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I would say deep desire for Truth and Liberation. This desire must be strong. Surrender everything else. Truth. Truth is not always pleasant but it will set you free.

Be happy

That's good. Now you know that nothing on the outside can bring happiness Just be happy and enjoy the ride! And maybe, with time, you realize that You did not choose - it's all governed by a greater power.

Arunachala Hill in Tiruvannamalai, India

I resonate with this in some way... I still think he is totally crushing it these days!!

What did I just read?

And then you get sex anyway just because you don't need it

For me, this has been huge and will probobly continue to be. There’s so much to learn ? I believe that woman are absolutely necessary for growing as a man.

I would not use in a retreat like that. Meditation 24/7 in silence for 9 days is enough ☺️

It doesn’t matter! You will not be a worse parent

If you experience beauty and still deny it, you are deluded! For me, the acknowledgment of a flower is in itself beautiful ???‍♂️

SDS is incredible effective to practice equanimity. In my case, it made all the difference when I first started out with meditation.

That’s funny! When smoking you can see the beauty of the path and if practice more the benefits will come. But then forgetting about it when sober leads to more smoking. Maybe weed is the path? I know that Rastafarians practice fasting and loving kindness which is their way of non duality. They also smoke a lot.

Impressive, I must say! Can we have more? ?

Hey Barna! I love this! Thank you for being beautiful ☺️???‍♂️

From my understanding there are many people out there who has the kundalini awakened but they have no idea about it ?

This is a good question! and thank you Hellspeed for your reply to my other question

Meditate! But when the retreat starts it's just one thing to remember: Don't give up no matter what. That's all

Can you talk about circulating sexual energy while love making and/or in daily living. Is it the same for men and women?

Tiruvanamalai ??

If you want Truth you have to live and speak Truth. How can you expect Truth to come in to your life if you tell lies to yourself and others. Truth is not always the easiest way but something in us still wants it

The experience doesn’t change. You don’t go from a state to another, it just transists to a body high and it gets very silent and then it transist back to normality without an active substance in the body - the background never changes.

Good point!

Yes. Deep down something know that this I is false. You’re correct. Take it easy with it. Do small doses and increase little by little. No breakthrough is just a lot of fractals

Both yes and no. I understand you had a bad trip but why is thay dangerous for you now? You rather got motivated to do your practice without psychedelics. Some people say that psychedelics shows you what you need and not what you want. I understand that playing with psychedelics can be bad if used irresponsibly but in your case you find it not necessary, at least not for now. Just watch so you don’t blame this fear you have onto the substance. The resistance you have against psychedelics is in fact a resistance that exists in you. The sooner we can be without the better but forcing it is not a shortcut. Cosmic love brother