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If I've answered: Cube No No Transcendent No No No Which one of us is closer to truth?

@oMarcos Please, feel welcome!❤️ @Truth Addict What is being? Being is here and now. Being is the only "common" ground for everything. Being is you, me, this phone, these pixels you are looking at, everything and everywhere!

@Shiva Brilliant answers! ??

@oMarcos Thank you for your answers!

@Inliytened1 Yes! I know what you are talking about. Have had that nondual bliss on DMT. Everything was me and I was nothing. There was no end. hehe. I think i got it. Nondual state is always present, only i am unconscious of it. But the paradox is still.. Gotta get back to practices till this gets clear.

This was the case for so long for me too. This causes all sorts of problems. I've tried talking about metaphysics and spirituality with a friend of mine who is a scientist and skeptic. Open minded enough to listen to me and question my ideas. Oh man... if you think you are spiritual, sit down with an open materialist and try confronting his projections. In my case, this has showed me how much of my spirituality is conceptual and that I am basically bullshitting myself. Also, made me realize that there is no difference in what you are pursuing. What matters is your expectations, attitude and open mindedness.

@Inliytened1 Can you please elaborate on the statement in bold.? I don't quite get it.

@Truth Addict I've misunderstood the question first time. Took "left" as for direction. haha. Yes, thoughts arise within awareness. I'm aware that "being aware" is not a thought. So the answer would be this: where thought is absent, pure being resides. Actually, this must be the only thing i can differentiate from my assumptions. If that's wrong, then I realized nothing still.

Without thought, there is no more "left"

I will have to rewatch this one a couple of times. ?

Thank you for this. ❤️

I didn't state that they cannot be answered. For all i know, tomorrow i might be conscious enough to realise the truth behind them. This one: Is not being able to know an assumption or the truth? The answer is not clear in my mind. Obvious indication that my assumptions are ahead of me in this journey. ? But i will try. I do want to believe that it's just an assumption but will not buy it because of huge possibilities of deception. .... Wait a minute...!. It's true that one cannot grasp the Truth!

@Aakash Nonduality is the truth for you perhaps. Now I have had a couple nondual experiences. They have definitely changed my mind for good. But what is true for me in this moment? Does nonduality even exist for me now? Besides my memory and thoughts/ideas its not there. Whats true for me at this moment is nowhere close to nonduality. ? What a crooked life we live.

@Aakash Thank you, my friend. ❤️ What I assume ? I am stuck with the most is the assumption of me not knowing anything apply to the truth i am expecting. I suppose I lack experience and the ability to differentiate Truth from my assumptions.

@Aakash I can assume that the above post is as close to the truth as my capability of communicating it to you gets. If that makes any sense.?

And the assumption itself, not the thing we are assuming, but the process of assumption is even more overlooked and ignored. It is being processed in pitch black, without making a sound. Extremely difficult to recognise. I feel that this is not being stressed enough.

@Preetom Exactly. ?

@Natasha Truth Addict just ruined all the fun. ? The purpose was pointing out overlooked assumptions and 'knowing'. Which in my case was the most important thing to become aware of. Yet.

I AM everything! I AM! This is just ridiculously fucking amazing! This realization keeps getting deeper and deeper. Thank you all for every invaluable post, comment and video. I could not have went this far without each one of you. <3

For me personally, 50mg bong ends up in a 30-35min trip.

If you are unable to breakthrough on NN is because you don't hit it enough. It takes massive amounts of concentration and determination to take a second hit even, nevermind the third one. If you are using a meth pipe, it's gonna be extremely hard to breakthrough, will end up wasting a lot. In my case, using meth pipe gave me some visuals, 2min trip and thats it. Mainly because when hitting the 2nd hit i forget that i am even smoking and find it very hard to get my hands up to hold the pipe. Sitter would be an option. Anyways, smoking it through a bong is another story altogether. 1-2hits, depending on the bong and you in 17544dimention.

@Leo Gura can resonate with that very much. feel like a huge yo-yo, leap forwards, same if not the bigger one backwards

@CreamCat try feeling it.

@Serotoninluv One more thanks. ?

@Serotoninluv Thank you. HCL is crystals and freebase is powder?