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My purpose is: To portray insight poetically through my music, making people feel inspired. It feels like my whole life converged to this statement. Like all of my childhood experience, my peak experiences of wonder and joy. I have taken a Birds Eye view of my life and chosen to build a career using my favourite things about life. For some reason I don’t have regrets about finding it sooner, it seems like a waste of time to worry about this as I’m just grateful I’ve found it now.

I’ve done 3 trips. two LSD and one psilocybin. LSD showed me love as a peak experience. I haven’t really felt anything better than burning love in my body. LSD showed me that I love difficult people who I don’t imagine to align with my values, love is physical. Being off psychedelics this is so easy to forget. LSD showed me psycho cybernetics before I read it basically. It allowed my mind to stop being so hard on myself and actually give myself credit for the conditions I actively create. I love myself. I love myself so much I hugged myself. Kind of emotional remembering this now it was quite some time ago. Psilocybin opened my mind and allowed me to stop ignoring my peak experiences and take them seriously when planning my life. Incorporate them into my vision. Also helps me be extremely imaginative in my visioning.

I broke up with my girlfriend last week. It hurt so fucking much, we both just sobbed all night and into the morning. basically I broke her trust, we organised to go to Borneo for a few weeks, but I didn’t forecast my finances properly and can’t afford it. I said I didn’t want to be together because I broke her trust and it means I’m not ready for a relationship because I can’t hold myself together. But really more things snowballed, her friends relate to each other by drinking, gossiping and bickering, eating junk food. It’s a low energy environment. Me and her related to each other through gratitude in our own lives, making music, she was supportive of my ambitions and me working long hours but didn’t like me not making time for her when I worked a crazy week. I told her about the trip, and she was really understanding, but I had this horrible feeling in my chest that just stayed there, it was like it wouldn’t go away until I told her the truth. That we shouldn’t be together. But I really miss her, and I think if we lived together (which we were planning to do) we could be a really good influence on each other and build a beautiful home. Like the more I contemplated why I don’t like her friends, the more I realised I blame people for my lack of discipline, and how literally every single person I know is involved in some form of debauchery and health destructing behaviour (especially me), but I want to change, and she also wants to change, it’s on both our vision boards lol. And how I’m looking for some mirror image of my ideals, will I ever actually find her? what the fuck is the point of relationships if it just ends in pain or two mediocre roommates?

You’re misinterpreting David Deida. He said THE masculine (energy) grows through challenge, and the feminine grows through praise. Think of one as your curative ability to create and manipulate matter in the world, and the other as your ability to relax, let go and enjoy the moment. This energy is present in both men and women.

The correct response is approach other women at high volume. Been there though, I’m not joking an actual supermodel made out with me once and I still have dreams about her.

yeah you’re right you don’t have to do game, but if you’re complaining on a forum about women it probably means you’re sexually starved, and game done correctly is tremendously healthy.

Some of you come on here to moan about women, if you committed to game for even a few months you wouldn’t dare. if you do 1000 approaches you will get a girlfriend or at least get laid, if you’re relatively attractive and had good parents you could do it in less time. there are permanent ramifications to proving to yourself that you can form relationships/get laid from cold approach. With this knowledge you can permanently stop being needy in relationships. when you’re in a relationship you can get as cuddly as you want, read the 5 love languages book together, girls love this stuff. Then if the relationship stops serving you do it all again. godspeed

Dude come on this is pathetic. "who is Jonah??", drop that immediately. She doesn't owe you monogamy, you're not even in a relationship. Girls fuck around, that's life. You fuck around, that's life. If you don't like the way she acts actually have a discussion about it with her or move on.

If women had higher muscle mass and majority of them were taller than me, and decided to rape men every other month I’d also be a bit edgy around them. you’ve gotta become comfortable enough around people that your anxiety dissipates and therefore all the creepiness leaves your body.

I remember the ox herding pictures and there's a part where the hermit monk returns and imparts truth to a seeker. Is there an option to skip this step? Leo has never found a teacher that hasn't made a huge mistake, Socrates never wrote a words down as writing was the root of all evil, nor have I found a human who I've 100% agreed with. I've been involved with the Isha Foundation, and watched people ignore and skew Sadghurus teachings. Can I just awaken and make ableton beats, or like plant trees. Not say a word unless someone asks?

@Leo Gura literally could stop anytime and I'd be eternally grateful.

How old are you? I've spent a fair bit of time with incels, enough for some view to almost begin to start rubbing off on me. You really just need to relax and spent lots of time women. Forget about game or attracting a woman at this point, just become as social as possible. Go join a running group, even for a weekend, go to a pottery class. Put yourself in lots of social situations like this and have lots of normal conversations with both men and women. Drop all the silly ideas you've seen Youtube about "women should do this" "men should be this". Just try your best in life and chill tf out around people. Emotional work, health work, your career are all going to compound (very slowly) and will help you socially, but are also just necessary for dying fulfilled. Youre fine - you dont mean women any harm. You're not walking up to them and punching them in the face, you're not trying to verbally abuse them and traumatize them. You're probably just unsure of yourself and physically anxious, this creeps girls out. It's fine, they keep breathing after your creepy interaction right? And so do you.

Meat, veg and some pumpkin. Sprinkle some nuts and olive oil and that baby, cant go wrong. Would meal prep a few days, can buy big bag of mince for a quick one, or do a roast on the weekend.

Yeah a supplement would sort her out. When I was vegan I supplemented and had dark leafy greens with every meal.

For this reason I try to socialise with people who aren't into spirituality Every person has experience that I don't have, women especially who are just born with big hearts.

Who is this teacher, doesnt sound legit to me - anti abortion? What does that have to do with making money lol? Eben Pagan would never spin this shit

Awesome insight from an Owen Cook product: "Which opener would work better - 'I am a smart, healthy, successful person, I have committed my life to being motivated, responsible and working to be my absolute best, most insightful and emotional balanced self. I just wanted to come over to you and ask if I could take you to dinner.'...or "HORSEY HORSEY HORSEY!" whilst grabbing your belt and jumping up and down". In many circumstances the second one would work much better. Super counter-intuitive... Insights you'd only get from learning game.

This is a shitpost. You need to pick up a book and read at least some of it when it comes to health. Immunosuppresants won't just potentially fail, they will certainly fail because they are a bandaid solution. Go sniff some heavy metals and see how you immune system holds up.

I also missed a dose on my first round and had distinct redistribution symptoms, headache, brain fog etc. My second round I probably had the worst brain fog I've ever had, since then it's been smooth sailing with extre occasional tinnitus. People complain post chelation all the time, search tinnitus in the FB group. Mercury related symptoms don't diminish as soon as you start chelating.

My intention with starting Mercury chelation was to rule out toxicity if I didn't have it, and get it the fuck out if I did. I completed all of the steps to beginning chelation outlined in the ACC protocol, I got X-Rays, Hair Test, did a thiol elimination diet like 5 times. Did core 4 supplements leading up to taking any chelating agent. My hair tests met "counting rules", indicating I was mercury toxic, and I have never had Amalgam Fillings, the general advice I got was that I was safe to jump into chelating with ALA. I begun with 25mg every 3 hour, and quickly shortened it to every 2.5 hours. I have done through "what mercury does to you" in the Amalgam Illness book with a fine tooth comb, and as I'm chelating I'm looking for distinct symptoms that are completely out of the ordinary for me, corroborated in this section of the book. The main difference whole chelating is very infrequent tinnitus, it's different from the tinnitus that I hear after being at a nightclub, it's quite a bit louder than usual and only last for a few seconds. It only begun whilst chelating. This is an indication to me that ALA is in fact interacting with Mercury in the body, and I will continue with this chemical until I reach 300mg every 2.5 hours with no symptoms.

Idk I plaed for his high status communication course and there are a couple people in the group with genuine results. A ton of mental circle jerking goes on in the facebook group, but there's some standout people who have recently blown up on social media and post pure gold. I probably won't pay for another RSD course as I've got access to his old content that helped me lose my virginity. Also Owen's story is very well documented, if people want results like Owen you can NLP model him.

You're in for a world of hurt if you start experimenting with Chlorella. Read Andy Cutlers work before going near heavy metal toxicity - this isn't because of some dogma that he is the sole authority, his insight about the half lives of chelating agents is critical to getting metals out of the body for good. It is a unique insight based on his coincidental background in Pharmacokinetics, Chemistry and being a GP makes his perspective unique. If you can explain the pharmacokinetics of Chlorella and Cilantro, and you know how long it will actually carry mercury through the bloodstream before dropping it then go for your life. But as far as I know nobody can tell this.

There is 0 truth to Blackpill, come on. If someone is so unsuccessful at socialising because idk they are mute or something, they can build status and leverage sexual value off of that. Yes it will be harder, but you have no choice but to play the hand you're dealt. Tom Tomero was unattractive and really good at game, pretty creepy imo but still successful. Owen Cook is a balding ginger and gets laid.

I'm obviously attracted to her, we have sex and I think we have a good thing. We listen to self help audiobooks together and do exercises along side each other. I was in bed with her the other day and she told me she uses pronouns they/them and asked if it changes anything. I didn't reply because I wanted to think about it. I can see how you can consider identity constructed, but don't think this is independent of gender. And the whole progressive gender movement tries to separate biological differences from having affect on personality. I have a few issues with how this works in society, I dont think it works well and it is a strawman movement. My gut feel is that it's a deal breaker, it's a tough one. Watching Leo's video on the liberal mind has been helpful.

Will a chapter be devoted to the space kangaroo?