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What happens when a mystically minded dyslexic has an insomnia? He ponders all night if dog exists.

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I came across this brief experiment. It shows how with very few rules a beautiful system can be created. The idea of creating rules approximating survival constraints added a layer of beauty to the whole thing. If there are too many of a kind they die, if there are too few of a kind they die, if there is the right amount, life goes on. Simple, elegant and mesmerizing. I saw cities, blood flow, data transfer, chemical reactions, astronomical events in that tiny blocky simulator. I hope you enjoy this as much as I did ! if Anyone has examples of simple rules creating interesting patterns type Mandelbrot etc, I would love to find out about them ??

Thank you @egoeimai for stating this thread and allowing us to meet each other in a different way. I really enjoy seeing the eyes behind the keyboards The latest mugshots from where the grass is green and the girls are pretty...

@Austin Actualizing The guided meditations from Dawson Church have shown me how to love myself more fully. https://www.eftuniverse.com/meditations3 To summarize the idea behind it in a few words. First I charge my heart in energy, then send it to a place/someone/a memory that I love and then finally bringing it back to the part of myself that needs it. I found this sequence really helpful because by adding the intermediary step of loving someone else before sending it back to myself would allow me to receive my love unconditionally. I hope you find the way to your heart soon

Existing thread in the relationship subforum that you might have overlooked.

@d0ornokey Beautiful question @Serotoninluv 's advice is what I am striving for in such interaction. When I don't know what to say, not say, I ask myself: "What would love do now?" listen to the answer and flow with it. It feels great and leaves no wondering of should I have done that, said that etc. I did the best I could. @tsuki Thank you for that insight!

Dear @gahzito thank you for these resources and pointers. I don't have as much of an understanding of the field of relationships as you do but it is true that the abovementioned books left me hungry for more.

How to eat move and be healthy by Paul Chek is what made it for me. Comprehensive, practical with questionnaires to help you determine your priorities and clear action steps and recommendations. Then you apply it for a few weeks, retake the questionnaires and keep iterating until you are happy with your health. Tip you might come in wanting to fix your diet or exercise routine only to realize you first need to improve self-care and rest. This book helped me identify a yeast overgrowth in my gut which was critically hampering my progress and completely outside of my attention. https://www.amazon.com/How-Eat-Move-Be-Healthy/dp/1583870067/ref=sr_1_2?keywords=ow+to+eat+move+and+be+healthy&qid=1578030296&sr=8-2-spell @Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj Thank you for the book recommendation it seems to be following the same thread as Weston A Price's research: https://www.amazon.com/Nutrition-Physical-Degeneration-Weston-Price/dp/0916764206/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=weston+a+price&qid=1578030805&sr=8-1

I am enrolled in the CHEK academy training program so far the teaching is to my complete satisfaction. A great teacher just like leo, curious, nondogmatic and iconoclastic. I would encourage anyone who would like to dig deeper into health/healing/nutrition and overall development to check him out. His podcast living 4d is a great place to get a better sense of the depth of the guy.

Travel without money Dress up as someone from the opposite sex and go to a place with people you know After earning some cash you needed, give it away Get into some public speaking/debate club and start defending outrageous topics Take the train/bus/hitchhike far away from home and walk back non-stop

This speech has had a profound effect on me! Thanks for reminding me of it ! Here is a beautifully crafted musical interpretation of the introduction speech.

@capriciousduck You can check out focus at will, it offers many playlists that are engaging just a part of the brain but has nothing close to speech or lyrics. It worked very well for me and offered different playlists that I could change depending on my mood. https://www.focusatwill.com/

An album about Archaic revival, culture and history: https://open.spotify.com/album/7DpYdMnYjs5SezRW7QdPeu An album about clockwork elves: https://open.spotify.com/album/721wDuw7wWAbKAasb09tB5?si=AQOZq5jFS7CR0478CgJl3w Both are absolut gems