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That’s so wild I was following his Instagram for a while and I saw him post something about it but didn’t understand until now. I can’t even imagine he’s just all of a sudden a millionaire. He’s chillin forever lol

@Meta-Man that’s happened to me man it’s terrifying! Lol. It was cause I smoked weed though while tripping

how do i stay positive when i have become mostly introverted yet my job and social life keep demanding so much? i still make my art, in fact im making a small art book about this feeling of suffocation right now as a sort of therapy when i get off of work. it just all seems so overbearing. i dont want anything handed to me, in fact i want to just be left alone. i understand logically that i must build a source of sustainable income maybe from my art to be more free. but my heart says NOW. like every day i go to work it seems like im wasting my life, like its all a sham moving nowhere. my heart wants me to do some sort of leap of faith where i make art all day, but i know that could mean homelessness. i would say its moreso just intense feelings of dread and this suffocating-like stress feeling. what a rough period. any advice?

@Loving Radiance lmao I knowwww

Ultimately I don’t see your point because I only take psychedelics at the very most every 3 months, and every trip presents deeper clarity in different areas of my life. In fact I could take them every 3 months for the rest of my life and never not learn something. I don’t take them for pleasure or some sort of satisfaction per se, but to open up my mind if it’s become stiff because of the stresses of life. It’s not like after i take mushrooms the next day all I’m thinking about is taking them again so I can receive some sort of “god clairty”. In reality Sometimes I don’t ever want to trip again Lol.

@pole553 I’ve gained clairity from psychedelics.

@zeroISinfinity

Lmao this one is great, thanks for sharing man !

@Tim R jeez and as I’m looking at the Reddit forum just seeing all the people saying how they were tired, not present, and show up to places just to be there perfectly describes me. Sometimes I feel hollow if I’m being honest. definitely gonna rethink all of this

@Tim R damn that’s real cause honestly right now I don’t know if ive fully gotten it out of my system. I’ve quit maybe 2 or 3 times but always came back just because I can still function on it and it can make me see life in a very interesting way. Thank you I would say more than anything that just helps me not guilt myself, cause yeah I just really like it in this phase of my life. I think I will begin to write my motivations down and just contemplate how I want to handle the negatives of the addiction and feel through where I want to go from here. thank u brother ?

@levani low quality drugs can definitely be fun however just be aware and do research about them before you do them, know the risk. For example make sure you’re stuff isnt cut or laced, or ends up being an effect you weren’t expecting. Also know that some drugs like meth are can be like selling your soul to the devil. They can give you “everything you ever wanted” at a price if you get addicted. anyway just be careful and safe but otherwise there’s really no harm in trying them. Doing coke 1 time and talking with ur friends for a night is harmless unless you make it a habit

I was addicted to coke on and off for a year. That experience made me a useless zombie. I couldn’t make art anymore and all I cared about was trying to get another 8 ball. Didn’t care about stealing money or the people I was hurting. Thankfully I grew out of it before I had to move out and get a job. On the other hand psychedelics have inspired some of my best creative ideas and created long lasting feelings of beauty and love as well as empathy that are now forever engrained in my soul.

@Nahm “Stop making what is effortless so complicated.” brilliant ❤️

@Leo Gura no definitely thats true, I rarely meet a super extroverted person who carries the whole conversation for me. When I do it’s nice but more often it’s dead silence if I don’t start something. I’m the one going to the door so I can see how it would make sense anyway to guide the conversation thnaks man ?

@BlackMaze you can’t prevent anything but just that fact that you’re acknowledging this about how u feel is great. I work a door to door job and meet very negative people everyday, also very awesome people. I’m very sensitive but what helps me is just being honest with how I feel to myself and loving the feeling they bring me, with that you end up letting it go.

I was like this for a long time, but do you really want yourself to be this person who thinks they’re above life? Who hides away from any real issues? Problems will come at you nearly everyday, i would say the real spiritual thing to do would be to face them head on. Embrace life’s problems and overcome them even if you fail. Otherwise you’re living in a fantasy not living life to the fullest

@Leo Gura I work a door to door job and I often feel weird when I tak about myself the whole time to the customer but they almost always get really interested. You really think talking like a narcissist would work? Lol I wanna try but it feels dirty

I’d prob smoke some meth then compulsively do wild shit I’d never be confident in doing normally. Or I’d do a lot of MDMA and have deep conversations with all my closet loved ones so they remember me in a impactful way.

I know this feeling, keep going man I wish you the absolute best

@cle103 hey how did you get into graphic design?

All of this is so relatable. My addictions are nicotine, kratom, and caffeine. Best of luck to you man!

Kinda cheesy title I know lol ive been struggling with an emotional problem lately where my girlfriend is the one who has been pulling all the money and works really hard. We work at the same job and she often does better than me. On one hand I absolutely love this about her and I’ve realize I’ve always been attracted to independent strong women. On the other hand it’s the people at work and my family that are either confused or make jokes about the situation. They say things that imply I should be the one who has the “dominant” qualities. So even though I love this about her i feel really insecure sometimes because of this cultural standard. My whole childhood i was called lazy and dumb so Something in me doesn’t want to not produce less than she does. I don’t want to still be “the lazy one”? I want to trip soon to help resolve this because i want to accept myself as the person I am, and in reality I have a job and help pay rent so I’m not just leeching. also just want to be a better partner by getting over this and being in the moment.

@Javfly33 what’s stuck up your ass? I work. And sure that’s a good way of putting it “worker ants” I like that. But I don’t think you got the point of those sentences. I was implying that that attitude was instilled in me because of the way I was talked to when I was younger

@Preety_India @aurum whyyyy do people keep posting stuff like this lol

@Recursoinominado interesting conversation but what exactly is your point? Have you ever even been in a relationship yourself? The more I hear your word the more inspired I am to just be content with who I am and not care what you say about what “all women want” I still appreciate your input I’m not hating. But thank you for the the fuel lol