Thesingularity

Its the nature of mind that wants to be active or busy. The brain keep itself active as like any other part of body the rule is of use it or lose it so the random thought that emerges is like screen savour of a computer and that to preserve and avoid loss. When you think you use outer layer of brain to use logic and rational thinking and that direct the thought.

Alchohol is depressant. I think most people with borderline personality have tendency to be addicted to it. It calms them down when they go on high spectrum on their mood. They use it to create some sort of balance. I find alchohol very pricy and it take too long for its effect and it reduces the ability to eat. I like beer and JD but not too much

@Solace Thanks.

I tried vaping and i hated it. It taste like ass and I don't even know why would people smoke bubble gum or the strange flavours, The ones that tasted like real cigarettes was tasting terrible and no where close to real deal. I ended up giving up smoking cold turkey about 2 years and 10 months ago.

I play this song in my brain and songs with 2/4 or 4/4 beats

They get approached more by guys than guys that vice versa. I agree with @Leo Gura in saying that any dick wouldn't do but Imagine if you get compliments every day on your looks. I know that not all girls get that compliments but an average girl with good eating habit, work out plan and knowledge of make up can get herself to look really appealing to most guys. The compliments help with self steem and confidence and dont forgot girls get the same attention even in relationship and even the most faithful girl know who is attracted in her and observing them so the rebound partner is ready if and when their relationship ends.

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