Extreme Z7

I worked on a Chiptune track for this week's episode.

I'm not as advanced as I seem, though. Still haven't taken psychedelics. My meditation practice ain't that deep yet. And I haven't even begun to read lots of books because I'm still saving up money for it. I'm still an actualization amateur.

Meh, been there done that. Multiple times. . . . hehehe. . . there's still a lot more for you to discover about life, yourself, and reality.

Here's a recent one: To be quite frank, it astounds me just how little Ricky Gervais has changed / grown for the past several years. He's basically been the same arrogant vocal materialist almost his entire life and career. I've consumed a lot of media involving him especially his podcasts and his closed-minded attitude, as opposed to his beliefs, sort of rubs me the wrong way.

Yes, I believe it's called 'Loco Roco'

Hang in there. . .

I agree. But perhaps that doesn't apply to everyone. I'm only 21 and I'm fairly confident that I'm mature enough to handle some coaching.

For this week's episode, I made my first Electro House Track This the last episode for my 2018 Halloween Special.

Amen

He's triggered by the video because as an unconscious deluded ego, he wants to control his life to a high degree. Leo's video is basically trying to sabotage this. Ego doesn't want to let go of control. That's what the kind of Happiness that Leo is talking about is about. It's basically Detachment (i.e. Letting go of control). If you can let go of control when you're depressed and just feel that depression exactly as it is, no control and no judgements. The feeling of depression will just flow through you and you can, if your level of spiritual purification is deep enough, feel a deep sense of joy in the experience of depression.

That claim goes nicely with my own post.

@Leo Gura I think I recognize that guy. I might have gotten to an argument with him a couple years back on an old Actualized .org video. It ended when he made a super long response that I simply didn't bother to read. I remember it actually started along the lines of "I've been wanting to make this response but I've been busy but here it is now." And I just didn't bother to read further than that nor did I respond. Because why read stuff by an idiot who spends most of his time thinking about how he's going to respond to a dumb YouTube argument. Like, "Jesus Christ, dude. Don't you have better things to think about?"

Thou art mortal

@Leo Gura But isn't Stephen Colbert mostly Stage Green? Why does he ridicule Goop then?

I noticed a common theme among some tribes is that they tend to have a deeper spiritual connection to reality than people in most developed countries. I just can't help but wonder why that would be the case since they, by definition, have much more limitations than people who live in more sophisticated environments. I understand why it would be difficult to pursue spirituality in a busy urban setting, but I'm curious as to what exactly are the things that put these tribes at an advantage. Of course, I'm not 100% clueless, I do have some ideas as to why this is the case. - Perhaps they have easier access to psychedelics in their area - Maybe their simpler lifestyle means they have less distractions - Perhaps their difficult, raw survival, way of living gives them more opportunity to mature as people. But I'm also interested in reading what other people think is the reason for this.

I'm glad you never actually became a science fiction writer like you once said you wanted to be.

@Nahm LOL

Oh yeah, of course! "Living with nature", I forgot about that one.

Aside from Lynda.come, ya' got: - Skillshare - Udemy - Coursera - Google - YouTube - More. . .

If I were you, I'd just keep going. . . how long have you been feeling this way exactly?

It's fine. It's cool.

I think that's pretty cool, actually. Hopefully worth the wait.

Sweet.

I don't post very often, let alone start topics asking for help. So when I do make one, you know I'm feeling very down about something. So just a quick background, I'm a 21-year old guy from the Philippines. I've been unemployed for a year. I've never had a job in my life. And I have received 5 different rejections after interview processes and some of my initial applications have just been outright ignored by multiple other companies. Too vague? alright. . . a little more specifics. I am a fresh grad with a Bachelor's Degree in Computer Science. I am looking for either a Game Development position or just a regular Software Developer position would be nice. My main passions are Developing Games and Composing Electronic Music. And even without work, I work on personal projects by myself as a solo creator. I would consider Music to be my main life purpose. But right now, I'm don't feel that I'm that skilled at it yet. So I'm hoping to get a job as a Programmer in the short term because I feel it would be easier since I already have a degree in Computer Science and I have had a lot of practice with programming. I do have ideas in my mind why I've had these rejections in the past and what I need to improve. My resume originally sucked, it doesn't suck as bad now but I'm still working to improve how it's presented. I keep applying at companies I don't feel very passionate about but I can't help it because I feel very desperate to get employed. I find it hard to tell what exactly the company really wants so I keep fucking up the HR interviews despite passing the technical exams. Right now, I'm still living with my parents. They support me very well but not enough to allow me to able to construct the life I really want. I think that's what getting the salary for me is mostly about, being able to live independently from my parents because I've lived with them for 20+ years and I'm tired of their dysfunctional lifestyle. In summary: I need a hug