers of the old “you” so fast, you forgot you ever had those limitations. Your intention, your questioning, and this answer were all your love. Don’t miss it ??❤️

Hello everybody, I am here to indeed tell you that the dream board is legit as fuck. Straight up. Works like a charm. But one thing that someone might want to be aware of when asking, is the amount of internal momentum that they have from receiving fully like @Nahm said. I can tell you from first hand that indeed there is alot of purification, deep, deep,(gut wrenching feels like your getting hit with a crowbar type) purification from fundamental lack of self love and self worth. Although one need not even worry about what you are getting, knowing what you want is important, but if you want other than an extremely joyful, intention, righteous, powerful life your just a bit silly your desires will be readjusted to tuning yourself up first, then the rest is easy peasy lemon fricken sqeezy. I just figured I'd share a quick review, something light , maybe get some people to laugh at the insanity of all this in the first place or just you know providing a good review so you can buy into this very simple, but unknowingly powerful. I swear there's been stuff on my board that I have forgotten about then maybe months later when I have completely let it go or forgotten about it, it very simply manifested. It has also given me a source of creativity which is similar to a bottomless well that keeps on purging out new ideas with utmost confidence, love and intentionality. The energy that pours through my creations and flows towards me leaves me beyond grateful, and dumbfounded at how little I actually have to do to create my self, and my life Love you very much Love you, love you, love you, love you, love you one more sprinkle for you Love you

@AleksM still looking for accountability partner?

@mandyjw SHE is the most underrated went to a seminar, if you'd like to absorb alot of teaching perfectly suited to you hit up a seminar You'd certainly enjoy it a lot.

@Chumbimba Hey so there are some in Italy as well as in England. Enlightenment intensives are by far very amazing retreats and most definitely are superior to vipassana and pretty much every solo retreat I have ever done. They are most effective if your willing to be Truly authentic, and you want the truth which you do because you are inquiring into it. I have done a 2-week enlightenment intensive in BATH, England and had a massive amount of growth and huge increase in authenticity, emotional stability, and clarity as well as direct experiences and a huge increase in intuition. The ones in Italy are supposed to be really good I think those teachers actually studied and practiced with Lawrence Noyes before he went into Mahasamadhi and discontinued physicality. Also one huge thing I forgot to mention is a huge increase in having deeper and more compassionate interactions with people. Just do it. This is your confirmation. I don't discredit Vipassana's but many people who have done both 3 day enlightenment intensive and 10 day Vipassanas pretty much all agree that Enlightenment intensives are a much more productive endeavor. https://www.enlightenment-intensive.net/en/enlightenmentintensives.php

@VisionaryThere's just very deep truths in it, yes it does do this but think of it maybe more like a pointing toward your SELF. I can totally relate to this though, but as you hear other books, one for me recently has been the TAO TE CHING, it's premium wisdom, lol premium. Packaged the right way premium. Good wisdom is nourishing and so natural it feels delightful. BTW I would totally recommend the books Friendship with God, and Communion with God. They are even better if thats possible

So the other day was the first day I have actually experienced death as a concept and was able to surrender quite gracefully. I began a meditation after my morning Isha Kriya Yoga, and it was in the same category as do nothing meditation. As I let go into deeper and deeper states, a state which everything was just outlined in an absolute beauty began to arise and sensations of erotic and almost feminine kind of love began to flow through my whole being. In this state I could both see and feel the divinity and beauty of EVERYTHING in a very very tangible way. The state was a lot like the imagery and highlights of divinity in this picture below of Krishna everything just had a serene beauty which I was never aware of before, and I could feel it down to a molecular level. After that I could feel this veil of death approaching me like never before and I knew that whatever was happening was going to happen regardless so I really had no choice but to surrender and it was like and inner "okay I am alright with dieing" and being COMPLETELY okay with it. After that the illusion of boundaries was shattered and I entered some state of energetic beauty and all the boundaries I had imagined began dissolving very very rapidly, the same speed dust gets blown away by a passing car. Following this there was an even deeper state that was infinite, and it was by far the most INTENSE state of consciousness that I have ever experienced before and it was a lot on my body . The final state of energetic intensity was quite literally mind blowing and it tore my mind and energies apart. Since then for the past few days has been a pretty random grieving process and quite a reset to my mind. There are parts of my mind and energy that are definitely changed for good after that experience. These Isha yoga practices are quite intense and no joke, follow YOUR OWN guidance system

@Nahm Just reaching out to inform you that YOU have officially won conscious parent of year award. You will be receiving a reward via mail in 3-5 business days

Beaut Ti Ful -New english Mantra

@Salvijus Yes, and no not really at all

@Chi_ don't zoom in so much on removing psychological baggage aspect of it, it will happen when it happens just be open and willing to discover new aspects of yourself. As far as being more ground and being able to confront dark repressed and painful aspects of wounded spirit, just learn to relax more, relax and let go. You've go quite the spirit though

@Chi_ a good way to start to release psychological baggage that is very heavy and I have realeased some very heavy ancient baggage is to just be a lot more open to reality exactly as it is, and see everything as myself. When I’m in a really open state I can release psychological trauma, beliefs, and negative habits without any story telling and this is a vital aspect being able to let something go fully from the body and memory

@Leo Gura it’s very different from the Kriya book that you’ve posted to be completely honest, the approach is more based on the pranic system, and uses some kriya a that I have never heard of before attending these programs. To get more specific without telling you what the kriya is (Shakti Chalani) no it does not really focus on spinal breathing but the bodies different Prana Vayus which all have different properties in this physical manifestation. How I’ve come to see it is like this, for me the chakra systems is an energy approach that seems to use points where the Prana system is the same idea however it’s localizet to general areas. For example the throat chakra one in many systems is a put in the bottom of the throat, however in the pranic system it’s all of the neck which in my understanding of energy is honestly more suitable and real. also I’ve been meaning to upload many, many reviews of all of the modalities you’ve uploaded that I’ve tried such as enlightenment intensives, holotropic breathing, ayahuasca, kambo, LSD, mushrooms, and some others that don’t come to mind right now. However my time has been even more limited than ever lately so hopefully I get a bit of free time to do that this week as I’m sure people could use some background and inspiration. this Shakti Chalani has been magical it’s no cure all but a wonderful tool in the toolbox which I love using

@capriciousduck I don't know how schizophrenic you are, but maybe also try something like Kriya Yoga, also what do you consider Schizophrenic? Kriya Yoga works good at gradually increasing your level of baseline consciousness and in doing so helps to still the mind, body, and bring the emotional system to gradually be purified rather than the very masculine process of holotropic breathwork. Also seems like it might be a good thing to just figure out what your goals are, then the answers would present themselves to you rather than you even having to ask. Write down what you want it helps a lot, and be real about it

@hikmatshiraliyev I think it may be more helpful to become more process oriented about things like this, especially spirituality, psychedelics, meditation. It peaked your interest so just give it a try and be willing to allow yourself to let go into the process. If it didn't work then I doubt that would be such a popular process for self improvement and removing/embracing emotional baggage. IT'S INTENSE, IT WORKS.

@cle103 Breathing properly seems to happen best when you let go of the process of breathing and allow yourself to breath as you will. Also, in regards to breathing practices (shamanic/holotropic) these really help to assist you in finding and removing blockages to your natural breath wave. I think for some people mouth closed is great but for many people I would maybe suggest making sure your jaw and throat regions stay very relaxed and surrendered in the process. I would recommend trying some shamanic breathing, for 40 minutes a couple times in the month or week. Just be in a place where you can really surrender to the process which I am sure you already know. Last thing I just started doing Sadghuru's inner engineering and it includes pranayama which I have found extremely helpful, not only for aligning my chakras, but also charging them and aligning the two halves of my body(masculine and feminine). It's a great tool for me.

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Hello, I can supremely relate to this, I struggled with this exact issue for a long, long, long, long time. Good news is, it comes and it goes like other probems you have faced AND OVERCOME! One very cool thing I've realized is that in order to work through these contracted states you have to be brave and open to looking and these parts of your experience that seem unbearable. Trust me brother, trust me I know exactly what that contraction feels like, impending doom to put it simply lol. It makes the most normal days seem like absolute garbage. The resistance to the feeling seems to only feed into deeper contraction and make the problem worse. Two things which helped me a lot were becoming curious and absolutely open to whatever that contraction might be, and absolutely loving it it. Anything absolute seems to dissolve boundaries, therefore dissolving your current set of problems you face as well. Another thing is focus get your concentration at peak performance 20 minutes of just non-stop focus on one thing, have it be something you actually want to focus on. Personally for me I like Sadghuru's I am not the body, I am not the mind because there is something a whole lot more mystical that happens when he says those statements, and my mind and heart are both on board Last thing most people 50-80% of people have a lot held back emotionally as far as anger, fear, excitement, love, joy, laughter, power, shit even love. A LOT of that gets stored in the throat area, I would say a large majority of people are a bottle waiting to explode with emotion. When you meditate, I am not sure what you do, nor am I concerned BUT, relax your expressive mechanisms, neck and throat and let go, let your body do exactly what it needs to do. AND LOVE IT. An open throat and loose jaw from my experience provides a gateway for all that isn't our true selves to be let go of and released. In a process like this, it is only about feeling and letting go, keep your neck and jaw lucy goosey though.

Wow. Thank you

So I got ahold of some 5-Meo freebase and was wondering if anyone on here knows how to convert the freebase to the salt in a simple way. There was an earlier post on the Megathread however it was kind of complicated and there was no confirmation that it worked at all, so I am a little bit hesitant of using that recipe.

Truth be told. I needed to hear that because it's very, very true in my case. My understanding/foundation is much too fragile.