Amilcar

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Humans are animals trying to live and preserve our species, animals do the same thing, but recently humans release that we need nature to preserve our species.

He has more experience than most of us, he is a good guidance, but you have to figure out by your own experience if that quotes apply in your life. Leo is a person too, he could be wrong or could be right, we don't know anything certainly. But you could expand your horizons by just wanted to experience this facts before you believe in them.

Hi everyone! I have been working in self actualization, enlightenment, awareness and meditation for a half a year. I used to live by my own for 5 years where I got a lot of skills and improvement in the field, but now I am living with my parents again. I lost my privacy because I have to share a room with my sister (now I realize the big importance of privacy and the benefits of it). My family has problems in codependency, pre judgments, judgments and negative energy (is very contagious). My family are the most influential people in my life, I realized that they are the people whose I learn the most skills, my personality, energy, etc. in my life. I wanted to change that, I thought that I was prepared to get back and deal with them and continue with my jorney in self development, but no, I am troubling with the same emotions, sensations and problems that I had before I lived by my self. I am trying to stay focus and aware in every moment but with the problems that I am dealing right now , my mind just only wants to get distracted and get a quick compensation that makes me forget about the problems that I am dealing with. I just want to get a quick release like food, sex, money ,etc. . I am loosing confice, autostim , social skills , my focus on my life porpouse , etc. I think that my Maslow pyramid or my chakras are getting distortions, that influence all aspects in my life. I think that I can't continue with my self development. I heard in some Leo's videos about the lowerself and the higherself, but I don't know to much about that field. Do you have any recommendations about books to read?. Or any books that you suggest me to read? I really want to continue with my jorney . Thank you so much.

Hello, my name is Amilcar, I live in Washington DC area, looking for to increase my personal development related with awareness, consciousness and enlightenment. I think that I get a point where I need some guidance to certain technics and specific knowledge that could help me in this jorney. I began reading some books from Ouspesky, who narrates meetings with G.I. Gurdjieff. I discovered some centers around the world that apply his technics and methods. I tried to find centers that fit with my intrest but they are related to some specific religions. I am not looking for enlightment, awareness or consciousness through religion or scientific studies. I am curious about reality but I am a little afraid of it and I don't want to get confuse in this jorney. I want to hear of your experience about this "schools" around the world and the mean porpouse of them. I am thinking of joining in this school, but I am not sure which is the good one, if it is what I am looking for and the thing that I have to face when I get there. Thank you

Washington, D.C. But originally from La Paz, Bolivia

Every judgment that we make is related to a movement of energy inside us. We need to spend energy with a judgment to release it, so it means that we make a judgment because we don't let the "thing" be as it is, we have to put a layer or a judgment that it has to fix it into our ego. To me, I realized that to stop making a judgment is not feeling any energy inside, is like, you feel exactly the same before or after seeing, hearing, touching, tasting and smelling, it could be some movements of energy inside, but that energy expands all over your body, not needing to do a judgment to release it. It Depends on the action or situation, the problem with judging is that we are trying to control everything so we are expending enormous amounts of energy that it doesn't release in the moment, it increases the amount of energy as the time passes and it is more difficult to release that energy as the time goes.