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Hello everybody! I would like to share with you two great chapters from the commentary of OSHO on the gospel of Thomas, which in my opinion is extraordinarily good. It may have been a cult, but the way OSHO explains everything is mindblowing. Here are the links to the chapters: https://oshosearch.net/Convert/Articles_Osho/The_Mustard_Seed_My_Most_Loved_Gospel_on_Jesus/Osho-The-Mustard-Seed-My-Most-Loved-Gospel-on-Jesus-00000006.html https://oshosearch.net/Convert/Articles_Osho/The_Mustard_Seed_My_Most_Loved_Gospel_on_Jesus/Osho-The-Mustard-Seed-My-Most-Loved-Gospel-on-Jesus-00000017.html

It is sad to see that this guy has almost no followers, btw.

This is pure gold! Turquoise Sufi meditation?.

Rivendell is turquoise.

This is not a very well known Sufi master, but my guess is that he is woke as fuck! It is worth watching the entire video. The energy and authenticity of the men are amazing. The guy has much to share.

Clearly turquoise.

@IJB063 you have already read his best books. I would recommend that you read die frolliche wissenchaft as the next book.

Orange spirituality and the perspective of a millionaire on the middle-class.

Nietzsche was the best post-modern western philosopher in my opinion. I read almost all of his "books". His zarathoustra is especially very good. After reading nietzsche you are literally left with nothing. If you dont want to become an individual than dont touch his work. His critique of society is especially painfull.

It is time to report my progress. I am doing kriya yoga for 2 years now. Before i started kriya yoga i wasnt aware of the following things: - kundalini energy (prana); - inner light; - bliss; - love; - meetings with spiritual people at random. There was a guy who told me that he could show me a real demon which i could ask questions. For this to happen i had to go to his house but i havent contacted him because it is a distraction in my opinion. I also met a girl who was a healer. She told me that she could simply look at a person and "see" ad which chakra somebody was. By looking at me she knew instantly that she could trust me and share this information; - energy blocks in the body; - chakras; - people/places have different kind of energy; - becoming objects that i look at. During the last months the kundalini energy goes to higher chakras. First the energy was stuck at the fourth chakra but it goes now more to the fifth chakra. In the future more reports. Stay safe everyone.

@28 cm unbuffed i just say whatever comes up. Sometimes a long story to open, sometimes just a simple question.

After watching just the pathetic bad attitude of many on this forum about girls, i decided to go out and approach as many girls as possible to see what they are like. This is something which i never do, so relax a bit because this is going to be fun for you, lol. The rules before i went out: - no drinking; - approaching alone, no wingman; - try to spend as much time as possible with strangers; - no pickup lines, authentic conversations. When i was in the bar, the most difficult thing to do when looking back was the first approach. I just went to do it annyway, which quite surprised me. The conversation was pretty sollid and she laughed a lot, but she had a boyfriend. The following 5 approaches where just like this, everybody had a boyfriend, lol. What also was verry funny to me was when i did the approaches, almost always, the girlfriends of the girl i approach in that instant grap there phone. The girls i approached thus far, where all nice and enjoyed my company. But i wanted to go to another bar to change things. The following two approaches in the line-up before the entrance i can just say where the most awkward social experiences i ever had. I asked a girl if she was enjoing her night, she looked me straight into the eyes and then turned away her body. I just didnt experience for her anymore. I was just dumpstruck. The girlfriend of the girl then turned arround and said that i was to nice and must be a fucking dickhead in order to be more attractive. The guys in the line-up just laughed me out, but i didnt give a damn fuck. Went in the bar and approached 2-3 girls, 2 of them where blowouts. The third was a pretty sollid approach but she had a lot of social value so after a while she just ignored me because there where also other guys. What i also found funny was the effect my approaches had on other guys. When you see me rocking it there are no excuses left i gues. Then i switched bars again and approached 4-5 girls, 2 of them went pretty good and there was physical contact. But one of the girls i approached was 15, so then i stoped. But the other girl liked me untill i said that i went out alone, lol. From that point on the conversation went downhills and the stoped touching me. This was my night out, much learned here. In conclusion i can say that my objective was met, but i suck shit in flirting. Like really. If i didnt do a lot of spiritual practices i would have been depressed now because there is much work to do. But im happy i did it annyway, and i will go out at least 1 time a weak to practise this. You will here from me in the future, more epic rapports comming?.

Went out solo but stumbled upon some girls of my class, lol. My guyfriends where also there. I didnt told the girls that i went out solo but they probably know now because i arrived solo, which is pretty kreepy to be honest. Hope that they dont tell the whole school about it so i can keep this separate. After talking to my guyfriends for 2 hours i decided to go home because i felt just very weird about the situation. Dont know yet how to deal with this.

Going out solo. My objectives: - approach 10 girls; - no alcohol; - have fun. Report in 4 hours or so.

This was fun. The women were not responsive today but had a lot of fun anyways. It went like this: - approached, blowout; - approached, blowout; - approached, blowout; - approached, blowout; Switched bars, lol: Stumbled upon some very old friends, we talked a lot about the past. Left them to hit on some girls: - approached a girl who was dancing, no reaction. She ignored me; Went to another bar: - approached a girl who was with her girlfriend, she talked to me for 1-2 minutes and from out of the blue the girlfriend draged her away; After this happend i started laughing to myself because i taught my approaches were geting better. These experiences are very good to bring you back to earth, lol. After this i couldnt do another approach because i was down because of all the bad reactions i am getting. Lessons learned: - keep approaching even when every girl ignores you. This is easier said than done btw. - dont go to a men when there is series of blowouts, just keep going. Good things: - didnt stoped after 5 bad reactions. Went home confused. The only good thing was that i have 3 numbercloses of men, haha. But i have already enough male friend. Not all my objectives are met but it wasnt as tough as last night. Next week another report.

@Leo Gura have read a lot of books from the hand of Ralston. In one book he mentioned that space doesnt exist. Have contemplated this quite a lot but it doesnt make sense to me. In my experience there is clearly a difference between space and an object.

Going out solo again, report in 8 hours or so. My objective: - approach 10 girls, no excuses; - when there is a blowout, laugh about it and keep going; - no alcohol; - no drugs; Lets go.

The buddha did social circle game?

The time has come to post my second report. After a year or so of kriya yoga i can honestly say that this technique has helped me a lot. I have done a practise everyday for at least 50 minutes. The biggest gains in my experience: - hearing sounds: the last sessions i am starting to hear sounds from far away. When i close my ears i still hear them; - seeing lights: there is a white light sometimes. Cant say it is on the inside or outside, very strang but not scary; - a lot of energy in my spine the last few months, it is crazy; - a lot of pressure on my forehead. At the beginning of my practise it was light but it is getting crazier now; - the ability to shut off my thoughts for hours if I want to; - the ability to just sit and feel a deep joy. Dont know how to call this. Maybe bliss is the best word; - during the day a lot of random insights, which are not caused by thinking. Sometimes i just start laughing out of the blue. In my class they sometimes think i am crazy. Everybody is on there phone the entire time when there is nothing to do, but not me. I just look to the wall and sometimes just start laughing when it is silent; - the day is a very effortless flow; - i am starting to work slower. Another report in 6 months.

This was a very humbling night. It was very bad but there are some great lessons learned from tonight. Just everything went to hell basicly. Like really. The start of the night was already pretty bad. Couldnt get cash so needed to drive an half an hour to a place where there was cash. After that went to the bar but was very stuck in my head, i just couldnt approach. I really wanted to but i just couldnt do it for whatever reason. Walked around for half an hour. Observing myself. Accepting it fully. Eventually i went in for the first approach of the night which i really didnt wanted to do. Just did it annyway. The girl was very nice to mee because i wasnt very flirty like i am when i am in the zone. Talked for 1-2 minutes but saw that she was totaly not attracted to me. Went to the dancefloor and my mind gave me every reason not to approach, like wtf. Walked arround for half an hour again. After that went home. Without money left because i lost everything. Just wow. This was tough night #2. The only thing i found funny about tonight was the end of it. Walked away while on the background i heared everybody having a great time. But yes, very humbling. This is life. Failed very hard. New report coming soon.

@flowboy thnx bro.

@mandyjw hohoho, you have no idea. Hahahahaha. I totaly get your perspective, but now i am going to give you a perspective of a typical men who is involved in pickup. Just imagine the following scenario: You are a guy in youre early 20s. Youre whole life your parents told you: " when you want to attract a girl, be nice and be yourself and spent time with her." You have been doing just that and had little succes while youre friends are having sex with the hottest girls. You are beginning to think: " what are they doing differantly". On partys with youre social circle you spent the entire night with one girl and you are doing things slowly. You text her, chat with her and hear her bullshit. The party is over and you go home. You really like this girl. Think about her. You are falling in love. Thinking that things are going good. Then youre friend comes along the next day and starts talking about the party last night and that he had sex with youre girl. You listen, are even laughing and fist bumping him. But from the inside you are crying. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. This is the moment when it is done, something snaps. This is the moment pickup revealse itself. YOU ARE DONE WITH THE BULLSHIT, WILLING TO DO EVERYTHING. You start looking over the internet and you see these douchbags saying how to attract girls which is against everything you are told. You are curious and want to test it because you are in so much pain. You go out with youre friend. You see all these beautiful girls who are very intimidating. You cant approach. You go home. You cry. HARD. You dont know what to do, you are hopeless. Nobody is going to help you and girls from youre class and social circle dont pay attention go to you. NOW YOU ARE REALLY DONE WITH IT. You just go the fuck for it. You go with youre friend again but now you are going to approach. You do. BLOWOUT. The girl saids: " We are lesbian, fuck off creep". You go home early while leaving youre friend. You Crie the entire night. You get the idea now, okay. This is the reason most men are involved in pickup. Most of these guys are NOT pimps or sex addicts. They are wounded, insecure and very frustrated. THIS IS WHAT I WANT YOU TO GET. If these guys didnt took neurotic action they would die a virgin. And yes it is weird to pickup, but what is the alternative for this example. Peace

Going out solo again, my objectives: - approach 10 girls; - no drinking; - no outcome, see how this goes; - when she is attracted, move her arround; Report in 10 hours or so.

@flowboy thnx. I laugh my ass of because of all the bullshit dating advice given for men, hahaha. Never knew there was all this dating philosophies. Just the name MGTOW screams victim mentality. Not to name redpill, hahaha. Those guys think they escaped the dating matrix, they know the truth now, so funny. Most of these things are created for divorsed bitter men i think.