Dorotheus

@billiesimonkriya + Solo retreats. I have been following actualized.org for 4 years now so my inner game is verry good. When i get rejected or laughed at i dont give a damn fuck, i dont even feel a single negative emotion at this point. I would guess that my old self wouldnt even have the balls to approach a girl. It is verry easy for me to go on Tinder or something like that but that doesnt resolve this issue. I am going to resolve this at the core by doing approach after approach after approach. Cold approach is so much more fun and so badass btw, cant wait to Friday or saturday night, lol. Keep youre sisters and girlfriends home, the lion is out?. @Space just do it, what is there else to do in your earlie twenties anyway.

my goal is to get better at socializing because that is something i lack. I also want to show the chumbs on this forum that it is possible to become better at this so they can actually stop victim topics. Everything in my life goes pretty good to be honest. Not in it for sex or girls. Pretty shallow. @Leo Gura LETS PRACTICE

Kriya

I decided to rent a house for a week because i had nothing better to do. The retreat had a duration of 6 days and my goal was to get rid of my addictions and to basicly do nothing at all. I am still quite young so i wasnt alone for the whole 6 days, my parents just didnt wanted to accept that. There was a negotiation process and so they came for three hours to keep me company. But man, this was so fucking more difficult than i could ever imagine, hahaha. The most funny thing i founded was the moment you come there, and you just sit on the couch and realize: another 6 days to go, haha. The next 4 days where just a rollercoasterride, it goes something like this: "O MAN, I WANT TO GO HOME. WHY AM I EVEN DOING THIS FUCKING BULSHIT LEO GURU IS TELLING ME?! FUCK FUCK, THIS IS DIFFICULT! I CAN CHASE GIRLS AND AM STILL A VIRGIN BUT NO, LETS STARE AT A FUCKING WALL! I AM AFRAID, WAAAAHHH!!! 30 minutes later: I FEEL SO GOOD, HOW COULD I BE SO DELUDED, HAHAHA. THERE IS ONLY NOW, LIFE IS GOOD. And then youre parents come on day 2, and they decided to also take my male man with them. I was like, fuck! Go away!!!! They emediatelly turned on the tv, so the silence was emediatelly gone. What i can vivedly remember was that there was a tennis match on tv. I watched it, and just laughed in myself. I had an insight that all competition is an illusion, they where literally playing with themselves. So winners dont actually exist in reality, hahaha. And after the match you see them having an interview where the winner has this illusery pride, i laughed so hard. And because i was in a state of no-mind, i connected the dots verry quickely. It just made me verry sick and a bit down that captialistic society is based on a GIANT FUCKING lie. Luckilly that went over, because it was a little to much. After that match not much later i went to the grocery-store with my man, which was quite funny. Do you want a funny experience, go sit in soltitude for 2 days and then go to the grocery-store, haha. It is just so fucking MEANINGLESS. My man stayed for one night, which was a bit of a distraction, but then the doing nothing continued. The coming 2 days where again up and down, but then just wow. The last 2 days of the retrait where like a heaven, all thoughts just disapeared. I literally sad in complete contentment there, and i needed nothing. The results was that my heared opend, i experienced lights and a pressure between the eyebrows. And so my retreat ended, in absolute happiness. The first 4 days where torture, but i went over hump after that which was awesome. My plan for the future is doing more of these solo retreats. What i also want to do is taking a psychedelic, but my parents dont want me to do them. Not so long ago i just flat out said that i want to do one to my dad, he just completely went crazy. There was not even place for an argument, which is a shame because my dad is a verry well educated and sane man. If he knows i ever do that shit, he doesnt want me in his house anymore. So i need to be carefull with that. This retrait was a great success, thnx for the recomendation Leo. But..... how the fuck did you do 15 days of this shit, haha. You are a crazy men.

What i did was start the day with my yoga, so there are no thoughts then. Because of this, you just sit in consciousness as is. You dont even need to ask questions, you just are. This is my technique. When you do this an automatic healing process revealse itself, witch is so succesful that after a few days of torture, there is no more suffering.

Thnx man

@herghly currently i am mastering lesson 14. My sessions are always different in duration, but they are at least 40 minutes. Whenever i get 'in the zone' my sessions can take up to two hours. When this happens it can happen that i am in concentration for an hour for example. But this is just my practice and everybody will create their own specific way for doing their yoga. Therefore, the most import thing in my opinion are not the technical details but the PRINCEPLES for doing proper yoga. The principles i will use before my practice are: - no food two hours before starting; - realizing that these techniques come from hardcore human beings. At the end of the book there are articles about babaji and yogananda, read those and ask yourself, "is this kriya yoga something i am ready for"?; - Read the yoga sutras, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yoga_Sutras_of_Patanjali?wprov=sfla1; - do it in a quite area; - do it alone, not in a group; The princeples used during my practice: - total surrender; - no thoughts about 'survival' stuff; - body facing east; - try to reach the breathless state as soon as possible. These are my princeples for doing proper yoga which are responsible for my results. @Space do more work focussing on all the chakras. When you have actually experienced the chakras, this technique will become verry powerfull. You will feel the breath going 'through' the spine as it were. When you get this far, it is not so difficult to feel going up 'cold' and down 'hot'. Good luck guys

What will happen when this guy becomes president?

Here i will post my first kriya rapport. After doing it for 6 months for at least 1 time a day, i noticed the following benefits in my normal life: - less need for sleep; - better work ethic; - better results, less mistakes in my work; - a natural desire to eat less food, especially meat; - the desire to manipulate people is almost gone; - less suffering. I noticed the following spiritual benefits: - whenever i sit sillently, there is a white light. I dont know what it is, but there is nothing special about it; - there is a constant energy in my spine; - after doing the practices, all thoughts are gone; - i can now sit in a meditation position for 2 hours. So, these are my benefits. Thanks Leo for sharing this information with us, the techniques are verry powerfull and will change our lifes if done with discipline.

Yes, it was 3 months ago or something like that. I was riding on the bike after doing kriya but my breath was still verry slow. Riding quite fast, i had this moment where it felt i was breathing but there was no like substance to it. For a moment it felt like my awareness expanded.

Verry clear video on the perspective of vedanta on reality and self.

Red/Orange with a mask of blue to get the majority of Russia behind him.

He means all human action and motives basicly, but there are different degrees. The financial industry for example has far more shit in it then for actualized.org.

I think there are a few types of monks. The first one: fucked up in life and thought, fuck it, i have nothing to give back to society and i am stuck, so i am going to be a monk. The second one: sombody who tried everything in life, succeeded, but still felt depressed or empty from the inside. This monk sees that our western society is just an infinite rat race where everybody lives in mental illusions, worrying about shit that is not even important. The third one: The believer. This monk does it for his religion. The fourth one: the one who has one purpose, achieving the deepest states of truth a human being can experience. The last type of monk is extremely rare. These people you dont see on YouTube lol. The reason i am not a monk is because i am not ready yet. Im 21 and first want to do a few solo retreads and getting to know mezelf better to go all in. But eventualy, i think i will be one, because i now already see that a materialistic lifestyle is a waste of life and there are more beautifull things to go after.

Right now is actuality. It is the most actual thing that can be ever be actual. How could there be an experience for example without the now? But what is this now? It is verry mysterius. How is it possible that i dont even know what the now is. What is its substance? Where is it located? Why does it exist? Iets start with the first question. Substance. What is a substance? It is where it is made out of. The now is happening always so it is happening now now now now at infinitum. Which substance has a thing that has always been now? When something is always now now now like the now, there is no substance. So the substance of the now is nothing. Of course it is. It is happening always and there was no begining for the now because there is no substance. Second question. Where is it located? Lets start by asking what a location is. A location is a place where something can exist. In the location there can be an object for example. But the now. Wtf. Where is it. I cant grasp it. Where are you now, hahahaha. What is your location. Where is your existence? I have no experience where the now is. Does this mean that it doesnt exist? No, it means that it just is, without a location because in my direct experience i cant find the location. Why does it exist? I have No idea. In my direct experience i cant find why it exist. Maybe there is no why needed, it just is. Maybe you guys or girls can help me with this one, lol. O yes, what is actuality, it is this: Just RAW experience

He understood it. Watching the entire video is absolutely worth it. Later in the video he will talk about the mind and that the map is not the teretory.

Verry Orange. But i do admid that the charisma of this guy is mindblowing.

All verry blue

It is possible to do, but that requires some verry hard work. It is possible because you were always alone to begin with. But this is not something you do after 1 insight into the nature of loneliness but rather after so many insights that the richness of being just overwelms you. So keep doing the work, like I do, and realise this. When you do this you are not likely to lose yourself.

Hahahaha, this thread. Stop Reading news articles and go approach some wonen, then see what they like.

The perspective of stage green on Orange dominated professional sports