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Thanks Leo. Yeah I will follow my intuition and see what happens. When you comeback and relive older passions and going full circle like this a good sign? Having this recurring desire to learn about a subject resurfacing in your life?

If you want to work to create AI systems is it better to focus on an specific aspect in AI like deep learning and become an expert in that or is it better to have a more general skill set?

Thanks. I think at the moment I want to build up knowledge in basic machine learning and libs. Do more online education. And build some project ideas. Ideas to like AI maybe to wildlife wildlife conservation, self help, fitness or other things meaningful. What are the cutting edge technologies. Not just AI but other technologies that can advance mankind?

Well after a big circle jerk since leaving uni (tested out many passions I had as hobby’s and trying them as a career) I have come to realise that the thing I like the most is the subject I studied at uni (maths). It find it way better studying it outside of the uni setting then in uni. Way more passionate about it now. I also love programming. I have been studying AI since lockdown and realise that it is a subject that requires skills in programming and maths amazing combination for my interests I don’t know what exactly I want out of the field. I have business ideas that I have written down but they seem way out of my skill set so far for me to produce. I want to help society problems by using AI. Maybe helping businesses with utilising it. It just seems Deep Learning is at the forefront of AI atm but not utilised as much as simpler machine learning algorithms.

How do you get into AI? What skills do you needs?

Can you plug both HCL and freebase ?

Wow. Just had this insight after my kriya yoga meditation. I needed to write this down. It feels like I have seen through the physicality of reality. I had to draw it out on a piece of paper. I felt like I was this lucid bubble, inside the bubble are a set of sights, sounds, feeling, sensations, thoughts that float around in nothingness. My bubble fuses with other bubbles that contain a set of different sensations. What the fuck is going on hahaha. These sensations are located precisely nowhere! How am I creating this? Consciousness is the container of experience but how is it actually creating it?

As you are moving on the path of mastery, do you notice your passion growing in your work? Compared to when you first started shooting videos. What was the difference?

Ok. I am coming to the end of my degree in maths and physics. It's been fun, learning some crazy stuff this year. My favourite was studying general relativity. If any of you like maths and physics. Learn this topic. The elegance of differential geometry, generalising the theory of flat spaces you learn in school, combined with space-time has brought me to tears. Basically, I wanted direction as I am not gunna pursue physics. I spent time strategising about my life. And come up with 6 things that give me the most joy. This is is so powerful. I feel so much more clear headed now. I want my life to embody these 6 things. Keep the list broad and not specific, because that can lead to perfectionism. Maybe the combination of all the qualities is where my Life Purpose lie hidden...

I plated this today, wanted to share. This dish took all day to make haha. Raw. Coconut dumpling wrapper (dehydrated), kimchi + cashew filling. With red cabbage and Kimchi puree. With ginger and sesame oil foam.

Yep that is me. Was doing some comfort zone challanges with a friend.

Haha dude, the enlightened therapist... Where do I begin. I feel that phase came from a place of lack. And the "I want to help other people before I help myself" phase.

This is what happened when I experienced awakening. https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B594KJJQYI99YzlUVjBXR0IyMnc

Yep!! I would love that. Start of with salads. Easy and can make them tasty. You can do so much with nuts it's not even funny. I made this salad today. Used sunflower seeds to create a parmasgne like "cheese". The kale is raw! I made a kashew based dressing with some acid, and massaged that into the kale. It breaks down the kale. Cooks it in a way. This takes away the harshness, and it tastes sooo good. But honstley, get yourself a high class vegan cook book and start experimenting. It's so fun! Start with kale salads.

Recently I have been getting involved with culinary art. I was thinking of becoming a gastronomy vegan chef as my life purpose. So at the moment just testing the water. This is all raw and vegan

This is advice from Shinzen Young. It seems it is possible. Definitely. But are you willing to do it. Do you have the vision? Does the vision make you cry thinking about it? I guess a lot of factors play into account also. Eg age ( younger the better imo), genetics, you conditioning/life circumstances, being good at strategy. I am sure you can pull it off. As said in the email, people go to monastic training and go back into Jobs. I personally am really confused which one to take. Enlightenment before work or the other way round. I choose to focus on what I want to create now, whilst doing mediation and self inquiry during the day. Also plan to use 5-MeO in the near future.

Is this a paradox? As it seems when you try to master things you are passionate about, there is huge resistance. This is what I encountered when I studied at uni.

Ahh ok, but I thought that Ralston was also pursuing martial arts when he was young. But you are right, each to their own. Yeah then @zunnyman I would focus on one. Personally I find Maslow's model a good guide. I would focus on life purpose first, get financial stability, and continue with personal development. Then when you are more grounded and emotionally stable, go for enlightenment. Also, realise that you got a cheat code at hand: 5-MeO-DMT. So when you do years of personal development work, experiment with 5-MeO and see where that takes you, if you feel that is the right way of course. But this is just the way I would probably do it. You could completely disagree.

Why don't you do both? I mean work on life purpose during the day, then during the evening focus on spirtual seeking. Allow yourself to attend retreats, and do psychedelics once a week. Also, it is possible to self inquire throughout the whole day, and apply mindfulness 24/7. So merge both practices, don't make LP and enlightenment work seperate. It's a lifestyle. Peter Ralston managed to do it. @Leo Gura what do you think of this?

But where would actualized.org be if you didn't make enough money from, or start, your online business?

@electroBeam One conscious hippy, whom wants to put in his effort to make a bad ass motherfucking buissness, is right here. My skillsets are, unconditional love and happiness, being able to handle high doses of psychedelics, being able to introduce people to god, I eat like a squirrel hippy -nuts and stuff, able to turn into a fluorescent wolf on demand, meditation, self inquiry, and know some computer languages, good at maths, and I love you. What more could you want from a candidate?

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Yep. The main one is food and over thinking like crazy. I noticed that my cravings for sugar went up massively. It is interesting. I was a fat boy. Then I lost 20kgs. But after that period on hard workouts, I started drinking heavily. My addications for sweets and sugar hid under the booze. When I stopped drinking they have come back with a bang haha.

It's weird. I gave up everything toxic in terms of drugs, boozes, and fags over the period of 2 years. Last substance I gave up was alcohol last July. I felt way more crazy after giving them up for a period of 6-8 months, along with doing mediation and stuff. I felt like I was going insanse. With more brain fog and emotional pain. I hope it gets better. I think I am coming out of it now.

Huge respect for people like Martin Ball to do what they did. He really must have been at the brinking point of life to give himself up like that. Takes so much balls.