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Thanks guys..! appreciate the thoughts, no I don't meditate, consistently.. I struggle with it, even the simple breathing excercises. Cheers

Hello.. Well... Life for me consciously started after an enlightening experience with smoking cannabis, were I was In a complete state of knowing, love - at one source you can call it and had a direct experience of an Eckhart Tolle enlightened state. These experiences occurred after working out, after a couple of paranoia experiences smoking habitually with my mates, that there was a right and respectful way of using the psychedelic, which was: 1. Having the right intention 2. Set and Setting 3. Dosage/Strain Type. I do not smoke anymore because I have noticed when I do, even though It puts me in this all knowing state, after I come off it, it puts my life on a bit of a back pedal, though fortunate for me it has gracefully pulled me out of a deep unconscious state. The problem is, my sober life lacks love and understanding/clarity which I would get from the cannabis experience, I feel as though my mind is out balanced and smoking the cannabis would align my mental and spiritual state. There is a lack of clarity in my everyday life, e.g reading books, contextualising texts and understanding and feeling into what is acutually being written, I have never loved anyone which I would experience from the cannabis. Life does feel dull and brain fog does arise. I feel the cannabis puts me in alignment, temporarily. Has anyone experienced this? Or does anyone know what I can do to balance out and put me into alignment with out the use of the cannabis. Looking forward to your insights and your help cheers!