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@Cykaaaa thanks. funny thing is it has been like 4 or 5 years since I started getting into nonduality, and listening to Leo, Alan Watts and Ropert Spira. This the first time I experienced borders breaking. I will be near this stuff. Got a lot of Life decisions to make.

Thank you. I took a fairly large dose of weed. There was no additional practice that I did. It just happened, I was just watching a video and I was being logical and thinking about counterarguments(that usually isn't me) and I was just becoming this experience. It was so scary so I tried to stop it and got back, then I was able to back to it after a while. But the best part has been after the high was over, I am still trying to be aware of it since I woke up and I still feel it inside me. Can't wait to have even deeper experiences. I feel like that was just the tip of the iceberg.

Last night I was causally smoking weed, not laced or anything, while watching the 'Incompleteness Theorem' video. And just suddenly while my thoughts were just at a climax of thinking about this topic, the border between myself and the things I am experiencing, like vision and hearing just started blurring. And I had an enlightenment experience, and I know it is weird saying this. And I remember Leo saying something on the line of "this is it" and laughing. And I knew he was conscious and feeling enlightened because he was talking to himself. He was saying this to his dream. And he was laughing and I knew why he was laughing. Coz this is hilarious. As serious as we take this sprituality game, when you see reality in it's face it's a funny thing.